people being surprised when they read my smut that it ends up making them cry my dude that's my Whole Thing 😭 i'm the angst boy, i'm the one who ruins you

touch starved

honestly i'm not doing amazing mentally and i wanna take advantage of that mindset to write some future like lavender scenes

shit i forgot my meds but I'm already running late whatever

i didn't sleep at all and i've got 12h of classes today but that's fine i'll manage probably

// 💙🖤🔞 "or you're a dog (and i'm your man)" is up! archiveofourown.org/works/75046686 finally, the long awaited part 3 of 'one step at a time'! this time, featuring not only top trans sonic, but dom trans sonic! what a treat #sonadow #sonadownsfw #sonicnsfw

man. thinking about his peets

a friend told me to spill some cream on him

honestly i think i REALLY needed that short break from like lavender to write something else, bc suddenly i'm feeling less dreadful about continuing

shadow as a sub enjoys giving away control and letting himself drift - he finds comfort in following commands which is something that comes naturally to him and it doesn't require him to think, he can just turn his brain off and feel good - he loves being praised and treated like he's smn precious

// 💙🖤🔞 "or you're a dog (and i'm your man)" is up! archiveofourown.org/works/75046686 finally, the long awaited part 3 of 'one step at a time'! this time, featuring not only top trans sonic, but dom trans sonic! what a treat #sonadow #sonadownsfw #sonicnsfw

might post today just so i can completely clear my mind and focus on actually making my multilingualism presentation which is due on tuesday (gonna fucking die)

this might be the hottest fic i've ever written tbh

it's 4am 🤘 gotta proof-read it and edit some parts and, really, its just the first draft, so there's still some work on it left, and i gotta focus on my uni stuff over the weekend so like uh... idk when i'll post it lol but sometime next week hopefully

so. what happened

discovering new exciting fetishes for myself while writing

i don't even know if "NG" as a noun is used in the english language but lmao i am using it in my writing and you will accept that

i will die before i stop writing conversations during sex as lighthearted and awkward this is all i have

lrp 🥺🥺🥺🥺 they're so

I need more appreciation for Sonics chub and also acknowledgement of its existence PLEASE💖 #sonadownsfw #nsfwcomic

i could stop writing the most artful, pretentious poetry segments in order to portray dissociation or emotional turmoil i'm not going to though lol

shadow the hedgehog pussy. you agree. repost

what i have planned for part 3 of one step at a time can so very easily go into ooc territory so i gotta be careful about my characterization here

sonadow established relationship where shadow finds old pictures of sonic pretransition and he thinks sonic has a sister he never mentioned and through the power of overthinking, he somehow makes himself believe that sonic never talked about a sister bc she died like his own and now he feels bad

lover boys #lyc_art #sonadownsfw

Ima rant about bottom Shadow headcanons sorry not sorry V #sonadownsfw

i need to get shadow the hedgehog pregnant

always makes me so happy when people say they like my characterization (for everyone, but especially with how i write sonic <3)

i hate winter but i love that when it's still dark out in the morning, everything glitters as the street lamps' light reflects off the frost

a friend told me to spill some cream on him

did some pawbs & peets studies so i can be better at being a pervert

had to add the 'unreliable narrator' tag to 'like lavender' bc my beta reader was starting to trust shadow's judgement a bit too much lol

I love these kinds of images (I have a few that I want to draw) #Sonicart #Sonicnsfw #NSFW #Sonadow #Sonicfanart

i feel like my biggest weakness in the english language is the ability to tell when a complex term is written as a single word, separate words, or hyphenated words e.g. breakdown vs break down vs break-down the rules of it aren't very consistent so i'm sorry for all the mistakes in my writing

i wonder if i should rebrand... i mean, i wanted to be kinda stealth, but my name is lowkey generic so it's not really searchable if anyone wants to find me..... unsure

🤍 #lyc_art #sonadownsfw

might take a short break from like lavender after i (hopefully) finish this chapter, i might just be burned out and that's why it's so difficult for me to write chapter 10 been kinda wanting to write part 3 of the one step at a time series hehe

been a huge fan of tentadick+shadussy shadow fucking himself lately

👮

(head in hands) i can't figure it out!!!! i can't figure chapter 10 out at all! the entire chapter is filled with [add transition later] or [come up with something here] and like!!!!! agh!!!! i can't!!!!!!

war and hate on planet earth

not to be a lesbian but oh my fucking god (1/2) #lyc_art #sonadownsfw

// don't repost, might delete later i might have sketched a bunch of ♀️❤️♀️s today...

i'm so sorry shadow the hedgehog

i could never go to therapy bc what if i can't write shadow as a tormented soul anymore

i don't like this "anime bad boy who feeds stray kittens on his way from school" image sega US has been trying to push with shadow these days - not bc i don't like the idea, it just feels like oversimplification of his character, smn sega US is very familiar with (rouge being their worst victim)

Art trade with @beccid.bsky.social 🖤❤️ #shadowthehedgehog #terios

ugh i can't with chapter 10... i'm just gonna keep working on later chapters until inspiration hits me bc i don't wanna give y'all a forced chapter - i'd rather make you wait for something i'm actually happy with

omg i haven't even realized how long it's been since i updated like lavender i've been so hyperfocused on writing later chapters that i completely forgot to work on chapter 10 😭