i won’t delete this account because username claim but i won’t be active here either. it’s @/asiuen on discord and that’s it. i can’t use the internet anymore as it brings too much pain.

aaa tbd but i feel it’ll reach more ppl here — do y’all have any experience with estrogen ? i’ve been suggested hrt by two doctors already and i’m wondering about the side effects.

✤ ・ruminating. until recently i haven’t indulged into astronomy because ugh dyscalculia and if i can’t understand then i can’t like. but i proved myself by passing uni level mathematical analysis so ? i let myself. saiten especially since it fits so much

✤ ・enamoured | saiten if boyfriend so dangerous then why so smol and adorable ? aaa new year resolution is to draw them more and cmms octp art < 33 i know i’m not really online anymore but you can find me at saitens.tumblr.com where i scream and post about them uwu

my projection on gay animals should be studied first catsukyon now birb saiten i love making up stories why they gay ofc everything involves being dysfunctional and incomplete and finding comfort in the arms of equally inept individual i draw gay cats and birbs

My girl Willow as a bunny hybrid because I found a bot on janitor.ai where user is a bunny hybrid, ik im freaky 🤪🤪🤪 #digitalart #art

aaa thanks for so much love on gay chibis ;;; i’m really busy irl but i read everything!

✤ ・enamoured. chibi homosexual propaganda ! i still like how they came out despite it being so old… i miss drawing

✦ ad #constellae #stelaevi #rkgk · eís. silly archaic ice dragon regent who suffers from severe closeted burnout and has a toxic obsession with eternity & permanence.

✤ ・entwined. mmmm i need to spread my oc / canon propaganda… i made separate blogs on tmblr for them but i still haven’t recovered the password aaa. anyways since i’m giving kanten more care and attention it’s impossible not to think about his monochrome boyfriend

Sága Polaris. Commission done for my dear friend @stelaernis.bsky.social ! ♡ ↓ commission info ↓ kamillyanna-commissions.carrd.co / #art #oc #sona

✤ ・ruminating. i’m trying not to get overly attached to things but i got complemented irl today… such a rare event to hear good things about self, especially something as personal as scent so it means a world.

✤ ・ruminating. personal, so tentative ? but the words from a kind acquaintance bring me to the surface when i’m drowning. “ whether you’re angry or jealous you openly talk about it, there’s no hidden intentions inside you; and to me that’s beautiful “

✤ ・ruminating. hype hype late january / early february i can order arts ! financial planning is not my forte especially with meds and appointments but yippee i can’t wait to get stuff of my babies < 333 especially since i’ve wanted to cmm some of my fav artists for so long i’ve been saving

young couple FLORENT and HIGH want to battle! 👻💗 #lapinoc #pokemon

✤ ・tentative ? tbd. i want to enjoy my hair while it’s still intact so i tried growing it out but uh… it draws even more attention to my humongous shoulders. i’ve always had my hair long so it was a huge change to cut it, a sad one but i feel it suits me better.

More of my tieflingsona !! / #art #oc #sona

✤ ・tentative ? tbd. visiting th is always bittersweet as it brings memories of coding on shady local websites and so many memorable interactions being born… ties to discovering drawing too. along with graphic design it's another precious thing i had to let go but sometimes i indulge.

✤ ・ruminating. i wonder if i ever will be able to get to this point. i started treasuring my stuff more after i made it private but i still had no issue throwing my old pc away along with the memories.

✤ ・ruminating. such a shame i’m dyscalculic because physics has always fascinated me… the documentaries are never enough knowledge but i’m not able to understand actual equations. there’s something incredibly beautiful in how we can describe the world through formulae.

✦ ad #constellae #rkgk · sketchy hair & couture alts wip warmup.

✤ ・entwined. once every few years comes the urge to design mochiko’s canon naruto fit… it’s honestly so hard considering i left the aesthetic but it’s always fun to try.

btw i like making naruto oc's! this is kinako the moon worshipper, its a rough sketch since i cant finish her official art for months now sjsjs #art

✤ ・ruminations. ekekek i really love when people ocfy their faves so maybe i should too… ino lives in my brain rent free and i adorned her with so many headcanons after all ;;; kogal ino especially, most important and symbolising being “ saved “ by mochiko