C Surname
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a triple threat, but only to myself.
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when you have ME, well-meaning relatives send you the latest "full recovery from ME" woo that it'd be awesome to actually believe in. Every time I watch one I wanna make one just as positive and assertive where the trick is killing yrself, but it'd be hard to nail the intended satire tone for that
about 2 hours ago
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today in arguing on Facebook: I ratiod someone (not an aggressive conversation, but still a correction) in a comment, so he deleted the comment and reposted it without my response. modern problems etc
about 9 hours ago
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something specific to handle with intimate bereavement is how various such memories now only preserve in myself. I now know they were lying holistically but I value private experiences/exchanges, & it's largely stuff nobody else knows, stuff I was awaiting resolution on. guess I can spill to friends
about 13 hours ago
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the lack album
about 20 hours ago
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just learned of the kibbe system, and, like, objectification disguised as science. I guess there's an argument for having words for different body shapes (at least the slim ones!!!!), still really odd to scrutinise bodies and insist on improvised yins and yangs
1 day ago
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damnit, their youtube profile got disabled. I just peered at something bookmarked and nah
2 days ago
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must write a riff as dumb as The Importance Of Being Idle
2 days ago
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got up earlier and it was horrible. guess I needed more sleep. I hate the dumb lessons of being alive, and that I don't even confront it
2 days ago
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just being alive is persistently repulsive
2 days ago
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facebook's set me arguing with a very intellectually incompatible/incapable cohort, American pro-lifers. like, there's no dignity to winning here
3 days ago
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idea: youtuber who doesn't feel the need to swamp their work with out-of-focus stock music
3 days ago
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I didn't share others' upset about 'Dexit', and enthusiastically enjoyed SwSh, Legends Arceus & SV... but after Legends ZA, quite tentative about anything new in PokΓ©mon 2027 release so it's not anytime I can fathom being alive
3 days ago
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I think I woke up because the tripod in my dream had 4 legs
3 days ago
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I get this notification sometimes and I never find them
4 days ago
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tried stepping into town and it's overwhelming and repulsive; there's like some whistle on the wind, the [moderate] daylight is harsh, and I'm too empained to handle stuff. note-to-self that wet times make the outside loud in ways that cause discomfort
4 days ago
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so fucking painful just to be
4 days ago
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annoying that I was in Manchester at the time Threatin played a gig and I didn't go (I was trying to get into ESTRONS gig but it was sold out. we actually got into that venue quite early, so could've waited around)
4 days ago
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hard to think of Pompeii by Bastille without it becoming Tarzan Boy
5 days ago
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saw this cropped and thought it was a Michael Jackson PS1 game
6 days ago
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always thrown when 'beat' in hip-hop refers to both the beat and the pitches/chords. undermines the once-useful definition of 'beat'
6 days ago
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if you're lonely as an alt-rock millennial, remember most of your peers love Johnny Depp and think Courtney killed Kurt so at least you're not communicating with them
7 days ago
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never forgive that Bassline Junkie has a terrible, and not funky, bassline
7 days ago
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I might have got to the end of cheapskate exploiting of razor subscription services. I'll keep looking and trying but it ain't 2014 any more, like
7 days ago
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annoying thing with chronic illness: you get recovery cranks promoted at you, but the nature of chronic illness actually makes recovery cranks slightly (single-digit-percentage) credible
7 days ago
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trying hard to make the most horrible thing possible
8 days ago
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unprecedented unwellness is just standard
8 days ago
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existing alive is so unpleasant
9 days ago
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nearing the end of winter and no specific seasonal depression this time I guess. General depression of course, overwhelming pain & I really would prefer to be dead, but that's logical. and lots of heating bills
10 days ago
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it's a pain flare-up day. I don't always acknowledge because all existence is excruciating, but today's about killing time and it's mutual
10 days ago
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I tried the Skunk Anansie album a few times, took a long break, tried it again... nah, I don't dig this one. brave to change approach like that, but still results in 10 tracks, 38 minutes, intentionally basic and unambitious, dialled-back. Better idea than their prior one but worse result. whatevz
10 days ago
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performance
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11 days ago
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me & the girls
12 days ago
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As it was delisted from syndication, I'd never seen the New York Simpsons episode until yestoday. a total treat, to find there's one last piece of golden era Simpsons π
12 days ago
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me and the girls gon scare the shit out of Nadhim Zahawi by yawning
13 days ago
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I constantly forget which one-syllable word is after "broken-hearted" in Mamma Mia (it's "blue") and always assume it's "fucked"
14 days ago
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it's still really annoying when he goes into the squeaky misogynistic impression of a 'girl' in Teenage Dirtbag
15 days ago
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gotta be a punk protest song about the memetic objectification of goth women [it is not for me to write this. but I kinda did almost that]
15 days ago
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I tried some camcorder stuff and, damn, high definition is not friendly to yr chronically ill 30s. I intend to lose weight whenever I get the chance, but also insecure about teeth, hair, skin, pores. If I intended to remain alive I'd be getting Work Done
15 days ago
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heh, "Anti-Woke Liberals" and it's just fascists. 'cause, duh.
15 days ago
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y'know, I WOULD piss on you if you were on fire :)
15 days ago
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please be okay with other people being ignorant [elections happen] maybe not uhh
16 days ago
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Facebook page "Hot Takes Nobody Asked For" gets pushed at me a lot. I'm quite irked by their hypersoft fascism: they are courting a reactionary audience via a specific contrivance, soaked in irony, aware of the engagement they're inviting. I really need to get away from post-apocalypse Facebook
16 days ago
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most bearable bits life's ever managed were when I've glimpsed having a domestic partner. offer doesn't come around
16 days ago
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Messenger Desktop app was quite useful: even when it atrophied to an Edge widget, it was better than launching Facebook. now I have to launch Facebook. sucks
16 days ago
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maybe the stupid internet boys who cherrypick to say racism is 'pattern recognition' could try recognising the pattern that inequality causes harm?
17 days ago
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17 days ago
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I'm genning up to have Japan's 'Ghosts' in my set 'cause it's an obvious powerhouse for my vox & it'd be cool to slow down time in the room I think it's a masterpiece but also that the lyrics are lacking. verse 2 says nothing, & you win by breaking doors? I guess it's inherent to some 80s alt hits,
17 days ago
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That argument about "antisemitic" where "Jews aren't the same thing as semites"... & this is coming from a frequent, compulsive etymology stickler 'antisemitic', in most of its intent, means hatred of Jews. I don't much use the word myself. Unpicking others' use doesn't help.
17 days ago
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Schitt's Creek, Dawson's Creek, might be time for Alan Davies to get life insurance
19 days ago
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oops, I remembered that half my peers think Courtney killed Kurt
19 days ago
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