this account is like a peek into how horrible my relationship was. bitch you’re being cheated on and verbally abused and manipulated

i still can’t watch paddington but i can say it. i can see the title. i can scroll past it on netflix like its almost nothing. one day ill watch it.

i never thought i’d be able to hear the name austin again let alone say it + hear it 100x on a tv show. i’ve come so far from what’s happened to me. i still don’t feel much on my nipples but honestly that sounds like a plus for breastfeeding right?

somebody almost hit me while driving and i had to swerve which made me almsot hit somebody else who then tried to FOLLOW ME HOME!! PLEASE IM SORRY

i’m breaking up with her kind of somebody help me stand on it i hate myself i hate my mom for making me like this i hate my dad for making me like i hate him for getting better why does my brain think everyone will get better. it took him almost 10 years with a new family to get better she will not

Imagine Being TGirl George Washington

Also we broke up again yesterday and before it she told me she’d rather start all over with somebody else then keep going. I don’t know how to forget that. I don’t know how to move on.

Gf is so kind about it. i took two bites of mac n cheese the other day and then didnt want it because of no reason. she took it and ate it and tried to make me smth else :(

i’ve been getting icked out by the idea of food recently. like i’ll be hungry and it’ll hurt but i don’t want to eat because eating is bad texture in my mouth no matter what i eat :(

tonight she kind of randomly told me ‘you’re not loving me the way i want to’ after 30 minutes of us giggling and kissing and turned away from me and fell asleep. i don’t even know what’s going on anymore. is somebody else fronting and i’m genuinely not remembering am i blacking out?

my fav thing to do is type out shitposts then discard them immediately

wanted to change my pfp but then remembered i’ve been playing Normal for the past few months bc of Gf so i havent saved any 💔

i hate that i have to be rude to strangers just because they’re men. i’m not rude. i’m sweet. i’m kind and i smile at people i don’t know and i hate it when i have to be weird. i wanted to roll down my window sir. i wanted to tell you where the 5 minute oil change is but She’s Watching

i Hate it when my Gf treats my SA the same as Sex. “i hate that you’ve had a man’s dick in ur mouth” well Honestyly it was Shoved In There it’s not really the same thing.

i miss quotev idk

if the earth didn’t start out habitable or even with life, can’t we assume that the other planets are also on their way to having life and just that we who are alive now (and for the next few million years) will never see it?

Yeah i’m definitely a lesbian sex w a dick has never felt so good. actually it’s never really felt that good at all

bought a strap 🩷

we got in an Argument today and she told me she hated me

me and Gf got a studio together :3

Update she got us kicked out anyways! time to rent

We’re back together :3

gf broke up with me over argument she started, escalated, and then finished.

I wish my girlfriend grew up in a safer nicer place. I wish she grew up in an environment that made her gentle, that made her sweet like i know she can be. i wish she was able to be how she is in her soft moments, all the time. i hate her family

idc i did nothing wrong.

gf lies to me about having photos of her ex on her phone. i get mad and say delete it and deleted her HWPLE PHOTO!!! OMG!!! i did not say do that please .

a bitch almost hit us then came up to my window talking abt ‘spiritually you knew we were gonna pull out’ girl what the hell are u talking abt

my masc taking longer than me to get ready is so cute

ariana what are you doing here

my gfs bought me new airpods bcs i’ve been complaining that mine don’t work :((( what if i killed her

Guys i NEED TO GET A PASSPORT!!! IM GOING 2 SOUTH KOREA!!! (how do i go to south korea)

586 posts is this mental illness

I Love My Girlfriend :) i love her. she makes me so happy. i want to be with her forever and have her babies.

Ok it’s actually so hard to be around my gfs family that she’s living with rn because they do lots of drugs and deal and KILL PEOPLE but she grew up with that and thinks it’s normal and okay. We get into bad arguments when i express my dislike or feeling uncomfortable so for now im just hoping to

Being on shrooms around somebody on coke was so scary i thought he was gonna hit me even tho he wasn’t even around me like that

i loved ahrooms hopefully i can convince my wife to let us take them again Except alone and in a safer more happy place

Do i follow any pokemoners. What game should i start with

Had a GOOD ASS time. would do again. gf doesn’t agree

trying shrooms wish me luck :3

Somehow managed to lose all 3 of my pens in 2 days. Going to kill myself

Just watched my gf take my car to make a drug deal for her uncle literal minutes after i told her fucking no!

Having pin straight hair sucks until i wake up in the morning and my hair is perfect 😩 walking out the house UNBRUSHED and u couldn’t tell

Randomly moving back into my college dorm and surprising my roommate after not seeing her for like a month

I’m not having kids for a few years but i’m still scared that i will hit them. i am against hitting children in any circumstances. but i was hit as a child and while i don’t really hit people out of anger i don’t trust myself because i know children will do everything to make you too stressed out

i wanted to Ask but were not Public about anything but lesbianism & also i Just Met this kid lol

just picked up my brother in laws friend and they’ve got kandi on. i saw the trans flag, nonbinary flag, and another flag i recognize but don’t remember the name of. i think the kids will be okay

i often Conveniently forget i was also being sexually abused + tried to OD during this time so I had a Lot Going On. turns out i Also had weird tics as a child too & was for a bit misdiagnosed with tourette’s

I actually had gotten tics for a long time during covid and then stopped (for the most part) and Sometimes i get worried i faked it but then i remember i was Diagnosed with conversion disorder

Staying in my lowkey abusive relationship bc pretty soon i won’t be able to date girls at all

I want rachel zegler to eat me in the cannibalism way