i need to go to bed so bad but i'm trying to read both erha and qjj at the same time which is only slowing me from reading swbts and wow i need to be medicated

discourse about asian diaspora art largely made by women are unnecessarily distracting us from the real evil (male diaspora STEM students in ivy leagues and elite tech universities who all want to have their own startups and haven't read a piece of literature outside of hp in 4th grade)

evergreen

I'm having visions

who was going to tell me erha makes like 5 cock and balls jokes in the first 3 pages

well i am 2500 words into a sequel.

i have unfortunately been looping the 1986 xyj opening all weekend as i work on this diaspora art analysis for my asian contemporary art class

Meridian Star

right well it’s the year of the horse and in the spirit of all things i have posted journey to the west fanfic > archiveofourown.org/works/79886196

you can tell graduation is making me lose it bc it's nearly 3 in the morning and i'm writing fucking xiyouji fanfic for literally no reason

it’s so jarring watching lotr and realizing i’m more of a freak about it than my peers. so no one else thinks the nazgul are fuckable yeah alright

friend and i will be watching THE THING together probably sometime soon bc i have felt my horror tolerance go up... omg

i watched the lotr trilogy for the first time recently and am currently reading through the books. today i made this for no reason

i WOULD decide on a whim to go to europe after graduation instead of just going into the workforce like everyone else

Trigun Stargaze Episode 5 dot jpeg #TRIGUNSTARGAZE #trigun

never ever watch the s*perbowl but bad bunny throwing a gasolina remix into his song transition real quick is soooo chic

sending strength to my future self in about a year who is going to be applying for an MFA

Trigun Stargaze Episode Two dot jpeg #trigun #trigunstargaze

telling myself i need to lock the fuck in because i'm finishing my degree this semester and starting a full-time job immediately after but brain is full of phd/masters considerations AND that summer italy program i want to go on AND brain is also desperately searching for new thing to latch on to

checking back in on my guy jerry tian and he's still rpfing to hell and back god bless him

tried to read a little bit of the heated rivalry book out of morbid curiosity and got so incandescently angry about the way shane’s asianness is described i had to stop. lol

happy holidays to everyone and happy gay hockey show finale viewing to me <3

semester almost over only one more until i graduate and become an Adult With A Full-Time Job........

There's truly nothing that compares to just fujoing the fuck out

went out and got drunk with friends for halloween and the reminder is hitting once again that life is really just composed of those precious hours of an Experience

I genuinely think Lex is more charming as a character when people are not woobifying him

in between my other teen-rated fic wips about family dynamics and dramatic almost-lovers to enemies to tentative co-parents to lovers i am banging out this e-rated thing at a genuinely embarrassing speed. when times are hardest you gotta make your favorite characters fuck i guess

i would like to be writing fanfic but i have to get this degree first. priorities

i swear to god

girls love spending >$100 at trader joes because it's pumpkin/maple/apple flavor season

every so often i remember there are people on ao3 who are younger than ao3 itself and i'm like... oh my god

エレン姉さんと子熊たち😂 #trigun #trigun_maximum

me & my fuckass bangs r on a journey

can't finish this le guin novel but i CAN finish 4 different superhero comic runs due to Favorite Man. this is evil

reading somebody's master's thesis on DC comics right now while still technically being on the clock

the artist in me has been rejoicing that my most recent favorite character is bald because i don't have to worry about drawing hair from difficult angles. the vain part of me is devastated that i, long-haired man connoisseur, have fallen this far

my grand plan this semester is to ease myself into the horror genre through reading books because the FOMO i feel about jordan peele movies is that bad. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU ALL ARE SMOKING!

it's nearing the end of august and i'm still having white boy yaoi summer. when will it end

nothing more surreal than my younger brother reaching an age and personality where he’s started singing hozier

smallville sensed i was a cdrama fan otherwise they wouldn't have done this to me. wdym their fates intertwined when they were mere children and the day lex's life went downhill for good was also the day he met clark. wdym in the car baby clark reached over and touched baby lex's face so gently

obsessed w/ this & the clark pregnancy implication

sanrio clex

i don't care about father son relationships, i say, outlining and now writing an entire fic about a father-son relationship i am making up

three new fic outlines and the number of students has gone up to 18. college is better than this

I loved watching superman 2025 where he gets bullied by every specie under the sun for 2 hours and 9 minutes

two (TWO) new fic outlines and NONE of my wips are finished. and my lovely colleague and i have 15 students to teach next week. what the hell

things i am doing rn - watching smallville in the year of our lord 2025 - mentally prepping for New Things @ work tomorrow - outlining a new fic and ignoring my wips - browsing oil paints online

i’ll never be fucking free