we are getting fucked up

say what you will about vaush he has some incredibly good cats

mark it on the bingo fellas we spewed HARD

friend just showed me an unimaginable youtube comment

figured i'd see what the youtube algorithm might do for me if i post shorts so here's a super quick salvia trip report featuring a guy who thinks we all live in paintings www.youtube.com/shorts/1vsOB...

i recently learned what zeroing a hit means and i feel incredibly bad for the lungs of those high schoolers

avarice

phantom deer waaoowoaah www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dH5...

Ringtail Year III (Act I) - Animated Teaser www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCL6...

what happens inside your brain when you combine the granddaddy of tryptamine class psychedelics with a dissociative powerful enough to tranquilize horses? discover www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LDO...

i forgot to mention here that i had started this playthrough but there is ketamine in my system and i'm gonna play some lucid blocks youtube.com/live/Lwl2fxA...

i am celebrating 4/20 by streaming a bunch of weird games that were made for LSDJAM 2025 let's get smoked together youtube.com/live/iXcEY5H...

i have apparently been consuming an unsafe amount of arsenic for an unknown amount of time and you probably have been as well www.realsimple.com/new-study-fi...

leave

ever been curious what it'd be like to be on a psychedelic and a deliriant at the same time? it ain't good youtu.be/SIv8taQfSkQ

i feel so fucking bad for any christian with a conscience who genuinely believes that suicide victims go to hell. imagine being friends with someone who was suffering so much they felt they had no choice but to end it and then believing they're being tortured forever. religion should be eradicated.

oh it’s vomit CITY this week

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pop quiz: why would anyone take DXM when they have access to ketamine? let's find out together www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZSb...

yet again i forgot to link an upload! pretty much everything in here is probably old news to most of you though www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbbo...

oops forgot to link this one. here's a story of someone eating funny mushroom and watching objects go sideways (not fun) www.youtube.com/watch?v=02b6...

the purple haze got here and within minutes of hitting that shit i had the motivation to work on something i hadn't touched in 2 months no wonder fugo was op (i will not be quitting weed until my vyvanse works more consistently)

if i had a smash/rivals character i'd want my nspecial to bring up a menu with the following: -Vodka Bottle: vomit attack a few seconds after drinking -LSD: makes me floatier -Weed Cart: must be used periodically or i take psychic damage. small chance of being DMT, incapacitating me for a few secs.

tried caffeine again today, drank most of a large coffee over like an hour or so got about half an hour of uncomfortable energy with barely any motivation to go along with it, crashed, now i feel more tired than when i woke up and also sick and uncomfortable what is wrong with my fucking body

i'm not voting for any democrat that supports israel. i don't care if a republican wins in 2028, i'm not supporting the lesser of the two hitler parties. it has become increasingly clear that israel is the modern day nazi germany and any dem who does not oppose them is as bad as any nazi supporter.

THIS SUNDAY! (Ideally) COME ONE! COME ALL! To the long awaited: KREEDPARDY FIVE!!!!! With our returning catboy MakoRays as well as TWO first time contenders! Your Hoster with the Moster Kreed Nothin is ready to put the guest to the test and jest with the rest in THE BEST KREEDPARY YEST! THIS SUNDAY!

had a dream that this guy supported israel

anyway this has been your monthly Mako Talks Mad Shit On People Who Are Mean To Bugs quota, i'll see you all next time

bug killers really like to do this thing where they get pissed off at you if you are even remotely passionate about your desire to not kill innocent animals. like oh i'm sorry i guess i should've been more polite when i informed you that it's bad to crush a living, feeling organism under your boot!

i just want humanity to collectively realize that bugs are animals that can feel fear and pain and it's actually really fucking evil and barbaric to kill an animal just because you can do it effortlessly like you wouldn't brag about killing lizards so why do people do it with smaller animals

i do think this might be the cutest house centipede ever photographed on the internet and i want more people to see Him he is baby

new trip report video of someone combining dxm with alcohol and then driving do not do this holy shit please do not do this www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0Cb...

okay so can someone explain to me why weed actually gives me more motivation to do things than caffeine

it's going to be so annoying having to explain to future nazis that just because over 90% of israeli jews are evil it doesn't mean jews are inherently evil some of them just decided it was their turn to try out the whole hitler thing

ok but like, if my bipolar downswings render my adhd meds useless (i can be on 40mg of vyvanse ER and feel nothing) when they happen, and if the only way for me to feel okay during those downswings is with weed, but if i'm trying to quit habitual weed use uh what do i do

i think perhaps a big reason i dislike pokemon is because i'm so used to its gameplay being boring and simplistic that whenever it decides to suddenly become even slightly complex it's already trained me to not use my full brain so i just lose and get frustrated

i think another good way to prove the nonexistence of free will is to just ask the question: if you kick a soccer ball, what will the ball decide to do?

just posted a vid talking about my experience with spravato (ketamine therapy) in addition to reading someone else's IV-based ketamine therapy report, check it out if you're interested: www.youtube.com/watch?v=pomN...

i'm mako! i do a lot of things. videos and streams: www.youtube.com/@makorays 3d modeling/vtuber/vrchat avatar commissions: www.youtube.com/watch?v=do_N... music commissions: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICDJ... my book about a closeted gay angel: makorays.itch.io/hopeless-org... (+ more below)

now that i’m reducing my weed usage i’m getting dreams like the one i just had about a new meme called something like “Critters Crawling Over Me” which was started by some 60-year-old guy with a shitty bedroom webcam pointed at himself after he intentionally covered himself in dozens of spiders

i just saw this "inspiration" tab on my youtube dashboard and it seems that an ai wants me to make people believe that hell is real

checkin out the demo of a game with a very unique scholastic book fair-style asesthetic called kami quest: enter the imagynasium (while also celebrating my final day of weed use before a month of abstinence please wish me luck) youtube.com/live/uK1171u...

my favorite DMT stories are the ones where the users flail around in their own brains in a state of utter panic while geometric mantises telepathically communicate via shifting patterns "nono sweetie we're not gonna hurt you we just want to help you quit nicotine" but the users are just like AAAAAAA

did you know that you can trip off of nutmeg if you eat enough of it? did you know that you really, REALLY shouldn't? youtu.be/AIwRq0YdOew

okay they are here WE BEGIN BRICKADIA TOP GEAR TOURNAMENT youtube.com/live/w5mukN5...

TONIGHT AT 6PM EST BRICKADIA MEETS TOP GEAR WITNESS WACKY AUTOMOBILES COMPETING IN A SERIES OF OCCASIONALLY STUPID CHALLENGES COME ONE, COME ALL - ENTER YOUR OWN MACHINE LEST ONE BE ASSIGNED TO YOU youtube.com/live/w5mukN5...

TONIGHT, if avery can FIND THEIR SWITCH DOCK: i will be beginning fire emblem three houses. ironman mode. no rewind. if they die, they die. if byleth dies, new playthrough. i have never played a fire emblem before. Be There

i am honestly terrified of quitting weed. presently i feel like shit when i'm not on something, vyvanse in the morning/afternoon and weed in the evening. i'm hoping this will change after the weed withdrawal goes away, but i don't know how long the anhedonia will last or what my base mood will be.