doin an art stream where i draw thumbnails for the mako reads channel. i guess i could also draw things for viewers in exchange for money if people wanted youtube.com/live/d9CBc7s...

mr. mosquito is trans

i want to live in a world where telling your child that hell exists results in a visit from CPS on the grounds of emotional abuse and i am not joking

too tired to work too restless to sleep i just want to feel normal

brickadia is 50% off i don't want to see a single one of you motherfuckers not buying this

The release date for ✨🧱 Brickadia's EARLY ACCESS 3 UPDATE🧱✨ has been announced! Thrusters, Gamemodes, upgraded Vehicle Physics, and so much more! What will you create with these new features? Check out the trailer here for the release date: youtu.be/THeI_thgCSU

i once again forgot to announce a new stream game but hi here is part 2 of home safety hotline youtube.com/live/ylWB2Xq...

can someone just do something about chuck schumer already

bro we're deadass gonna have an election where one party supports genociding social outcasts and the other party supports genociding everyone in the middle east who isn't israel fuck this goddamned country

new trip report reading! in today's video we examine stories from three individuals whose belief systems all changed in different ways after consuming lsd: youtu.be/kahAU0lG2Fc

i think trump should hire some sort of professional swamp monster man to suddenly emerge from the pool in broad daylight and start lumbering through the streets of DC so he can point at the swamp man and blame him for the algae

i'm not going full vegan right now but does anyone know how i can figure out what brands of meat/dairy are sourced ethically? i think i'm at the point where i'd rather either pay more for it or just not buy it at all if it means i won't support factory farms.

now that i got my account back it is time for more TRIP REPORT VIDEOS THAT MOST OF MY FOLLOWERS PROBABLY DON'T CARE ABOUT today we're looking at sleep deprivation instead of drugs youtu.be/h26NbQfOY2Q

apparently there are a significant number of people on kalshi betting that elon musk will put a man on mars before the year is over i don't personally use devil tech but if any of you have taken the faustian bargain i feel like there's money to be made on the incredibly fucking obvious ones

GOT MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT BACK LET'S FUCKING GO YOUTUBE WAS ACTUALLY HELPFUL youtube streams will resume tomorrow

given that i am still working on regaining access to my youtube channel but also that @kreed360.bsky.social @paradoxreturns.bsky.social and i wish to continue our dark souls triple game archipelago run, i will be live on my old twitch in just a minute www.twitch.tv/makorays

so my google account got hacked and i've lost access to all my youtube channels until they can help me get it back, won't be able to stream for a while. i've gotten into contact with google so hopefully they're able to help me sort this out.

my fucking bitch-ass ancestors decided to move up where it's cold and now i'm white truly punished for the sins of the father

i did vomit

i know there are those who will be like "haha, old man afraid of new technology" but i think this time the fear is actually justified. the data shows that relying on generative ai makes you measurably stupider. you have use your own brain to be smart. have ANY of you motherfuckers seen wall-e??????

you know it's a deeply sick country when calling someone a vegan is considered an own. "HAHAHAHAHA LOOK AT THIS FUCKING LOSER WHO RESPECTS ANIMALS!!!" i'm not even a vegan and those people make me fucking bloodthirsty bro like the world would be measurably better if they all dropped dead

gon be playin gamble with your friends w/ @kreed360.bsky.social and @ringtail.bsky.social soon, but first.....my gay little lego game youtube.com/live/kuyY9vQ...

every time. every fucking time.

NEW VIDEO ESSAY! this one's on the mako reads channel because it specifically relates to the psychonaut community, but it's still the same type of video i'd normally put on the main channel. feel free to watch if you wanna hear my attempt at helping drug users to stay sane: youtu.be/iAEk1uAvTXA

a stance i hold that i don't talk about much because i'm already so much of a reddit atheist is that believing in heaven is spiritually weak. it betrays a lack of willingness to accept the true nature of reality, it betrays an inability to fully process the death of loved ones.

what if we took a world superpower, outsourced all its manufacturing and energy production, financialized the market to such a degree that nearly all our money exists in speculative gambling, and then made everyone hate us? would that be good? would that be cool?

every now and then i remember that we have an entire demographic in this country that voted to deport themselves

we got some more SALVIA for y'all, including some personal tales involving the mckanthyboink taking me away youtu.be/li-6-D3lkyA

at this point i think "fiscally conservative" should be an even bigger red flag than "socially conservative" because holy FUCK if you think this country has been on the right path economically your brain is a level of dead bigotry can only dream to achieve

honestly xiping just hurry up and win the fucking civ game so you can start threatening to nuke any country that emits one more co2 molecule than it consumes maybe the next guy in charge will allow gays idk

hadn't done a mescaline report reading yet so here's some of that www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gef4...

c arot *monch*

fuck laffy taffy real ones hit the Now & Laters

getting assassinated is a major skill issue tbh, all you really have to do to avoid it is not try to end the world

i like it when anti-vegans are like "HEH. good luck getting PROTEIN, BUDDY" when you can just get protein with plants

i didn't vomit!

so like is the last season of the boys good? every time i think about that show i remember how the writers thought it would make sense for the smartest person in the world to stand by the side of a mass murderer rapist because some people were racist to her

we got a new salvia trip report reading for your listening pleasure, this one is fucking horrifying youtu.be/LvQrcC9kAw4

half awake at 5am trying to fall back asleep trying to remember if latuda is the name of a medication or a homestuck character

sex is gay

we back at it again with another trip report reading, this time looking at a few people (including a viewer) who managed to have some crazy experiences with just thc, even including open-eyed hallucinations. some intriguing stuff www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vb4O...

i think if you don't want chinese cars to come into the united states purely because you want people in the american auto industry to keep their jobs then you support flattening children with 6 foot tall truck grills idc fuck this country

i think we should make it so black people aren't allowed to say "fella" just to make the playing field a bit more even

i really do think whenever you come across someone defending israel you should bring up the dog thing every single time

i ain't never seen this one before

do allosexuals know how silly they are? it's always some make-believe shit, like someone will say "i'm gonna ram you so hard your pussy will hurt for weeks" and then the girl's like "OMG PLEASE" but in reality they both understand that weeks-long pussy pain is actually completely undesirable

i think actual ai might some day exist and if it does it'll be smarter than humans and we might become relatively obsolete in comparison, but i didn't think "ai" would end up smarter than humans via LLMs making people stupider than random word generators www.media.mit.edu/publications...

apparently there are tf2 bots with my username spamming my youtube link and saying weird shit i have no fucking idea what is going on but it's PROBABLY falter if i had to guess