After not actually drawing any attack last year... I hope I can prevent this tragedy from happening again. ..get it? Me neither. #artfight #artfight2026

I like how people are always confused whether my DnD characters are male or female like - yes, lol.

I ended up not being to able to my cable and electricity bills. Also no grocery shopping for this month... So if you want to support this desperate artist, I would be forever grateful! <3 (I'm not so much worried about myself as I am for my kitties) www.paypal.com/pools/c/9mlf...

Could really need the support right now, sooo... offering these traditional art pieces for 50€ as commissions. The paper has a handmade look and feel, A5 size and will be shipped (shipping costs might be extra).

Book cover reveal! I worked on the cover wrap, a lot of interior illustrations and a map for this book. One of my favourite projects recently, I really liked portraying all the characters and locations, can't wait to share more art later on :D Published by Macmillan us.macmillan.com/books/978125...

A bunch of gen 1 resprites from awhile ago

More Gen 1 resprites

Hatte kurz die Idee, Geld zu machen mit Eizellenspenden (weil... ich brauch die halt eh nicht), aber ist in Deutschland natürlich illegal - und generell nur bis 35 machbar. Na ja, schade.

Okay, Infinity Studio is releasing a Jinx statue and I just need it next to my Vi. RIP, money, I will... figure this out somehow.

bojock hoersmen (2020)

Doin a pair of animated icons cuz I am still lookin to get more used to the format uvu www.deviantart.com/awkwardos/ar...

Tbh it's so frustrating that IF a therapist reacts to my inquiry, they always say they lack the knowledge for the kind of therapy I need... :C How do other people do this? I feel like I am doing something wrong here. I just want hormones and no boobs. Damnit.

Experiencing so much emotional pain right now. I wonder how I deserved this. Wtf did I do wrong in life.

A new addition to my growing DnD family. Joldek - you may call him Jolly! - is a Jackalope, raised by Harengon. He is a rogue, likes to have fun and trick people. I still need to design his clothes. That's always the hardest part for me, haha.

I am so happy to be able to drown in DnD. So here are my first three DnD characters all together: Nadral (Harengon) is a Horizon Walker Ranger. Coris (Triton) is an Echo Knight Fighter. Heron (Satyr) is a Fathomless Warlock. I love them all! <3

So excited to share that I illustrated an upcoming card game! And it’s all about FERRETS! ⭐️ ⬇️ [ #cuteart #illustration ]

I hate it when I grieve something that never even came to be. But here I am and I am kinda stuck in this hurt. So my day-to-day is pretty gray right now and I spend a lot of time napping on the couch. Because in sleep everything is better, haha. Hope I can bounce back soon.

Ey... Ich würde gerne noch mehr DnD spielen und auch mit den Charakteren dann untereinander RPen. Also falls jemand noch jemanden für seine Gruppe sucht, ich würde mich mega freuen! *welp*

Forgot to post him in color. So here's Heron again. Your favorite Satyr boy. He has to be. He is sure of it.

Love my floppy eared Harengon. The one on the left I created for a friend. I usually start by drawing them "nude" like this, so I can get a grip on the fur patterns. Then I add clothes later. Clothes are so hard to design and stuff... aaah...

Yesterday I finally sketched my other DnD character: Heron the Satyr Warlock. He is very full of himself with loads of charisma. The rest of the group is all females, so that just boosts his ego even more, haha.

Wolfie was such a good person, I got a lot of my Ginga merch from this shop. These are sad news. I hope she can rest peacefully.

Artists feel pressured to make new art too quickly at the moment. Normalise artists fucking disappearing for months. Just walk off into the woods for a year and come back with a single sketch. It’s good for you

It took forever but I finished two chibi/mini requests from my last stream on twitch before I took a loooong break. They're two DnD characters from a group I am a part of, so this was fun. Raija the Druid Kenku on the left, and Iphri the Warlock Tabaxi on the right.

you're the main reason to keep on going

Turning Rainwing into a playable DnD character. I want her to be a druid. Still need to figure out her staff but her circle will be Stars, so I can somehow connect it to "StarClan", hehehe...

Well said!!

Lost all my brushes in CSP but I will try my best...! #artfight #artfight2025 #teamcrystal

For those interested, this is available as a print or t-shirt or magnet/sticker on my Redbubble now! www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/1705...

So... It's official now. Lucas is up for adoption. 😔 Please share the links, if you can. It's all in German, tho, so... Please share, my German buddies. Thank you 🙏😔 • hunde-und-co-in-not.com/lucas/ • www.instagram.com/p/DKMkyIhsjE...

Oh, I finished the Ref for my DnD character recently. It was layers on top of layers on top of layers, haha... So this is my Harengon Ranger Nadral. She keeps getting misgendered but who cares.

Can't sleep for some reason. So I just worked on Nadral's backstory some more. 3 sessions into this DnD campaign. Yeah, I got it all figured out, haha. Please don't die, my bunny, I got so much more lore for you in store.

Did some more drawings for Nadral. Actually displaying her fur pattern and everything. Will add a frontal view of her head at some point and - of course - clothes.

First sketch of my D&D character Nadral. She is still in development.

Intentionally dramatic

I was thinking about my "gay awakening" and kept going back in time, lmao. So there's Chloe Price from LiS (2015), then I remembered Anna Kendrick in Pitch Perfect (2012) and THEN I remembered Kate Beckinsale in Underworld (2003) and I guess I was just so fucking oblivious half of my life lmao.

The Okami news are awesome. This was planned for such a long time, so it's great to know it's actually coming along. I just hope the visuals will be... better than the teaser. I really don't dig this "fuzzy" artstyle. Pls give us the lovely brush style again.

I wish F4F would make a Vi statue. Damn, that would be so cool... Would totally wanna buy that.

Noch 2 Wochen bis ich wieder zum Amt gehe, um dann hoffentlich endlich meinen Vornamen zu ändern. 3 Monate sind soooo lang...

Really need to get back to my graphic tablet and draw. I got a sketch commission to finish and I feel so sorry for the person waiting. Mental health has been super bad lately. I need to kick myself out of this hole.

I love Arcane season 2 but I am also so, so sad how they treated Vi. Her feelings were all but brushed over the whole time. Idk, the storytelling seemed incredibly rushed, I wish we could have explored the characters a lot more. But anyway, we got what we got and it was visually stunning.

Celestial flock 🪶

Angry oil slick #arcane #vi

Today is Transgender Day of Remembrance. Remember those who have been killed, injured, abused, tortured for being who they are. Remember those who have taken their own lives because they could not live in a world where they could not be themselves. Remember them. And make the world remember them.

I haven't been on here in a while. Things are rough right now. I struggle financially and try to sell as much as I can to pay some bills and be able to use my bank account again. I think PayPal is also pissed as I am super overdue with a payment.

Happy Ace Week!!! 🖤🩶🤍💜

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #965.272!