I’ve never felt this burnt out

I am so very burnt out I quite literally struggled to keep my eyes open at work

@dontcaiimyname.bsky.social girl wake up, Gaga, Chappell and Dua Lipa are in a Christmas special together

Fuck dominant and submissive What about normal and equal

Just walked out of my shift because my ASM is psychotic ✌🏼😗

Need this medication to start working again cause I feel like an empty void of absolute nothingness

The distinct smell my hoodie, a combination of cigarettes and Hermes perfume, worn while mildly sad listening to Depeche Mode driving in the rain at midnight. Mhm.

What did I do wrong

Well yes

Coughing so hard I’ve burst a blood vessel in the same eye I have a bloody birthmark… out here looking like DiseaseGa

The human experience has not been enjoyable

I cannot believe I’ve been working through this pain and sickness like I really deserve so much better than this company

The blood donation and organ donation people keep harassing me and I’m taking it as a sign

In this cycle of really wanting to put out and say how I really feel and what’s going on inside my head but deleting what I write because I’ve been trained for years to keep my thoughts to myself

Update: I called in sick again cause I refuse to put other people at risk and the coffee company can suck it

I am quite literally coughing up blood and no one is willing to come in and tag me out at work

I am so so uncomfortable and sick and angry

Unfathomable pain

All I want for Christmas is a pink Bentley 💖

I’m so thankful for my medication cause it’s kept most of the fibro pain at bay but it has rendered me so emotionless… like it is so hard to feel over joyous or sad I’m just neutral and unexcited all the time. It’s soul crushing.

Something feels off

The fibro pain is starting to slowly crawl back into my life I cannot tell what pain is nerve+muscle+joint pain and what pain might be a medical emergency

And for dessert? Chewing the inside of my cheek

I love getting the people I care about gifts like yes I would give you the world if I could

I need oatmeal with apples and cinnamon immediately

Accidentally double dosed my meds and now I can’t sleep cause it feels like my body is getting electrocuted anyways

The actual reasons I decided not to get Coachella tickets: 1) I refuse to give money to a country that voted a monster into office 2) I’d rather tour the world to see oomfs in Europe when Gaga tours 3) A bitch needs a new car

It’s crawling into ice cold sheets with a warm blanket 🤤

I don’t know why but I just walked outside and felt absolute sheer terror like something in the air is bone chilling frightening and I can’t put my finger on it

Why am I sad

Look what Liam got me 🥹

Turn your face towards the sun, let the shadows fall behind you ☀️

Fig and orange San Pellegrino…. PERFECTION

I am so cold I’m about ready to lay under a blanket of lava

A Gaga X Star Wars collab would end me and I’ve manifested this for so long, I literally have an X-Wing tattoo 😌

It is so nice to come onto this app where nobody is posting about charts it’s like a breath of crisp mountain air

Sometimes you just have to make breakfast for dinner

Happy 11th anniversary to the reason I still can’t walk alone at night without a full fledged panic attack 🥴

Just remembered last nights Cymbalta dream; I remember being at an outdoor theatre with Gaga and Billie Eillish and us telling people who were talking to shut up, and a fight started breaking out in the crowd before Billie literally threw a whole person, and Gaga leapt over chairs as we ran from

Chicken shawarma and garlic potatoes UGH 🥴🤤🤤🤤

Surprised oomf didn’t repost this in a heartbeat

My throat is on fire plz help

What if Gaga and Catherine Zeta-Jones are sapphic in Wednesday OMG

Tried to tell oomf I was gonna kiss them but instead told them I’d kill them I heard you begging for life

My secret talent is chewing the inside of my cheek and not feeling it any more

Oomf sent video to Aubrey Plaza making out with another girl and I’m bashing my head against my garage door saying ‘awooga’

Shot on my potato cam, happy 11th birthday ARTPOP!

I’m feeling romantic

The way we cancelled our family trip to the US because we’re boycotting that nation asghdmdkdkdkdkdid see you next year, England ❤️