my mom’s friend wanted to pay me 200$ to make one of these for her but i got nervous about it nd said no :•(

i have to make a chocolate cheesecake for my brother’s bday tomorrow which means going out to buy ingredients >:•(

i made a yule log for my family’s xmas dinner :•3 my camera doesn’t work well so i had to take a screenshot of the screen lol but had to share my pride and joy w/ u guys

incredibly creepy, my house burnt down completely when i was a kid on the 12th of december, nd i just learnt my uncle’s house burnt down completely just now, 12 years later, on the 12th of december… 12/12/12 wtf

who taught my mom to speak like this she doesn’t even speak english ?? who did this SHOW YOURSELF ‼️‼️

am fully caffeinated nd have a half done to do list let’s fucking GOOOO ‼️‼️

my bf finally received his health insurance card !!!! it was sent to his old address nd the girl never told him just threw it out lol so he had to ask for another one we’ve been waiting for months !! HIS FIRST PICTURE ID IN THIS COUNTRY LET’S GOOOO

i was wondering why i wasn’t invited this year to the bday prty of a girl i thought i was good friends w/ until i saw the pics where she’s all snuggled up against my abuslve ex who cheated the whole time then harassed me nd gave my phone number out when i broke up w/ him bc i’m an “easy slut” 😃

acid reflux i stg when i catch u acid reflux

good morning<3

my morning meds have more colour diversity than my diet does

sewing my halloween costume made me want to sew so bad again i’m working on modifying a shirt my bd wanted to give away !! gonna open the seams nd lace it with chains :•3 he likes the fabric of it the fit is what he doesn’t like

my choir show is coming up soon nd i gathered the courage to invite my family which felt so embarrassing for some reason?? but my mom+sister+aunt+cousin(i think) r coming !! my brother’s prolly gonna come he’s my biggest fan nd applauds the loudest every time i’m on a stage my #1 frl (n vice versa!)

“girl dinner” but it’s over a pic of a toilet paper roll bc u have pica

my figure had noooo business being this insane on halloween, god i missed my corset fuck yes 21”-22” waist

FINALLY OUT OF 20S BMl JAIL WHO CHEERED ‼️‼️

:•3

i just think the m00mins are Very relatable

sometimes i think for half a second that i could be +600lbs so i could go on my 6ooIb Iife and make dr now so very proud and impress him a lot by how good i am at listening to him :•)

my relationship w/ my mom is the best it’s ever been cause all our convos just look like this, it’s amazing what not talking can do to fix issues

ass bones HURTING as i sit on hard surfaces >:•(

i’ve been having 1-2 mocha every morning it’s so weird feeling guilty about not drinking black coffee anymore vs actually drinking something delicious

cofee

wanting to change my layout for autumn but i love it so much :•((((

FINALLY GOT MY SCALE BACK !!!! haven’t had it since JULY ‼️‼️ life is good again, i dropped down a whole bmi point

no one warns u about the bone pain when something even just slightly hard hits your hipbones after u’ve lost weight

saw i friend i hadn’t seen since november and the first thing he told me was “WOW you lost a LOT of weight”

now have exactly 444 friends on fb :•3 took 16 years but only ever added ppl i know so what can u do lol

so fucking frustrating to know my stomach would be fully flat rn if i didn’t have so much SKIN from being so fat at some points in my life like i know this isn’t fat i can feel that it’s just skin !!!!

doing lines on my phone nd a text from my mom that says “when are you planning on finishing school?” popped up on the screen not feeling like a very good daughter rn

WHAT DO YOU MEAN VINTAGE 😭😭 SINCE WHEN IS ADV3NTURE TlME VINTAGE

came home at 4am to my friend on my doorstep, asked her what she was doing on my doorstep and she said “your doorstep? this is my doorstep!” turns out she just moved upstairs !!

why is bluesky recommending me f33t videos what the fuck

good mornin

when my bf went to bed last night he gave my bestie a hug + they did the cheek kisses goodbye nd she said “love you baby sleep well” and i’m actually really happy that they get along so well bc !! she hated my exes lol nd i Know it’s not weird bc for Many reasons they r not attracted to each other

me when i cook and then i COOK

sang in a choir last night turns out i’m a soprano !

i just ate the hairiest strawberry in the world i’m afraid we have lost the girls to the fur

my bf nd i were the hottest ppl in the whole festival btw

my bestie just got broken up with so i’m leaving my bf blanketless and sleeping with her in my livingroom

waiiiit cause how am i bmi 21.8 but feeling so hot… am i crazy ???? normal vs sucking in

he came uninvited, unannounced to my house to pick up his gf, CAME UP THE STAIRS TO THE PORCH while i was ACTIVELY ON MY PORCH ‼️ pretended i don’t exist, gave my bf a handshake, asked him what’s up, doesn’t feel like “respecting my decision + giving me space” as much as a weird power play ??

get u a man who…

cutified my uv umbrella by hand sowing frill trim onto the edge now i don’t look like i’m just walking around holding a random umbrella in the sun i’m so happy it’s so cute :•3

WHERE IS MY CAMEL BACKPACK I NEEEEEED THAT SHIT

get u a man who says things like this cause oh my gooood it was in reply to a meme i sent him of a cat sleeping that said “cause of death: missed u a lot”

gotta lock TF in today FRL peaving for festival on friday i still have to make bodysuit w/ keyhole on fhest, mock turtleneck, poet sleeves, bottom ruffles shorts, gotta turn my funky leggings into an halter top w/ sleeves, make drawstrings nd add casing to skirt/dress to make them self bustling AHH

had the talk with him today that i cannot keep him in my friends circle, that the trust has been broken and although i will still be civil and respectful when bumping into him at social events, i cannot consider him a friend anymore, that i have to choose myself first, we both cried a lot. a lot lot

i’m just trying to look at self bustling skirts !! men have RUINED this place we used to rule pinterest like it was a beautiful kingdom

boy i stg, you didn’t tell me fuck all to my face and now you demand for me to be straightforward and real with you when you can’t even look me in the eyes and tell me you think i’m lying about getting groped by a man you want to protect more than you want to protect me bc “brotherhood” fuck off