anyone who follows from the twt->bsky tool, please follow @livingshadow.bsky.social instead, i will not be posting on this account but would love to find people again ;;

not me genuinely crying myself to sleep over raid disappointments

book gives the bi girl a male love interest: 💤 next chapter gives a guy a vampire love interest: 👀

yay yay new Beetlejuice movie coming out right on time for my bdayyy

the fucking irony of being in two statics but everyone else is STILL clearing before me INCLUDING STATIC MATES PFING AFTER STATIC RUNS🧍wish i hadn't wasted a day crying in bed

tried untangling and laying out all my pothos's vines and um. girl. jumanji.

therapist said i should use my wol plush to help with affirmations and calming from anxiety attacks i officially have a fucking emotional support catboy

yea we're fucked, the bad brain thoughts are in a hamster wheel like i dont belong here > my negativity is unpleasant to be around > they don't like me > i'll stay away from them > now im a bad friend > that's too negative > they don't like me > i dont belong here > 🤸

love how people's varied experience of DT is showing who's 8 years old and unable to reconcile other people having different opinions. like. NONE OF YOU HAVE TO BE "RIGHT" OR AGREE WITH EACH OTHER TO STILL BE FRIENDS ??????

the spooky storm noise in my horror podcast was actually so relaxing gn

dammmnnnn i want ppl to care abt my OCs but that requires me telling ppl about my OCs but that requires me first believing that anyone cares enough for me to tell them about my OCs do u see my problem

a tita took a photo of me and i see myself doing That Pose where you're trying to make yourself look small/disappear which does not work AHAHAHA i want to turn into dust.

ok i am watching,

had such a horrible bloody nightmare of my dog what da FUHHHHHH 💔 i checked and he's ok

ok genius idea to invent positive affirmations by saying the opposite of the bad thought. so yeah i am soooo connected to people and my friends still care for me and would never secretly regret getting to know me 🌝👍

found an old screenshot folder with this old character design damn i should develop her, ik i literally just made her to flirt with the girls in the rp group ADJFKFKSKGK

the lavender bow fanny pack is back in stock... kuromi gaming chair, lavender wusthof knives, halloween home goods, oswald odin sphere figure on final sale....... manifesting $5000 direct deposit NOW DAMMIT

i forget sometimes that i bought this huge painting. gotta be the most colorful thing i own. it's weird, i was laying here thinking damn i hate how my body is shaped, and she was just there in my periphery. i feel stupid comparing my body issues even to a painting

i shouldn't have gotten a tattoo and started therapy at the same time, now idk what to attribute my minor success to

oc inspiration been kinda dried up, maybe i need to actually draw guy and his mind demon yaoi

me to my friends: it's not really a trigger, ... therapist: so that was triggering to you. me:

manifesting cheap flights to montreal so i can go get the tattoo of the chiikawas being sucked into the hell gate bc i can't stop thinking about it

the way i just stayed in bed all day today like i was sick wtf happened to me 🤨

please i don't want to be the only woman left in my static. PLEASE. PLEASE DONT TRAP ME WITH ONLY STRAIGHT MEN

fit for future hashi :3 maybe i should see if i can make him taller...

it was incredibly ominous of them to only put on the customs declaration that my package contained "black blood" but yayyyy yaoi

wdym male betta fish can't be in the same tank or they'll kill each other wdym the frayed tail means the fish is in poor health or dying shut UPPPPP this might be my most cringe ship even tho it's basically canon yall

we r going to gong cha :3

rly considering going back to twt just so i can be in touch w people again. idk i get a new urge every once in a while and ig the urge now is quantity, like im fighting a perception of loneliness n maybe if i have enough shallow friendships it'll be okay if the deep friendships stop caring abt me ??

...........not another one of my fav tattoo artists coming to San Francisco on my birthday month and there's no possible way i could afford her. bro i can't keep living like this fr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"welcome to our orientation for depression, my name is Joy" that should not have been so funny bruh

oh no i found a local nail artist with good prices..... i can't rn pls..........

spent all weekend on sick doggo. i feel extra removed from everyone. i feel like... getting better is going to come too late and i'm going to lose all my friends before i ever manage to feel worthy or like i belong again. and that very thought is a viciously self-fulfilling prophecy. help

in the words of necromancer lesbian from necromancer lesbian book, "old people should be shot"

LAVENDER WUSTHOFS FUCKING FUCK AAAAAAAAA i.... i wasn't made to be broke i can't keep living like this bro

it figures the night i go see my parents the dog has anxiety attack at 4 am afkakfskkmdsjjdkw

story where some demon takes over a guy's eyes and has to guide him around and the way he keeps going "yes, that's good, right there," girl i sense a toxic ship incoming

rise and cry 🦾 let's get this dread 🗣️ you miss 💯% of the shots ‼️

LIFE IS SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTING heres apollo in a cute dress

memes on discord way funnier at the office and also i get sick more easily i am NOUGHT getting shit done today

apollo so cute holding my embroidery floss for me while i work on the next one

i ran out of coffeebeat these are inhumane conditions

whoever is still doing fireworks please explode one in your face and right before impact instead get isekaied to a world where everything is on fire and there's explosion noises every half second since you think it's so fucking fun

i put chocolate in my protein smoothie today it was TOOOOOOO good omg

i... wanna buy doll clothes... but i can't check my budget bc my bank is having a major security crisis and online banking has been down for like a week LMFAOO ☠️☠️ what's a budget-bound babe to do??

lays awake in bed.... im almost done w my second nui........

on the phone w the mental health clinic screening guy trying to answer the intake questions like

signed by Colin Ryan and Bethan Walker and they drew moogles for me ehehehe THE DRAWING ARE SO IC I CANT

i get out of bed and my brain is just repeatedly telling me i don't belong here or among my friends, good fucking morning to you too bitch

made it :3 (non-alc bc i have advil in my system)