Mercurius the Lion (@mercuriusthelion.bsky.social), the inaugural North American Pet, is dedicated to building a more inclusive and accessible community and championing body positivity. He is a passionate educator and co-founder of the Northeast Titleholders Ball.

Am I ok, no. Do I feel like ending it all, a part if me dies? Will i, no. What does it matter anyway. Im not good for anything..

I hate being me sometimes. Always feeling like you the partner thats nothing or anything. People would always rather choose your husband over you. Its always said that sex is better with friends. What happens when your friends dont want you and just your husband. I have no worth. Why am I even here

Ive been treated really bad by friends lately, led on, lied to, told I was hot but lied to. Im exhausted, I dont need to be stabbed in the back anymore or lied to. All I've ever asked for was honesty and why cant people give that to me? Others deserve it and I am honest, I dont care. Just stop lying

Somedays it sucks being thenugly one and the shadow of your husband.

Explain you username: Mercurius is the Latin word for Mercury. As a Gemini ♊️ Mercury is the planet that rules our sign. In middle school and college I took Latin, one if my favorite languages and I identify as a lion... So yeah pretty revealing about who I am!

Something ghostly for tonight's dinner!! KPot is on the menu!!!

Only fee more days till NAB. I hope some guys are interested in me. This ass is fuckable and for some play time with daddy bears, chub bears....well all of the bears!!! #Bottom #Bears #LoveDaddies #NAB #NABPET #ConsentisMadatory

Can't wait to get to NAB, who will I be seeing. #NorthAmericanBear #NAB2025

[email protected] I created this email so that people have a safe place to ask questions, share experiences, and talk about their fears and worries. I will post the emails without the names of the person who sent them. I feel I can help the community by listening to all their needs.

2. Finding the Pet in You. This class is all about finding and reaching that pet. We talk about our experience of how we found our pet. We also talk about how our issues with self-esteem, mental health,and how using Pet Play has helped resolve trauma, create a coping system, and help explore kink.

I’m so excited to be coming back to NAB weekend. It is great to see so many familiar and new faces. This year, like last year, I will be teaching a class on public speaking for titleholders and those that want to be. It may help your general fear of public speaking. POST PART 1

I was feeling myself so much ...though it doesn't fit lol

Id love to film content once day, it's just no one here in NH is interested. At events I'm usually to shy or to busy. Plus being a PoC bottom with a big cock who's a bottom isn't something I don't think people want to see. #PoC #WannaBeSexWorker #NotEnough #NewHampshire #JustWant2Fuck #BottomCub

I don't know how to take super sexy pics...but here's a try lol

Pt 3. I am only good at work because I have to be and I'm tired of not being good enough. If feel like if I died tomorrow, no one would care but my husband and right after someone will snatch him up because I'm not there anymore. I hate it all and maybe one day I'll be brave enough to end it all

Pt. 2 I lost every tournament no matter how good of a deck I have. I try and try and people are like keep trying and you'll win. I have and life doesn't want me to win or be successful in that way and it makes me want to die. I'm struggling in my social life and the thing I'm good at I fail at.

Pt 1. I know mostly this app is used for sex now, but I write how I feel here and not a lot of people read it. Almost everyday I feel like ending it all. I feel like I'm not made to win anything that I enjoyed, but good I things I'm forced to be. I play MTG and YGO and loose at every tournament

Them: throw it in a circle Me: "Throws it in a dodecagon" We aren't the same

There are days and weeks I want it all to end. I'm exhausted of being a failure in all aspects of my life. I feel like dying wouldn't change the world at all. I feel like I'm not worth anything on my own. I'm a failure and a let down and I don't want to exist anymore, but here I am.

Make yourself known! I need the serotonin lol.

Working lol, you?

Who are you lol

I wish I knew how to tell you something without you getting upset with me and understanding. You are gonna respond but I do, but in my brain you don't understand what I'm going through. I lay here trying to hold back because I love you and I love seeing you happy and I never want to take that away.

Feeling very handsome today. I love my reds and blacks!!

Figure I can answer these easily. I'm married, but open. I'm married to Mr. World Bear @candybear.bsky.social

I'm not. I'm a hedonist. As long as everyone has a good time and likes what they do and aren't hurting anyone I am all for it. I will never yuck someone's yum and if I find you kink shaming I'll call you out

In all honesty I don't use IG all that much. Picture based social media is kinda difficult for me, because I don't keep up with it. But give me some names ;)

I miss a lot of friends right now. Living in NH it's been hard being away from the community. I've been so stressed and disconnected. I miss all of you, because my community has been my home and my heart is with my friends.

I am. I'm married to the wonderful @candybear.bsky.social we are open and love to have fun together and sometimes seperate..

Morning y'all. Hope you have a good week.

This could be your view.

Morning everyone!!!

Anyone have any interest in seeing me 12/15 to 12/17?

Sorry about the post yesterday guys. Sometimes you have to get it out.. Feeling better today

I have not felt like this in a long while..I haven't felt like wanting it all to end like I feel today. If I could end it with no consequences and without hurting the people I love, I would in a heartbeat. Today I truly feel tolerated, not accepted or wanted. Sorry had to get it out somehow.

Honestly it's kinda tough. I'm in this space of happiness but sadness. I get to see all these pets have great adventures and packs and I feel like that will never be something I can attain. I want it bad, I want a social family, that's about more than just fucking, but I feel like it won't happen.

I wish we were too. You can always message me on my socials if you want to talk! I wish I knew who this was!!

I love jeans day at work!

Having one of those lousy body image days. Send positive reinforcement please.

It's an oldie but a goodie!! I need another photo shoot with me and the hubby!

My best friends are my Husband. I have tons of friends and they are all different. I have one true partnerbjt many best friends and to name ones over the other would mean that I categorize my friendships. And I don't I love all my friends, whether close or far.

So this is a deep question.. I don't have trust issues because I expect people to be themselves. I have been hurt and burned in the past and I have forgiven and forgotten. I trust people to be themselves and that's the truth.

Of course you should. Honesty is truly the best thing when it comes to me. I'm straightforward and blunt and that's just who I am. I expect people to be honest with me and the same way.

Awwww miss you too? I guess lol. I don't know who's miss me lol!

Aww thanks whoever said this. I don't think I'm attractive honestly. Sometimes I feel lucky that my husband thinks I'm beautiful and that you guys do!

Awww thanks whoever said that!!!

ngl.link/mercuriusthe/ Guess I'll give this a try and see if I get any lol

I love @candybear.bsky.social he's the best hubby aan could ask for. Sometimes things are rough, but I love him more and more every day. He's sexual, sensual and a sweet bear. And just because he loves me, doesn't mean he doesn't like guys of other sizes. He loves his puppies, cubs and bears too!