Diagnosed with EBV reactivation... It's somewhat relieving to learn that my recent extreme fatigue and illness are temporary but frustrating that this is like the third time in the past few years that it has reactivated T_T It's also kinda nice to have proof to my brain that I'm not just lazy

So I just discovered that my old backup mouse, a wireless Logitech G602 causes insane microstutter in several games but only when in performance mode. switching it to efficiency mode goes back to smooth 144hz. I am at a loss of what to do with this information..IT'S A MOUSE. how wide spread is this?

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10/10 take. No notes.

I've been chasing a blender crash related to rendering multiple viewlayer passes for almost a week now..I've tried everything from restructuring shaders to separating it into more passes to try and lower the load... It was Nvidia overlay the whole time... Disabled it and the crash has disappeared

This whole, Getting COVID like twice a year thing is getting so old... I would get my shots for it but there is always the question "Have you had covid in the past 90 days" Or the other pharmacy asks if I've had it in the past 6 months. and then they recommend not getting it and insurance won't pay

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A little teaser from testing a new character for my comics. Meet Mi'haru, Head of xenobiology. Currently Oura's boss and appearing in the next page ^_^

Dealing with the laser in my mouse dying... Struggling with what to do about replacing it. I've come to be too comfortable with it's layout to find out that almost noone else makes a mouse with an index finger button... One has terrible quality control the other has terrible latency. FML... RIP G600

Super excited. I have 3 characters almost done for the big comic. and every character is at least 50% done. One only needs to be painted and most of them are pre weighted for rigging. **Squee** this might actually happen! Everything is finally falling into place now that I have all the skills I need

Ah the bane of UV unwrapping...huge tits... I have still yet to find a solution that I like that doesn't have any stretching or seams.

Looking at the lighting from page 19 and page 20 side by side for the first time and I can't believe how much better everything looks. it was so worth the time it took to remaster everything.

Beating The Heat Chapter 2: Page 20 #furrycomic #furryNSFW As always, story caption in alt text <3

Beating The Heat Chapter 2: Page 19 #furrycomic #furryNSFW As always, story caption in alt text <3

Beating The Heat Chapter 2: Page 18 #furrycomic #furryNSFW As always, story caption in alt text <3

Beating the Heat is back! going to be posting new public pages here tonight. but a warning. Page 20 is the first new page in post remaster so there is a bit of a quality/style change. The colors now are much richer and less washed out and I'm much more happy with it.

Why does it feel like every time my burnout starts to lift something else entirely outside of my control explodes and messes up more of my life **Sigh** I really want to be getting back to art but I just feel so impossibly tired T_T On the bright side I'm loving blender 4.5 it's amazing.

#WeWontGetOverLosingMedicaid A frightening number of Americans don't realize that "If you make a little over the amount to qualify for medicaid and get your insurance at a discounted rate through the marketplace. It is funded by medicaid and your premiums are going to explode if this bill passes"

The United States this weekend #WeWontGetOverLosingMedicaid #BigUglyBill

Current mood. youtu.be/ft0vkKCadgk?...

So happy to see that the Republican party's sanewashed peace loving pro economy, anti war president has gotten us irrevocably fucked into World War 3. Come one, Gas light me some more about how I'm over reacting. Tell me how we have been wrong this whole time about him.

With the growth of the studio it seems that Zoe has some new coworkers to deal with, at least it seems they are all having fun and keeping in time. If you enjoy this please consider supporting both me at www.patreon.com/JinsariaKhavra and Beat Bangers at www.patreon.com/bunfan

It was a bit foolish for Jet to take on someone so far out of her weight class but it was as one sided as most would believe. However in the end all it took was one nice sit to put the bratty bold in her place.

New ADHD medication seems to be causing a crazy bad depression episode... basically emotionally non-functional at the moment **Sighs** Doing my best to survive. started as boredom and ahedonia...has progressed to a complete depressive spiral

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superhivemarket.com/products/hai... I don't usually shill plugins and assets but this geometry nodes setup is crazy slept on. I've been having an absolutely amazing time working with it. and it might be the best fur grooming experience I've had full stop. and not just in blender.

