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over 1 year ago
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oh boy the internet is annoying as fuck today
1 day ago
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there isn't a soul on this planet that can shame you into loving yourself, that includes you yourself
5 days ago
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i don't know, i just want to feel like i TRIED this year at least. i want to be able to stand on my own legs, yes, but i want to feel like i made an effort to push myself up if nothing else
5 days ago
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trying desperately to reframe anxiety and failure in my mind. it's okay to fuck up, it's okay to not get it right the first time, it's okay to have at least just TRIED and it's okay to have to learn new things
6 days ago
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the interview seemed to go fine enough and i liked that nobody looked at me like they wanted to fucking kill me on my way out unlike my last job, i feel like that's usually a good sign
10 days ago
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extremely anxious and terrified, but we ball (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
10 days ago
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i should really try to sleep but the Anxiety™ is big
10 days ago
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realizing i probably have absolutely no shot at the job i have an interview for tomorrow but it'll be good experience at the very least
10 days ago
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got an interview tomorrow wish me some fucking luck 🙏
11 days ago
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they should invent a way of sitting for several hours that doesn't make you feel like your butt is going to fall off tbh
12 days ago
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taking today as a brief break from applying and going to try to dedicate the day to drawing, i think
12 days ago
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i don't need anyone else to know i'm trying but me
12 days ago
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even if i can't get them out as fast as i used to, they're still higher quality than i ever could've put out then and i have more ideas for things than i've had in years, i care more now to see them done right, that's all it is
12 days ago
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i feel just fine 💖
12 days ago
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if i could draw faster i could vent faster
12 days ago
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god i loooove obsessively checking emails it's so so so soooooo fun
13 days ago
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this has been on repeat for the last two days among a couple other things lmao
www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL0t...
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YouTube video by Vana - Topic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL0t_z0jCWU
13 days ago
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i wish i could teach myself how to let things be okay as just a sketch tbh but i always start something and want to do more with it and then i get carried away and end up with yet another unfinished WIP that should've been done at the first step
13 days ago
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"chat with our bot to start your application for this position and-" just let me fill it out MANUALLY like you will when i've answered your stupid bot's QUESTIONS in the fucking FIRST PLACE this step is UNNECESSARY and fucking INFURIATING
13 days ago
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woke up thinking about this post, btw
13 days ago
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reeeeeally feeling Vana right now
13 days ago
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i've spent way too long looking at the wrong people for approval, i've spent too long begging for love from people who will never give it. i'm going to burn off that need
14 days ago
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i know who cares about me, i know who values me, and if it's not going to be you, that's alright with me now. i can bear loneliness a little longer if it means i can let you go when i get to the other side of it all
14 days ago
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honestly?? if you're that comfortable in your misconceptions, it doesn't fall on me to change them. think what you will, i'm not willing to carry that anymore
14 days ago
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feeling mildly manic
14 days ago
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"give respect but don't expect to receive it in return" is such a wild thing to try to teach people tbh
14 days ago
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i don't understand people who preach about how families should all love each other unconditionally, i think you can tell who usually came from a good and loving home based on whether or not they hold the belief that you should love someone just because they're family
16 days ago
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honestly i kinda wanna just end it all lmao
17 days ago
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everything that made me happy a couple years ago feels so distorted it's unrecognizable
18 days ago
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i need to calm down i don't know why i'm so angry but it's making me feel like i'm overheating
18 days ago
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extreme paranoia spike hit hard and i feel explosive
18 days ago
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god i need to get up and do something with my day i have just been laying here
18 days ago
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anyway name a character you feel this way about
18 days ago
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you know i haven't been really into anything disney in years but something i've always wondered is like... does anyone at all actually consider maleficent the "most evil disney villain"?????
18 days ago
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ch... chiitan???????
18 days ago
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anyway taking part in the free login period for ffxiv got me interested in it again, it's a shame i'm broke and have extreme social anxiety that extends to online games 🥹👍
18 days ago
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genuinely don't think hearing a smoker's cough has ever pissed me off more than it does lately
18 days ago
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managed to find something to eat but it was really hard and i'm getting so frustrated about food
18 days ago
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weird substance on the food i was saving for tonight, so i guess i'm not eating today :)
18 days ago
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really want like a cute cafe/coffee game for my phone but can't seem to find anything i think looks cute or like it plays well :')
23 days ago
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highly frustrated
24 days ago
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playing a new game called "is this envy or do i just wish i was receiving the same basic levels of care as everyone else"
26 days ago
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oh dear
27 days ago
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really need to clean my mousepad sometime soon but don't actually know how to go about doing it because i don't want to throw it in the machine... i should probably watch a tutorial or something on it when i have the time and don't plan on using it 😔
28 days ago
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this is such a sad time of year to have absolutely no money and no real form of income because all the clothes that are out are so so cute
28 days ago
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update: the conversation actually went extremely well for once and a solution to my problem has been potentially worked out
about 1 month ago
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preparing myself to approach a difficult conversation with my mother, reminding myself that a conversation being potentially difficult doesn't mean it's one that doesn't need to happen
about 1 month ago
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actually on the topic of fatal frame, i'm going to talk about something because i keep seeing some posts going around that really irk me:
about 1 month ago
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gonna do my laundry today, take a shower, then try to get myself to actually play fatal frame for the rest of the day
about 1 month ago
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anyway one of the cats kicked me out of my bed today because me using it to sleep in was interrupting her napping under the covers time, how disrespectful of me 😔
about 1 month ago
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