the more i listen to black/indigenous creators the more i realize how deeply white supremacy/colonialism runs in USA/canadian "culture" & how that has affected me. the more i deconstruct the better i feel mentally. i'm proud of how far i've come but there's a lot of work left to do still.

tummy hurt

ok so i'm thinking for breach and entry guy his callsign could be thunder. not because of a funny story or anything, but bro is a fuckin unit & walks loud as fuck so you feel the rumble from his footsteps before you see him lmao

Bloopette 🦑 #mario

i wanna yap about my gay little guys sm i need someone to be as obsessed with my ocs as i am LMAO

imagine spending your whole life hating minorities & actively building your career upon spreading hate about them only for your life to be ended by a bullet engraved with "*notices your bulge* OWO what's this?" LMAOOOOO

LMAO get fucked charlie kirk you will not be missed at all.

finally finished organizing/adding to my anime to watch list 🥰

polyester has cooler hair but polyurethane has a better fit i love their designs sm

OBSESSED with new season of panty and stocking

baby saja inspired nail set!! stole the design (& slightly tweaked it) from kojima77_ on tiktok

been watching mashle lately and it's very silly

i've been listening to your idol by saja boys on fucking repeat, such a good song omg... the ominous music makes it soooo good

most recent tcgp pulls

pulling out a chunk of ingrown toenail >>>>>>

ik i bitch a lot about this already but it's so sad seeing channels i used to love just openly use dogshit AI slop for thumbnails/edits/merch when ik for a fact if they just asked their community there's likely dozens of artists willing to work with them for free.

i think i strained my back just a tid because it hurts to twist certain ways, ah well. i also think there's an extra piece of toenail embedded into my toe that i tried to dig out but i'm unsure if i actually got it. i might try to talk to my doc about that and a few other things too.

oh man, i made an inkbunny account thinking it was just another furry art site but every time someone faves my art they're all into cub porn LMAO i think i might just delete my accounts there i didn't realize it was infested w those kinds of people ngl

man i was looking forward to having a few days off but the scheduling at work is fucked atm because the lady that does the scheduling is gone & i just found out yesterday that there's an app for work schedules that no one told me about & that i don't have login info for.

i had a dream where i grew my hair back in one day and it was really long again

one more work day then i have a day off! here's hoping tomorrow goes well for me :>

first day alone today at work-- i think i managed ok!

ok my new job is actually chill af literally just being a server but with less responsibilities, less rushing & more pay lmao my trainer is also super chill and the other dietary aides are chill too!

finally got my background check back for my other job but omg i am not ready to be employed again lowkey ;w; i was enjoying being an unemployed hack

ouugh i gotta stop myself when i got the munchies man, the heartburn and tummy aches are not worth it

man going from being funemployed to going back to my serving job fucking sucks ass dude lmao

fucking hell man what a shitshow at work today lmaoooo

got a few extra short video edits done for the next few days where i'm not streaming

kys youtube i'm not paying for premium you can eat my ass

been hand feeding my birds lately and man i love them they're so cute and their feathers are so soft i love sneaking kisses on them while they eat lol

homemade chicken soup in all it's greasy glory

RIP air popper, i will miss u

my birds are fatasses so i had to put their seed in a plastic bin cuz i'm trying to get them to eat healthier but they chewed through the bag. now they're trying to figure out how to get into the seed box LMAO

fat ass pigeon sits near my AC unit & screams

#photography #Nature #Bird #Birds #Robin #Redbreast

Tree swallow #WindowsonWednesday #birds #EastCoastKin #photography #PhotographersofBlueSky #PhotographersUnited

recent pulls

lmao i just went into a restaurant & i kept getting pity stares from the randoms i think some people are assuming i have cancer because i'm bald now 💀

shaved all my hair off again and whew, forgot how free it feels to have no hair!

The hole.

some of the recent pulls i got

the urge to flip my life on its head and start anew

might fuck around and shave all my hair off again

cool

very freaking cool

why did i decide to do a style with tons of accessories for my first vtuber model

fuck yeah

i'm tryna support a bunch of smaller streamers rn so i have like 4 pop out streams on my second monitor atm 😭

hell yeah

i gotta lock in & finish my 2d vtuber model but i also might fuck around & make a 2d model for a buddy of mine that has a simple character so i can practice rigging