I can yearn to go back to the vibes of Fall of 2024 Where I was brand new and a scrub to this. But those moments are over and I have to accept that. Started with nothing, ended with something, attempted to rewrite with nothing. And that is how I ultimately let it rest now.

Thinking I linger around for a week or so, try to get a feel for how things are. Then think about what course of action to do based on the feel.

Rp is really dead huh… Oh well

I deleted majority of my accounts because I really just want to leave nothing behind whenever I’m reminded this place exists.

The mute button do be working wonders though. Just giving myself my tiny circle

Don’t know why I chose to write randomly today 🤔

Anyways…I’m going back to doing my thing. Only stepped in here to defend and support my community because wtf was that. Keep being awesome guys and shut down these idiots that want to behave like clowns.

If you’re gonna hate, stop enjoying our cultures. No food, no holidays, no music, no entertainment, no celebrities, no Spanish (all except Spain), no Portuguese (Brazil), nothing. Pathetic behavior honestly, if you’re gonna talk shit, say it in front of the group you’re disrespecting IRL.

Birdie told me someone was being racist towards Latinos… Kindly fuck off and shut the fuck up, especially if you’re not Latino. Throwing hatred onto other groups of people and for what? LMAO. It’s giving pathetic and pussy behavior ngl

It was nice being back for just an hour, missed everyone a bit. If you haven’t noticed, I archived everyone except Robbie. I don’t know when I’ll be back again but just assume if I do come back it’ll be the way how I did this one… Unannounced and for a limited time. +

Gabbey being peak as usual.

Hello… And I’m gone in 40 minutes cus this place is stinky

It’s been a week now…and I’ve never felt so much better. I somehow friended a voice actor on discord and got a direct voice message for free, made new friends I can draw and play games with, and I’m no longer thinking about this place. Just wanted to give a mini update on how I’ve been 😅 +

Hello, many people know me as Pac, I write several characters in the RP space here on Bluesky. I wanted to take a moment to talk about RP and the general direction I wanted to take with it moving forward, now that I essentially have given myself almost a week of rest, alongside my journey. +

Haven’t been writing recently because life is eating my ass (and not in a good way). Will get to it when I can but I’m unsure when I’ll. Maybe this weekend or a bit earlier? Just be aware that I’m putting myself first atm but am free on discord if you need me. I know I owe for Domina and Robbie.

Got noticed by one of my favorite voice actors and he answered my question. Hell yeah! Happy Pac time!

God I love being bilingual. So many good songs that blend English and Spanish together to form a complete thought and lyric. Let my heart break twice as hard

♪ ♪ ♪ El amor no puede medirse en paso' firme' Un día soy un Dio' y al otro puedo partirme I needed to go 'cause I needed to know you don't need me You reap what you sow, but it seems like you don't even see me ♪ ♪ ♪ 😭 the first song that gets played today when I wake up

My background in art isn’t crazy or fancy. My experience stems from drawing human anatomy which I know is useful knowledge to have when it comes to drawing. Drawing casually on my own time as well.

I know that the biggest critique in terms of art will be the artist themselves. With that said… This shit sucks. I’m trying to draw better and I know it’ll take patience, practice, and time.

Why am I falling in love with a fictional character… And why is it always the ones that have a second hidden consciousness… Emre…

Likely won’t be online at all today. This is such a heavy tragedy to wake up to and learn about. If you need me, DM me on here or discord. Have a good day, evening, or night. Behind every screen, there is a person whose life you know little to nothing about, treat them with care and kindness.

Ultimately made the move to just stop writing with accounts that focus more primarily on their ships. Because it drains my energy to try and interact multiple times with bandwagons they give hearts to, just to be ghosted. Just preserving my energy rather than wasting it.

Makes you wonder how this would go if romance wasn’t a keystone in nearly everyone’s writing now.

Love this art so much, given the current state of the country. Robbie Reyes, my silly LA goober who would definitely beat the fuck out of these pieces of shit 🥺 Art by: OvedEspinoza1 on Twitter

I’m a very serious person, super powerful. I know magic.

