I hate missing them. The memories make it worse The fog of time shows. #haiku

I'll sip at the pain I use a straw to mask the Flavor. Quite bitter. #haiku

There is depth in loss The craters show pain, effort, Craters of old times. #haiku

I had to bargain My worth. They did not appraise My value. Their loss. #haiku

I let the words rain On every surface of prose The damp, fragile art. #haiku

I still can't believe Our friendship is gone. I mourn Daily. Blank headstones. #haiku

I am fitting in More time for deep belly laughs Eat pray love type shit. #haiku

There is an empty Beat to depression. looks like The skies will be grey. #haiku

She did not care much Trans identity removed. Watch the TV glow. #haiku

My life is boring. No fights or emotions. Just Communication. #haiku

I am exhausted. Dry heaves from cries, loss begets A constant pained grief. #haiku

The autumn leaves crunch Underneath my feet. The heat Makes them crispier. #haiku

We gave up before-- Why not again? Sure, mhm. The line cut off, strange. #haiku

No visitation. Locked away my emotions They rot, disgusting. #haiku

I mourn publicly. Every tear a message of What happened. Silence. #haiku

Above me, chaos The what ifs and how comes hit Like a hurricane. #haiku

#collage #art #mixedmedia

In this day and age Heartbreak comes in different forms Mine is in a hearse. #haiku

My nephew sleeps at Noon. He cannot be bothered. His face is peaceful #haiku

The emptiness lives Within my heart. Aching heart Of mine misses you. #haiku

I slipped through my own Pysche. It's empty. Unmoving... Memories too dark. #haiku

Simple words help some In discussing my pained past "Move on already!" #haiku

Slick black hair shines bright We shared fresh calamari Now blocked forever. #haiku

I ate a breakfast. The tastes and smell consumes me The start of a day. #haiku

I no longer dream Of him invading my thoughts I'm recovering. #haiku

I wish not to miss His judgement and shallow mind I live in peace now. #haiku

When he was Unmediated. I stayed with him. I Love him without limit(as a friend). I Continue to care for him, unending Despite our friendship ending. When I was without meds. I was ghosted Labeled problematic And spiraled into "what ifs" and if I Acted more neurotypical we would Still be friends.

I found myself in A transition of eras No longer B.C. #haiku

Olive branches are Outdated. We should use, ink Made with blood and truth. #haiku

A masterful glance Seeing sunsets, I adore The pleasant soft sights. #haiku

He ghosted me, fuck This hurts. No closure just lies. No ending no time. #haiku

My love life, quiet Just how I like it. No pain, No sorrow. Just vibes. #haiku

Sudden, flood water Drips into every basement The streets lined with trash #haiku

Art, a late bloomer A circadian rhythm Breaks ones writers block #haiku

I forgave myself. We did not work out. Shameless Admittance. No lies. #haiku

I lay my soul, bare Bites and licks and slurps echo Nothing else remains. #haiku

My Apology(1/3) A very public "I'm sorry" is in order. You Despise me for oversharing, Disregarding your request, And not trusting you. Does that Fit the bill? At the time I Felt you were controlling me. I Couldn't trust you. You left once My brain thought, clearly You would leave again. So.

I wish them well now The depression, the anger Turned to chalky dust. #haiku

My sleep schedule Is a brittle, whimsical Mess. My eyes don't shut. #haiku

Darkness is now gone I exiled it to the past The bright light awaits. #haiku

Revving up engines I shoot out of sight, meanwhile Others have lost sight. #haiku

Sunshine lights me up Charging up the plant in me And away I go. #haiku

Washing away guilt The past can't own or owe me I'm breaking even. #haiku

Anticipate life The setup then the sharp turn Lands somewhere in art. #haiku

The rain falls, endless Water droplets on windows An image of time. #haiku

Im struggling The prose is slippery, slick Writers block image. #haiku

Silent empathy Watching a one sided dice Fall onto it's side. #haiku

Title: Recollection (1/3) #poetry My memories spilled over but As a result of a better day. My New friends reminded Me of when we were friends in 2018. I was Lost and on the brink of suicide. You Came at the right time. The timeline Is funky but honestly I needed you At that time.