i just think the m00mins are Very relatable

sometimes i think for half a second that i could be +600lbs so i could go on my 6ooIb Iife and make dr now so very proud and impress him a lot by how good i am at listening to him :•)

my relationship w/ my mom is the best it’s ever been cause all our convos just look like this, it’s amazing what not talking can do to fix issues

ass bones HURTING as i sit on hard surfaces >:•(

i’ve been having 1-2 mocha every morning it’s so weird feeling guilty about not drinking black coffee anymore vs actually drinking something delicious

cofee

wanting to change my layout for autumn but i love it so much :•((((

FINALLY GOT MY SCALE BACK !!!! haven’t had it since JULY ‼️‼️ life is good again, i dropped down a whole bmi point

no one warns u about the bone pain when something even just slightly hard hits your hipbones after u’ve lost weight

saw i friend i hadn’t seen since november and the first thing he told me was “WOW you lost a LOT of weight”

now have exactly 444 friends on fb :•3 took 16 years but only ever added ppl i know so what can u do lol

so fucking frustrating to know my stomach would be fully flat rn if i didn’t have so much SKIN from being so fat at some points in my life like i know this isn’t fat i can feel that it’s just skin !!!!

doing lines on my phone nd a text from my mom that says “when are you planning on finishing school?” popped up on the screen not feeling like a very good daughter rn

WHAT DO YOU MEAN VINTAGE 😭😭 SINCE WHEN IS ADV3NTURE TlME VINTAGE

came home at 4am to my friend on my doorstep, asked her what she was doing on my doorstep and she said “your doorstep? this is my doorstep!” turns out she just moved upstairs !!

why is bluesky recommending me f33t videos what the fuck

good mornin

when my bf went to bed last night he gave my bestie a hug + they did the cheek kisses goodbye nd she said “love you baby sleep well” and i’m actually really happy that they get along so well bc !! she hated my exes lol nd i Know it’s not weird bc for Many reasons they r not attracted to each other

me when i cook and then i COOK

sang in a choir last night turns out i’m a soprano !

i just ate the hairiest strawberry in the world i’m afraid we have lost the girls to the fur

my bf nd i were the hottest ppl in the whole festival btw

my bestie just got broken up with so i’m leaving my bf blanketless and sleeping with her in my livingroom

waiiiit cause how am i bmi 21.8 but feeling so hot… am i crazy ???? normal vs sucking in

he came uninvited, unannounced to my house to pick up his gf, CAME UP THE STAIRS TO THE PORCH while i was ACTIVELY ON MY PORCH ‼️ pretended i don’t exist, gave my bf a handshake, asked him what’s up, doesn’t feel like “respecting my decision + giving me space” as much as a weird power play ??

get u a man who…

cutified my uv umbrella by hand sowing frill trim onto the edge now i don’t look like i’m just walking around holding a random umbrella in the sun i’m so happy it’s so cute :•3

WHERE IS MY CAMEL BACKPACK I NEEEEEED THAT SHIT

get u a man who says things like this cause oh my gooood it was in reply to a meme i sent him of a cat sleeping that said “cause of death: missed u a lot”

gotta lock TF in today FRL peaving for festival on friday i still have to make bodysuit w/ keyhole on fhest, mock turtleneck, poet sleeves, bottom ruffles shorts, gotta turn my funky leggings into an halter top w/ sleeves, make drawstrings nd add casing to skirt/dress to make them self bustling AHH

had the talk with him today that i cannot keep him in my friends circle, that the trust has been broken and although i will still be civil and respectful when bumping into him at social events, i cannot consider him a friend anymore, that i have to choose myself first, we both cried a lot. a lot lot

i’m just trying to look at self bustling skirts !! men have RUINED this place we used to rule pinterest like it was a beautiful kingdom

boy i stg, you didn’t tell me fuck all to my face and now you demand for me to be straightforward and real with you when you can’t even look me in the eyes and tell me you think i’m lying about getting groped by a man you want to protect more than you want to protect me bc “brotherhood” fuck off

saw him at a party on sunday, felt weird, he came to give me a big hug nd i didn’t reciprocate, he touched my arm nd i jerked away, he asked if i had something to say i said “not here, not now” nd he left very quick, he sent me this today ? respectful and straightforward ? boy where

lunch outing with a rich egyptian man 😼

“How did you know that….” Me:

even if i don’t post a lot, i want you all to know that i lurk almost everyday on here, i am mot very inactive i just have nothing to say

anyways, not like i/my bf are good friends with an inconceivable amount of event organisers who take assault very seriously nd will ban him from 99% of the places he goes to… not like i’ve been in the scene for 8 years nd have connections with powerful ppl who know i’m not a liar…

transcript of voice message he sent to my bf when my bf told him about the guy who groped me (at my bf’s bday party!), guy who literally calls my bf his ‘brother’ nd ‘best friend’, bc the guy’s part of a men’s group my friend is the leader of nd my bf wanted my friend to back him up in protecting me

found out my friend of 8 years who’s like a brother to me who i would go to to feel safe whenever i got assaulted/molested/harassed at parties/raves since i was 16 years old actually never believed me and always thought i was a pathological liar 😃 bc he told my boyfriend, not me.

this is the main reason why we want our kids to have both our last names, it sucks but is very sadly true that having a white last name on a resume ups your chances, if they can choose which name to put on which papers it gives them an advantage in life, makes me very sad ! but it is useful

the way my bf and i bring opportunities to each other’s life omg our landlord literally told us to our faces straight up when we were signing the lease the reason why he decided to give us the apartment is bc they both come from the same country, my white ass wouldn’t’ve gotten the place alone

ummm my bf might start making 100k$-110k$ annually soon… ??? within, like, 4 months?

good morning let’s get this low cal bread !!

navigating social dynamics scares the shit out of me !!!!

i kinda feel like i don’t beed to lose more weight now i just need to recomp, i look so hot but i don’t want to be pudgy !!

this thing still makes me fucking screeeeam

😭 he said i have an elven forehead i literally never had a single thought about my forehead before this man came along i don’t think it’s very big ?!

ok so medieval, machine, lovecore, and clown seems pretty accurate to be honest

had my bi/weekly meetup w/ my best friend of 9 years yesterday, we ate chicken on forks like savages then toasts with pb&j/honey for him + jam for me, just like we did 9 years ago except now in his own condo + we have grown nd changed so much nd said “wow, it really be same same but different huh”