💥 urgh Thursday (day off) can't come sooner. Dreading Tuesday.............. But hey no paper day I guess.

💥 would be cool Iif my work place blew up and also no one was in the building.

💥 Pleased to say the last couple of work days have been a nice change in pace.

💥 Today suck-ed. Fuck Amazon. Also I'm mad because one of my coworkers dead ass ditched us so we had to take on his work load and we're out until like 5:30 today.

💥 I am sopping wet from work. :'(

💥 Got my testopel + PREP shot done yesterday and I am hurting more than usual. Pls stop, body. I have to work tomorrow.

💥 Was gonna go back into work tomorrow after testopel today except: that might be stupid I should give it another day...

💥 Ouughhh workie tomorrow......

💥 I'm very tired, but again makes sense because I have been working a lot. On the flip side I kind of got told I'm "in" to some degree at work, IE they want to maybe keep me. So that's cool I guess. But also that probably means more work. :')

🎨 Considering comming or drawing this concept inspired by a song. Bunker is a lonely courier in their early years and for a bit forms a parasocial relationship with a girl on a pin up board they pass going in and out of town.

🐑 Heehaw. Wow that last ref was very short lived. #furry #furryart

🎨 Hm.

💥 Ough I have been so tired but I think I am starting to get a handle on my job somewhat. So that's good.

Hi all! Quick note that I'm currently open for the next round of PWYW sketches, and have added PWYW blocky models as an option too! You can find examples and ordering info on my kofi page: ko-fi.com/seeyousatyr/...

💥 I love finding graffiti. One was on a shelf in savers, the other was at work.

💥 doin shrooms and being a funny littol ape making art why can't we just do that as a society everyone would be happier

💥 Still waiting on preapproval before we can look at houses and in the mean time we have seen two we loved come and go. I just hope we can find something nice soon.

💥 Job training feels like it's going too well. What gives. Am I gonna look at this in a week and be like "wow it /was/ too good to be true."

💥 Cannot wait to be able to breathe when I move from my ex.

🗯️ Everything feels so messy right now.

🗯️ I'm so fucking sick of my ex violating my boundaries over and over again, there's only so many times it can be accidental.

💥 I cannot wait to move. It will happen soon. I have to tell myself this.

🗯️ Found out my therapist is retiring in may which is a bummer for me!

💥 I don't know how to tell a friend in a manner in which he will listen to stop expecting motherly behavior from a mother that has consistently treated him like shit and never acted that way over the decade plus I've known him. Like I get we want our mothers love HOWEVER

💥 Previous work situation slowly devolving into a nightmare, mostly because we sell/sold our stuff there and at this point Idek what to say to/about them.

💥 Looking at houses with Red and there's one we might go see. It's cool but the driveway is steep and sucks just from driving by it. Otherwise it's exactly the kind of thing we want.

🗯️ I hate to be a fucking bummer but there's only so much going through proper channels can ward off impending fascism. They will keep trying until we are tired.

💥 Okay so playing around with this riso machine has made me want to do more art. I don't think I have felt this activated about stuff like this since I had to make mock ups for graphic design classes in college.

In the coming days people are about to suggest some of the worst discord alternatives possible so looking forward to that

💥 I feel like I am going insane!!

i hate him

💥 Landed what appears to be a good g0v job. The office is known for being more contained and if I'm honest, I am excited to have money to commission people again. >:)

🗯️ Overstimulated the fuck out of myself tonight soooo time to get high and cuddle before I explode.

🗯️ I'm so exhausted and frustrated today. Like ughhguubjhhnnghbb shakes and cries and throws up

💥 Brain worms won and I started my skullet cut with reds help. Doesn't look bad but it does look choppy and short for now.

💥 Reframing going to the gym as getting buff for donkey time.

💥 Fur cons are so fun. It is very inspiring. My favorite part was seeing the fursona zine panel so full!

💥 I didn't even hit the reg line and I'm fucking pooped from ANE lol!

💥 Also my new icon is by heychikinan! They were sweet enough to draw it as a warm up! ;_;

💥 On the way to ANE and I'm excited but also anxious.

🎨 inevitable.

💥 Feeling bummed to hell and back. Going to ANE and I'm not looking forward to it I think because it's a week closer to going home.

💥 Wow it would be cool if I drank water like I'm supposed to so my lips wouldn't be so dry and I wouldn't pick and chew them bloody wahoo

🗯️ Like I can't tell what is my mental health vs what is my horror to fascism but I will say not having a job is doing a number on my "I have to contribute to be of value" trauma that's for damned sure. I know it's not necessarily true but ugh god, hard to rattle outta my brain. :(

🗯️ It's really hard not to feel discouraged right now. Ugh.

🎨 Fixed some of those mistakes haha.

💥 Proven method for lowering your blood pressure: be insane about your OCs.

💥 I'm old enough now where blood pressure is a concern for me and I crack up because during my ketamine treatment, my bp gets lower, which isn't typical. And it's like yeah. Drawing my little blorbos in a comfy corner while getting high with a stuffed animal would lower my bp wouldn't it?

🎨 I keep thinking about making Bunker a courier with a printmaking gig in the post apoc world. I'm unsure how it would work with traveling, but maybe it's a situation where they settle into the printmaking once they connect with charlie and have a place with her.