The reason I also don’t do smut or any intimate nsfw for ships is because I don’t blindfully trust someone to go “yeah I’m an adult”. I’d rather just not take the chance at all. Not like smut was anything I was into to begin with.

I am not an expert on using icing for cupcakes. Strawberry cupcakes with white icing and red sprinkles. Happy Valentines Day everyone. I won’t be around much today because I will be spending it with someone special. Know that the friendship I have with you all is loved and appreciated ♥️

God damn do I keep saying “darling” a lot 😭

Made some strawberry cupcakes, with a vanilla frosting that has red sprinkles on top. To fit the theme for Valentine’s Day. ♥️

BACK TO THE FUN FACTS! +10 extra facts.

Not gonna beat around the bush. And if people hate it when I point out a bit of truth then…sorry for giving a valid reason? Not gonna sit here and pretend like a few gooners didn’t immediately follow my Domina. I’m not dumb 😭

I have such a way with words. So anyways I started being blunt and saying how it is-

Been on the music grind of listening to new stuff. Got a few fan favorites already

Funny story, when I made my Domina account and it began to gain traction after the appeal was done, I had 3 accounts that followed and then unfollowed 3 minutes later. All I’m gonna say is that people (the h=rny ones), will follow and then see that the writer behind the account is a guy. +

3 accounts I tried to redo and got labeled. 3 emails to the mods was all it took. Meanwhile little Timmy out there with his brand new account and already having 25+ posts and not getting labeled-

I like music that has a mixture of English and Spanish lyrics. Especially when the rhythm is fast and the song is talking shit about a failed relationship.

I said it multiple times but damn do I love the Robbie Reyes community. Such good gems of reaction images, memery, and art.

With the announcement of Domina I’m like…wanting to create an account for her >.> But I have too much shit to do already 😭 I really need to just stop holding myself down and just march to the beat of my own drum more

Bro I swear if another fuck ass fly lands on my food I’m gonna burn the damn atmosphere off just to kill them. GET THE FUCK OFF MY ENCHILADAS!!!

One thing I really am not a fan of is my muses being stereotyped. It ultimately ends up harming them and the communities they represent (ethnicity, race, gender). It’s a very selective subject that it’s hard to really describe in writing. I just try to ignore it or pop the mute button.

Domina looks so fucking pretty 🥺 Tempted to use her as the one for one of my future muses as their appearance… Serving face, cakes, and taste 💅

Sometimes I don’t understand when people go “omg I have (#) followers”. I understand the excitement but how many people are you actually talking to or interacting with? And how many are from the same person? Idk, it’s just my own opinion. I don’t think for me it’s special.

My discord notes are: - Song lyrics - Thoughts - Something I heard from a video - Something I completely pulled out of my buns. Today’s note was gonna be: “Your mom called me a whore, but last I checked, only one of us got pregnant.”

Bless Robbie’s mom tbh. I’m all for defending siblings and family but Robbie’s father needs to protect his kids and wife bro 😭 I wouldn’t defend my brother if he was scaring the shit out of my kids and partner.

I should be writing… But instead I’m watching cooking shows 😭 “If the lobster is killed what happens to it?” “It’s dead.” “Now a carrot cake is supposed to have…” “Carrots-“ “Icing.”

Queek is crack. And crack is whack. Which makes Pac have an act. My rhyming sucks-

Me: “I wanna follow only other writers accounts” Also me: “Follows Queek’s muses that follow me.”

Aside from Marvel, I really do want to expand more into new horizons. I feel like for me, Marvel verse has just been losing a lot of interest for me. I have a lot of fun when I write BT and Rampart. Hopefully my incoming Halo OC will be just as fun. +

I never really thought about my Marvel muses and if they share the same universes/Earths or not. Some I do have answers for such as: - Reed & Franklin being from different Earths But for everyone else? I don’t really have an answer for. +