I forgot to mention I got top 8 in Smash Ultimate at the Portland Retro Games Expo tournament! I even got a payout and medal!!!

Can I ask you all a question? I have a train in two hours and can't decide if I should bring my cosplay to an event I'm going to in Portland soon! What do you think?

Wish me luck! I'm about to do a guest lecture for a grad school on engineering techniques!

Figured I would post this here too but I'm just in shock that my body looks like this. I'm approaching my HRT anniversary and can say that I'm happy with where I am!

I really liked this photo and felt so cute so I just wanted to share too!

My friend: "Do you think just because you're a girl that posting this doesn't make you look less pathetic?" Me: "No, I'm hoping it makes me more pathetic so that other meaner lesbians will bully me thank you very much."

I don't know who needs to hear this but destroying me in a fighting game isn't going to make me fall for you...unless you're a lesbian... Then like, go off queen. What are you doing after this?

I just wanted to show off how long my hair has gotten but now I'm kinda realizing this is giving off a little bit of goth Mommy dom vibes

Why worry about the princess when you can just become the queen? 🔥😘

Local cis 'boy' shocks entire polycule by speaking perfect transbian‼️ 😮

"Jarvis, unfuck my situation" - me, when I'm in disadvantage in a fighting game.

I was dressed like this recently and someone asked me for my number 😮 I'm honestly surprised but I won't deny it was nice to know that someone was interested

Maybe rediscovering old clothes can be ummm very hot 😵‍💫

My hair is doing a lot more curly things lately and I love it!! 💜🥰 (A bit self-conscious about my face here but that's okay)

Whose spiritual pressure am I feeling in Seattle rn?

Unique first date idea✨ 1) Low-ball Facebook marketplace together

POV you're talking to me and you're over 5'11" tall:

Rare never-before-seen Bun video featuring my voice and my face!!! (This is from a video of me talking to my friend about what my challenges are with trying to style my hair before being distracted by my chest when I leaned forward.)

Thank you so so so much to whoever randomly sent me a little money! I'm too prideful to ask for like help or anything usually but now I have enough to cover some essential groceries until I get paid in 6 days! Yippieee!!! ☺️

If umm anyone wanted to help, I would love that too! My cashapp is $nessunokyo and umm I have a PayPal www.paypal.me/lavendermoon...

I did makeup today and I feel so cute!!! 💜🥺

Oh wait! I never shared this one here either!

Anyone mind if I take a quick selfie rq?

No one's gonna see this this late at night but my friend wanted me to post this too since they took the pic and thought I looked cute in it even though it's blurry so I will.

Starting to wear dresses more! What do you think?

I'm going to style it but umm here's me without my bandana and stuff!

I'm still struggling but random thought. All I'm saying is that if I did have a tail, I would be flirtatiously brushing it under my partner's chin when I walk by or am sitting on their lap. Just saying.

I've been struggling...Watching my life pass me by is suffering. The world doesn't slow down and the non-stop barrage of negative events happening is finally ripping away the last shreds of my personal strength. I don't know what the future holds but I do love you all.

In all seriousness, I'm mentally not doing super great at the moment. I feel really awful. Not sure when that will change

😴 #oc

Bun saw the TV glow

Almost finished top 8 at my local! So close! ☺️

Learning to tuck just so that I can have my gf say, "Untuck now, queen." Wish me luck.

Okay but what if I had a boyfriend??

I got my first ever tournament payout! Let's fucking gooooo!!!! I'm gonna frame the payout later!

I just made a bet that if I go 0-2 in redemption bracket at any point from now until 9/1, I have to change my tag to "Cheesecake Factory Grease Fire" for 14 days.

New hair. What do you think?

I can finally show you all the new tattoos I got! I couldn't post them earlier because I didn't want to spoil it for my gf on here!

They keep asking me when I can make a payment. I have about $50 towards this right now which obviously isn't even close to enough.

#TransDayOfVisibility #TDOV

another big update from me! i've been sitting on this for a week, unsure of how to write this up.. but i've gotten the total cost for my top surgery, which is $19.6k. i can't raise this money alone, even with all of the work i do, so i've made a gofundme. gofund.me/954d116c

Battle of BC 7 was so fun and I am so grateful I got to go with my friends. Vancouver is amazing and I'll have to come back this summer. I also got to meet so many amazing people and even apparently was in the same venue as mutuals that I didn't even know! It was great! 💜💖

Me if I was a bus:

Hey! My birthday is coming up in 12 days and I've had a couple people ask how they could give me something and no pressure at all but umm if you wanted to you could just send me money so that I can reserve a venue for my birthday party. However, please don't worry if you can't!

Hiya! Now that I was able to go to a couple more consultations, I was able to get a better rate from some very good surgeons and I am able to lower my goal amount! Now I'm on step closer! 😀

Oh! I didn't show you all my cool new glasses! They're transition lenses that turn different shades of red and pink!

I love that my mom is overly super supportive to the point that when she sees anything even remotely gay or something she just sends me a pic without context. She once sent me literally just a pic of Skittles and followed 2 minutes later by "thought of you".

Here's how I look with the crop tops I've been making out of my old shirts 🥰

I'm so embarrassed! I guess I'm not as strong as I thought...I tried to hold a heavy wooden door open but as the door started closing, it actually ended up pulling me instead and I let out a small surprised yelp.

I'm sorry I haven't posted much. I unfortunately...kinda died and then came back? It's weird to explain but my heart stopped and now I'm revived due to it being restarted. It doesn't seem like I'm fully out of the woods though... Today I collapsed and felt my heart lose strength.