another limbus mili song huh?

new canto is peak

its been SO hot that i cant really sleep at night AAAA

i think ive mostly recovered enough so that i can start masking again. thats kind of insane now that i think of it

it's funny how the world works because i go from somewhat scraping by to getting a lot of work in less than a week 🙏 the patient is rewarded, i suppose?

went to a thrift store. got a full set of clothes for roughly 30usd (wow that's less than one of my short comms which you should get)

i love how seperating part for puppetting takes me 3-4 hours but the animation itself takes like an hour

the new twitter thing is actually affecting me a lot more than i'd like because i had similar experiences. i don't think i'll ever reach a rational enough mindset to be able to address it properly though, so i'll keep quiet. my therapist said to not get involved in anything that can ruin me anyways.

mafu6.................................................. sounds like a goddamn banger. i might actually do it for free. im so down for this

been looking up actual jobs every now and then and it's kind of hard to find one that my skillset would work with. it's mostly that i'm lacking skills as a videographer for them which sucks because my hands are very stable for holding cameras. though i guess i could do camera angles with blender...?

went to watch the prsk movie today (first time ive went to watch a movie in YEARS) and im so obsessed with this song. this is an absolute 10/10 in every aspect. i dont think i could do an MV this beautiful even in a few years. jaw dropping www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkGg...

first ever financial crisis! meds this month was expensive, and then cat fell sick so i paid vet fees. after she got better she then broke the fiber optic cable so i need to fork over some fees for repair! she still has to get vaccinations so that's more money to spend. emergency comms soon i guess

shorts now being longer than 1 minute is both a blessing and a curse because that means i get to put more context for clips but i also have to edit/sub more. you win some you lose some i guess

I had the honour of meeting my fashion checker Mr. Hayakawa-san in person while in Japan in an attempt to restore Ireland-Japan diplomacy. He stole my jacket and it turns out we're the same size Thank you Misstranslation for inviting me to her real office workplace to make this possible

my brain is incredibly civ-pilled right now because right now im thinking of how "oh, buying the treats will give the cat amenities and keeps her happy and productive and increase loyalty"

My cat has this real menacing way of mauling my blahaj and then occasionally looking at me as i watch her. Its like her saying: "this is you next. "

there's a shop option coming on vgen.... i might go back dig back my templates idea. any suggestions on what to make? i'll make some easy one for starters like phony and stuff

Im bored. I wann go home and play civ6

break extended for an extra day because my dumbass internet decided to sail into the seas and the maintenance guy is only coming on friday

My sister sqeeuzed the fuck out of my wallet holy shit

ｃｕｌｔ＿ｙｏｕ. ｒｅ＿ｓｈｏｃｋ. 💚💜 Metal VSinger duo is back! 🖤❤ @futakuchimana.bsky.social and I sang Culture / カルチャ together! We hope you enjoy it~ Full cover: youtu.be/wbQzw2wf2xg After party: youtu.be/iXZug4Jac3U ⬇ Credits & more info ⬇

almost.. done... with work... can go home soon... AAAAARGH

found a good cycle of watching maxor while editing, gives me an idea on what sound effects i want to put for them ✨

oh god i opened ae by muscle memory. its so over

new discord ui sucks

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i enjoy CBs because i get to do more complicated and experimental animations, but damn it would be nice to have more than a week to explore the potential. youre simply very hard pressed for time and have less than 2 weeks to do it most of the time

i hate it when i take my pills but im still panicking. isnt the reason for this med to take away the panic 💢

how much would you get this for

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currently editing a vod with a lot of screaming while the cat is laying on my desk. whenever there is a scream she just looks at me like "what the FUCK"

i still have my incredibly bad habit of hyperfocusing so bad and not moving from my desk for hours on end

might dig my oc out to use as an example for puppetting. it wont be anything to revolutionary, but i think it's at a decent enough level for me to consider doing it as a bonus

i cant sleep mostly because the cat keeps harassing me going "feedmefeedmefeedmefeedmefeedmefeedmefeedme" I GAVE YOU FOOD BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP

might be able to open simple puppet comms soon (?)

me finishing videos but forgetting to send + invoice is an entirely waaaaayyyy to common of an occurence

i havent opened skeb in months. the path of recovery............... not that im planning to put a skeb in for this oc anyways. haha.

today feels like a day that id be too depressed to do anything. maybe ill just sleep in... i've already gotten half of my stuff done this month

honestly kind of a shit month to be having anxiety issues and not being able to take my meds when the attacks come. urghhhhh

my cat is so goddamn stupidly cute. i meow at her and she just flops to the side. fuck this shit man that's so unfair

its kind of a peaceful night tonight and i unexpectedly was able to lock in and almost finish a lot of stuff

It's vet day (she doesnt know whats gonna happen to her)

i get anxious on opening messages all day long because i thought it was someone getting mad at me but actually it was just them really liking my work 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

im so sorry but i dont think ill use discord much, still. something about seeing messages on it just gives me a shitton of anxiety. so glad mane-san exists and does most of the work for me orz

One of the first things to go if i get sleepy enough is my typing ability probably shouldnt be subtitling like this

trying to lock in but the cat goes "playwithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithmeplaywithme"

something that i've never properly internalized yet is how is how people have some modicum of respect for me. prior to the last... few years or so, anything i said is just ignored, so i'll just say things straight from my mind when talking about myself.

update: clients will now receive a free picture of my cat when they commission me

civ 6 has destroyed my diet and sleep schedule by way of making me forget they exist

i now have a valid reason for hating vegetables and it is because they expire so goddamn fast. cant cook shit with them