I come from a very patriotic family

She would have loooooooved this one

This song is so radio Disney 2000s tween birthday party I can’t stop playing it

I painted this shitty painting to calm myself from a panic attack and got sad because this is the type of thing I would have sent to Jami and she would have acted like it was the most amazing art she had ever seen even though she was an actual artist ☹️

I woke up with Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens stuck in my head and I didn’t even realize it was the Fourth of July

Did you get enough love, my little dove? Why do you cry?

I can’t stand famous people who act like they’re being forced to be famous (Chappell Roan, Harrison Ford, etc)

Potential for an extremely based therapist… doesn’t observe the 4th of July…

Friend requested no clothes at her baby shower so I made a dress anyway

Matching sibling necklaces 💔

I posted a picture of my cat and my bunny in a subreddit called cats with buns and someone was like ☝🏼🤓 be careful with them ….look what subreddit you’re in it’s all pics of bunnies and cats!!

In happier news… we got a meet and greet

I have something extremely selfish to say:

Ootd

I own merch from a guy running for coroner several years ago because I liked his logo and emailed him to send me a yard sign and he sent me a bunch of shirts instead (he won)

I was wearing a really cute romper the day my sister died and now it’s buried at the bottom of my suitcase and I hopefully won’t have to look at it for a very very long time

Hours of fun with Brock From Pokemon

What happened was: we reached the moon 🌕

Instagram has started exclusively showing me reels of sisters having fun

What stage of grief is it when you start watching Ted lasso because it’s positive and wholesome ?

Grief has you listening to owl city on purpose #IdLikeToMakeMyselfBelieve

we got da star line at da Ferris wheel 🎡

Right now it’s extremely painful that everything reminds me of my sister, but I think in a few years I’ll see it as a blessing

I had a phone free day (2 hours) at the water park it was stressful I have a #phoneaddiction

Underrated jam

The teens think no show socks are dorky but what’s dorkier than a sock tan line? 🤨

Going 2 the water park today 👍🏻

Beagles love blueberries

I want my mom but I can’t burden her because her daughter just died 😢

I’ve been cleaning my apartment for 6 hours and whenever I stop, I start crying. I’m just creating tasks now. I reorganized my fabric stash three times.

*joke for Coloradans only* Jessica Killin? More like Jessica KILLIN her chances at getting my vote the moment she mentions serving in the army! Am I right?!

Tomorrow I’m gonna try doing my wfh gig again and in July I go back to my in person job. It kind of breaks my heart that life is continuing on like nothing happened. Idk.

Girl Of The Year ➡️ Sad Girls Club (It’s me Turt)

I’m home alone now and havin the world’s worst panic attack™️ Please what’s the funniest movie, show, song, podcast, book you have ever experienced in your live?

I think it’s funny when people hide their newborn baby’s face…. I already know what he looks like….. all babies same

My mom calls her gumdrop because she’s shaped like a gumdrop

Brock from Pokemon has met Tobias Funke

Havent been on TikTok in years and im going through my likes…. I forgot about this one

It’s imperative that we keep ozempic away from Paula Pell

why does he look terrified?

Jordan is at a bachelor party and I don’t want to be alone so I’m staying at my parents house this weekend and doing regular Jeffrey drop-ins he gets so excited when I come in to feed him

Taste.

The things I text Jordan while he’s in an important meeting

My favorite book has the worst cover I hate it so much I’m gonna buy the book and cover it in contact paper

⚠️⚠️NEW CARLY SONG OUT⚠️⚠️

I hate hate HATE the term “needle drop” 😖

My mom has not left the house since my sister died and I fear she never will again

Found Kiss on vinyl and the first thing I did was take my phone out to send a picture to Jami :(

barb and star go to vista del mar is actually the only movie worth watching