its interesting how we consider our head as up and our feet as down bc you are all of it like u are ur whole body like i guess its relative to the torso but that seems kinda weird considering our brain and eyes and face n stuff are how we experience the world

do i need to just keep creating in spite of the attention economy? or is there something we need to change about the media ecosystem so that people dont just end up in obscurity bc of the failure of an algorithm? should we just change the algorithms or delete them altogether?

i rly wanna make an album thats like 50% vocals and 50% electronic stuffs something like my twee monsters idk maybe eventually

The world is watching in horror as ICE terror unfolds in another U.S. city. Solidarity with the people resisting inside and outside of Delaney Hall.

i never say smh genuinely

im kinda scared i wont ever find new friends like real friends not just people i exist in the same space as

Hi we're in hell. Our life is falling apart and we had a crisis moment that led to multiple people leaving our llife. ko-fi.com/emocat4eva We will not have housing after march so we have to save everything we can, sell what little we have, and go from there. So. Tired. Please help us if you can.

ok so like why the fuck does everyone just stop responding to my messages at the exact same time wtf

my discord status of “im so tired” will never not be true

theres no way me trying to communicate with someone who has tons of friends would go well

im kinda fucked up

im so paranoid ill seem creepy for wanting to be friends with someone but not talking to them like its not my fault im ass at talking to people

it's something

how do i stop mind from racing i need to sleep

my inability to socialize might be the thing thats holding me back the most in life bc like genuinely the only way i make friends is by talking in servers and waiting until people decide to dm me or send a friend request and irl its worse bc i just wait for someone to walk up and talk to me

i need to make sure the debater in me doesnt take over too much when im trying to have genuine conversations with people

Another chibi commission! ✨✨🐑

theres like so much more we could do to expose kids to less sex stuff like so many yt channels that make sex jokes are just completely able to be accessed and have no age recommendation or anything something like the movie/video game rating system should be put in place for social media content

i need to work on being less self absorbed like its such an issue with me and it makes it hard to make friends but also i think making friends would help in making me less self absorbed

people arent built to handle thousands of people paying attention to them thats like not good like as much as i wanna be popular and to have my art be shared to lots of people i would not be able to handle the stress

wanting to say oh hi lol to people who dont know me bc im under a different account now also they never really knew me in the first place i just know a lot of people bc i used to listen to a lot of music and know a lot of artists in the edm sphere honestly idek what im yapping about anymore

"Come on, don't be shy! Just copy me!"

it sucks being stuck with a world that has so much good and so much bad at the same time i need to learn to not let my hatred of the bad ruin my enjoyment of the good

the capitalism and attention economy of art has made making and posting art so difficult for me

A Drazerk Beach Day 🌊🏖️🌴 One of our fun collab artboard pieces in our #drazerk community!

fuck assholes

i didnt hate school enough while i was in school so im gonna do it now

i need to be more kinky

open.spotify.com/track/5PhOIx... ts unlocked a new emotion i dont remember who recommended this album but thanks i just remember it was someone im following

i need to stop convincing myself i did bad things that i didnt do

i cant keep up with discord servers lol idk how i used to be so active while also being in school

cauterize

i hope one day i can be at peace with making art that i can create without stress or struggle or constantly critiquing my own creation that it will be fun and not exhausting or dreaded that perception from others wont dissuade me from creating something imperfect one day

the tiredness is paralyzing

i always forget that people can be in relationships ive been so lonely and so uninterested in romantic relationships i forget that people can be that close kinda jealous ngl

dont make bomb rhyme with womb worst mistake of my life

should i stop abbreviating youtube as yt

wtf ive been lied to this whole time im just listening to machine girl for the first time rn and i was expecting breakcore not footwork

( tf ) catnip brownies

what the fuck does lrp mean google is not helping me

its so funny that they try to advertise tiktok and other short form content as practical and useful instead of the brainrot attention abridger that it is

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aaaaaaaaghfghjfkdhffuckk why do i have to be so ass at socializing

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Even in space, gotta let some steam off~ #furry #furryart #nsfw

idrk why i havent gotten into rhythm games much im ok at them but there just hasnt been one that i wanted to dedicate enough time into mastering

Please share this one.

how weird is it that ive never had instagram like i know almost everyone at my school had it but im curious how common it is for yall

i think my discord bio works