Man I really hope I will heal someday.

I've always been an anxious person now that I think about it. Maybe it's because of this that I developed these chronic digestive issues since age 23. I need to solve this by the root then, if it's the explaination.

Orientation for my new job at a local dairy farm included a 'hands-on' demonstration. I didn't expect them to pick MOOOOooo, I mean me... 😳 I guess now I know why the position was "production engineer" 🐄 🎨 @otherwords.bsky.social #TFTuesday

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So I'm pretty sick today Sick as a dawg Woof woof

I think I also need to monitor closely my diet to remove any food trigger. I think this is what might've ruined my saturday and also my monday.

Man, I'm never eating onion again. I think my body just can't process it anymore.

Food poisoning time. Shouldn't have eaten onion, now I have abdominal cramps and I feel like I haven't slept all night even though I did get 7.5 hours of sleep.

Also I suspect the duration of a second is such that, after cutting the day in 24 and then 60x60, you get roughly the heartate of someone resting.

My resting heartarte used to be around 60 when laying down but right now it's about 50, probably thanks to me picking up exercising again since last week. Pretty good.

Now I understand why white-collar urban employees usually do running, cycling or hit the gym - you otherwise go insane in this world and catch psych-induced ilnesses.

If I do get better I will wear a damn suit every day because every day will be a blessing.

I'm actually starting to feel insterested in something other than watch body cam footage of arrests and million-dollar penthouses

Ngl I am starting to enjoy my workouts because I think the endorphins manage to uncramp my epigastric area for a few hours even if it tends to come back after. I feel alive while I do it, and capable again.

To try to reduce my IBS, right now I'm going back to exercising and I will try hypnotherapy, apparently hypno-gut therapy is surprisingly efficient. Significant improvement in a majority of cases for both intsances. With these off if nothing improves then I truly am cursed lol

Well so far picking up exercise again has lowered my anxiety and depression a bit.

Another workout done today so that I may lower my abdominal cramping issues and reclaim my life in the long run.

Part of me wants to believe this is just some sort of mild food poisoning but this happens way too often, idk what's going on aside from my IBS diagnosis. Anyway at least I'm finally starting to feel better. What a bummer after I thought things were improving thanks to exercise yesterday.

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>do physical exercise >symptoms die down for the rest of the day >feel cheerful about it >wake up the next day >feels like I'm coming off food poisoning why tho why so ironic

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Common pattern is that I typically feel ok before going to sleep, then somehow my abdominal pains "recharge" during the night and I wake up in the morning with abdominal pain like right now :/

I just had 10 consecutive hours without symptoms holy shit is this it? What I had to figure out was that my issue was a brain-gut nerve dysfunction and that physical exercise was the way out?

My mom thinks I'm autistic. I don't know if I am.

I feel my motivation and will to live flowing back. And my afternoon and evening were almost symptom-free... Good sign. Let's keep at it.

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That workout really did lower my abdominal cramping, nice. Gonna do another one tomorrow.

Doing workouts does help having a better perception of my body. Helps narrowing down the issue to a digestive problem possibly linked to anxiety.

Just did a workout after spending my wendnesday and thursday stuck in my bed with cramping and fatigue. That workout limited my discomforts to a minimum and right now I feel just fine, almost as if I don't have my illness. Good result. I'll do some more physical exercise this weekend.

I WILL get back on my feet. From now on, I will dedicate at least 1h of my day to that end : be it exercise, yoga, meditation, or further research about the digestive system and its pathologies.

Hardest part of my life currently.

So... It's the usual over there : cramps, nausea, cramps, nausa. Which, in turn makes me worry about the future. Specialists so far think it's IBS, and that I need to work on stress to lower symptoms, which is what I'll be trying more exercise going forward.

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Feeling less symptoms but just so damn tired and not the good kind of tired, more like the kind where I feel oversensitive and like I have electricity inside my head.

Yesterday when I went to bed I was feeling decent but now I'm sick again (abdominal cramping, chills, bad sleep and general fatigue) what is wrong with my body...

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Health is the absolute pillar of a good life. Make good decisions and have luck.

I lost interest in things, I think this illness has worn me down.

My schedule is the following 9AM : Wake up 9-6 : Work for Airbus while dealing with chronic pain/discomfort 6PM : crashout or workout fueled with anger if I'm not too fucked up physically

To be honest my main interest in transformation nowadays would be to escape this body with those damn digestive issues.

I'd like to thank my illness for making my life lame as fuck.

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5 hours of sleep mmmm Insomnia is not what I need right now

It got a better in the evening. Did a workout today. Tough at first but seems like effort does reduce the pain and discomforts a bit.

So... Even sitting down sucks balls during a flare-up, no wonder I can't get shit done these days.

Another flare up 🙃 I'm not doing well currently, I'm mentally exhausted from this illness ruining every single day in my life.