finished reading this tonight and it was actually good, I can absolutely recommend this one if you're into FFVII at all

final fantasy music on the ebike got me like c:

saw Wolf Children today, an unintentionally appropriate movie for mother's day

*walks my fingers over to you like a pair of little legs* hey there c: would you like some company? *giggles* you would..? Me, @jvandorenva.com @alexapdos.bsky.social and @sealab.tv would love to keep you company *my fingers keep walking into traffic* lethal company www.twitch.tv/badmosstv

can't stream today busy

when I hear people call it "jojo's," I die a little inside

imagine bleeding out here

I'm 4 episodes into iron blooded orphans now and I genuinely love how much of a psychopath the protagonist is so far also how the hell is a character named Cracker I'm losing my shit every time someone talks to her

pretty I'm allergic to all of it

it's gonna feel so weird when I'm finally done with my model I'm gonna get home from work and be like, what do I do with all my time now? I guess I will just have to stream with it

barbatos gundam got a slutty little waist

was outside for like 20 minutes today and I'm like phew I think I'm good for the whole weekend after all that

allergies!

my hair is such a mess (affectionate)

allergy meds... I miss you

tiny stream, wanna rhythm www.twitch.tv/alexapdos

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at the end of stream I said I'd stream some nikke rolls tomorrow but uhh, I just got the new anis from my free daily pull I will continue to hoard my tickets in preparation for summer swimsuit sluts

it's happy brainrot sunday www.twitch.tv/alexapdos

there are SO many fake ai generated guides to pokopia on amazon right now, how the fuck is this allowed

phone music played hydrocity zone act 1 and flying battery zone act 2 back to back at the gym and it's got me feeling like

strangers sometimes tell me they love my style and it's flattering but I'm always so confused because all I ever wear is athletic shorts or sweats and some fuckin nerd-ass tshirt rizz em with the tism is real I guess and I don't UNDERSTAND

I'm getting a full allergy test next week which I'm very excited about but I'm gonna have to stop taking my allergy meds 5 days prior and I fear I may die in the process

feeling like a ghoul

oh shit, finally

how the fuck am I getting BUSTER KEATON thirst edits in my feed now (this is not a complaint please keep me firmly planted here)

show was great. only complaint was that the crowd could have had more energy, but I still danced a ton and will absolutely be dead when I have to wake up for work in 7 hours. a wonderful experience.

hello

health & brut TONIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I'm cursed with knowledge I'm reading my FFVII book and this shit happened in Before Crisis Shotgun inadvertently REFERENCED youtu.be/nbx1teaA3PM

it's da angwy boids festival www.twitch.tv/alexapdos

a woman almost hit me with her car trying to turn on a red light and I was like "girl, what are we doing" and she said she just buried her son and I kneejerk asked "you trying to bury someone else too?"

I was supposed to have a urology study today and it was going well but then my body decided it was gonna try to pass out so we'll have to try again some other time and that's basically how my life has been going lately

I know I fully streamed the first witcher game already, but when I finish my new model I think I would like to stream it again because someone out here has to go to bat for that charming-ass game that's held together with deteriorating scotch tape and that someone will be ME

POKEMON STADIUM MINIGAMES with @alexapdos.bsky.social and @jvandorenva.com i hate mario now www.twitch.tv/badmosstv

gundam origin very good

when you're done with your salad, do you drink the extra little bit of balsamic that's left in the bowl or am I the only freak around here

pokemon says football's a sport for straight freaks

I fucking forgot I put head cha-la on my bike speaker I deserve to get beat UP

the expressions are expressioning (live2d progress) #art #wip #vtuber

next on my reading list is yet another Forbidden Tome because I have an incurable brain illness

finished reading the most recent Witcher book it was very okay. nothing special so you're not missing anything from skipping it, but it wasn't awful like Season of Storms so it's not a total waste of your time.

I've made so much progress with my model this weekend and I can feel my brain seeping out through my ears

only two weeks until carpenter brut & health

wearing my gost shirt today and some guy saw it in passing and mentioned "hey, rest in peace" it's one of those weird moments that had me both sad about his death yet grateful to still have philly as my home, where I can just briefly bond with a stranger over something like this

Workaholic CG Vol. 3.1 // Workaholic // PC-98

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I know gundam the origin is great because it's completely rekindled my hatred towards amuro ray, he's so utterly unlikable the biggest bitch boy baby in all of space

I'm halfway done watching Gundam: The Origin and jesus christ it's peak