The more I see about the new Marathon the more I kinda want to cry...That game was my childhood. Literally my first FPS long before I played doom... Seeing the new abomination form of it hits me like if Doom 2016 had been a MOBA. That's not Marathon, This "was" marathon (Credit to Craig Mullins)

Happy #mayternity ! Kick of the season with a crazy round cat~ #pregnant

Getting back into doing random renders for myself, excited to get back to doing more with Jet and having a guest appearance from Salliviya having a rather enjoyable ride. Salliviya Model by Slad: @sladdoska.bsky.social Other models and posing done by me and @jinsaria.bsky.social

A relaxing day at the beach Made another little vanity shot for Jushara since I finished another pass on her shading. along with a new LOD system that should allow much more complex scenes in the future.

The Trio Returns! I finally got through all of the major technical hurdles in the way of resuming beating the heat. and now that I'm confident with my plans, Jushara,Charm and Banana got full remasters along with the environment. new fur shading,hair,cloth shaders. So enjoy this little preview <3

Research on making Blender behave is more or less finished, so here is a community update on the progress of things. Thank you all for your patience. Long story short, lots more content soon and exciting things in the near future! www.patreon.com/posts/commun...

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“we have to welcome Trumpers who were duped back into the fold.” when they give trans people money and go put their ass on the line at a protest and maybe get into a fist fight with the cops, i will consider if they are anything more than pond scum to be scrapped off the bottom of my shoe

COVID is like the world's worst Gacha..... maybe you don't even notice, maybe get a cold, Maybe it's the worst flu of your life.. Or maybe you just die.. And sometimes you pull the joker card and you barely get sick but end up with a free auto-immune condition that eats your life

**Sighs** It's the moo..bat..cow..snep thing's birthday! whee... Made it to 33 somehow. It genuinely doesn't feel real..I feel like my brain got frozen in time and I mentally literally stopped aging at 27.. The concept of actually being 33 is almost impossible for my brain to comprehend.

Still alive... Going through some shit.. Mix is what everyone else is going through and some medication changes that currently have me feeling like a zombie... Everything sorta hit all at once... Blegh, so tired

You know...if they are really so worried about birth rates and population.. It probably would have been cheaper to drop a $billion into researching Mpreg....Then you could have just had literal willing breeding stock with all of the broodmomma coded trans girls who would sign up instantly...like me.

All I wish is for those who hate me to suffer as much as they desire me to suffer. If you read this and go "Woah that's a little extreme" Then maybe you should reconsider what you think is acceptable to do to others. If "do Unto others" exceeds your sensibilities, MAYBE we aren't the problem

Well it looks like my furry art is simply going to be my only income for the foreseeable future... Apparently falling back on archviz/product design isn't happening in this new political hell scape... Which is kinda a problem because I'm four figures short on "affording to live" *cries*

**sighs** I spent this month trying to diversify and create opportunities and paths for my self and only came to the conclusion that there are none at the moment and I only succeeded in failing to finish ANYTHING in January.. I feel disgusting and feel like a failure.. I really don't know what to do

Wanted to try and pick up more freelance work outside of my furry stuff to try and have some sort of savings budget... 3 for 3 the response has been "We would love to work with you again but we can't afford to be viewed as DEI hiring right now" Fuck me I guess I will starve I guess

I am starting to see more and more people mislabel Gender Dysphoria as a form of "Body Dysmorphia" and I'm starting to fear this is subtly deliberate. These are two different things. Dysphoria is NOT dysmorphia. these similar sounding things have completely different implications

Trans people exist and are valid. That's it. That's the post.

"the first moment I realized I was trans" shower thought... I was 14, and someone said "Girls can't be good at video games unless it's the sims" And I felt angry and offended and wanted to prove them wrong. And it was the first major crack in the egg. Literally nothing else, just that