longing lingers long after lambent light lifts lilting lemon drops lost in litanies of loving leaving little left but lustrous leavening #vss365 #lambent

arid days dehydrated dreams dusted skin parched lips ghosts of words wants slip dry of meaning #vss365 #ghost

i've hollowed my heart a trend not to bend to hide the pain the stain i've closed my eyes so as not to see the emptiness surrounding me waiting for nothing #vss365 #pain

behind mounting clouds line the sunken moon with ash softening the dark #haiku

shadows cling formed in half light years lay heavy reordering, relabeling a retractable soul mantels dried in time become cancer to this heart of love #vss365 #soul #shadow

colored in wildflower fields indigo rivers flow through mental ravines bathing delicates in sunshine gold birds simple songs soothe softness this, this a piece of bliss don't wanna miss #vss365 #soothe

the width of a butterfly wing brushed to light in dreams a space in between where knowing is, all it seems slow the thrum loosen the weight a soft reprieve from hate a special place to keep my ladybug heart #vss365 #thrum

#cusp of day stillness thrums on dragonfly breath dreams #wane reality limits glow aching need stays this butterfly #quiver deep in my breast but a #ruse of love #vss365

meaning slips away nothing but plumb over peach your hand warm in mine #vss365 #slip #haiku

unmoored loose in water life storms change tone and terror yet never lose momentum these lies i've listened too my whole life the drizzle never ends no sunshine in this space i've been left to bleed a matrix of unmet needs #vss365 #drizzle

once supple branches now bend, breaking under weight natural cycles #vss365 #bend #haiku

a constant murmur light on a bubbling brook rushing my still heart #vss365 #murmur #haiku

my stoop a loop i bend again and again a need to proceed to bleed, i can't stop even as my heart, chops forever a martyr to slop how low, do i go #vss365 #stoop

how slapdash, this world has become meanings slashed, hard numbered characters memes of love and hate touchback, to stones of meaning, balance upon eternal fountains of joy hold hands, on this path flowered & thorned, reality along the edge of the abyss #vss365 #slapdash

air scented with song mock orange blooming sparrows in winter garden #haiku

trying to fit into tight spaces crushing sensations becoming everything abstractions lost in the din numbness returns serotonin gasps #vss365 #abstraction

sunny day so generously given a heart that stopped throbbing finds yet another swell a place to dwell in this delightful daydream for two #vss365 #dream #poetry

nostalgic for a time before knowing ugly hate still furled away from purity life today? i might as well be on mars air thick, up here a fight for breath i put back on these worn soles another day of travel destination, home #vss365 #travel #fight #air #mars #sole

dull, in the hollow of my chest a dying moon hanging heavy around my neck our love always a #struggle #survival relying on blood a letting of self losses always losing when do we completely lose ourselves or is this shedding revealing, revaluing what is real #vss365

another year closes getting jump start on new goals shooting for Saturn

missed heart beats spaces in between lost moments each creates seperation for preservation sadness wets the check rehydrated gratefulness every second savor not later #vss365 #gratitude #poetry

morning gratitude reflected on bedroom wall depth found in shadows #vss365 #gratitude #haiku

cold curls crisp on cornflower remains snow sifting softly, shifting from branch to solid air dark magenta rising midnight blue gives way to my anxiety this unease comes in every form this my soliloquy of silence #vss365 #soliloquy

vespertine needs augury pleads lost in aphotic still open the veil let in dreams that come on northern flicker wing this silence hums #vss365 #augury

winds howl through bare limbs this gratefulness is yours the swell of my heart #poetry #haiku

searching for clear reflections void of guilt &shame #vss365 #reflection

world running on timed growing seasons & tidal waves freeform dreams, timeless #vss365 #timed #haiku

november sunshine demonstrations caught in glass relevant to love #vss365 #relevant #haiku

life measurable in the soft breath of day break this, achievable #vss365 #haiku #achievable #measurable

time becomes muddied in half existence #actions to be taken while hard connections break, broke, broken nothing #specific justa dream of space #vss365

burnt umber flying floating, drifting, a slow fall opining options #vss365 #option #haiku #poetry

do the stars still glitter like fire hot in your eyes is your breath still flamed in the sparks of fiery words or has dawn crept in dimming the blaze harsh lights of #reality starkly engrained inflicting pain across the changing topographies of your heart #vss365

dark clouds, stacked mountains such heaviness in this gray still, waiting for rain #haiku #poetry

the fragility issued by our humanity unwrapped of youthful naivety the truth of age exposed losing sight of old goals #vss365 #issue #goal

lucid dreams transport time irrelevant against frost formed angel wings #vss365 #transport #HaikuSaturday

this discomfort crawled in finding holes where my joy shoulda been pronounced purpled veins surface the shine of summer becoming plumb a lost purpose the freeze of winter promising numb little brown birds still chasing crumbs moon plunging night song sung humbled my heart hung #poetry

the science of your blackened sky the numbers you spit hard, in my eyes pain continues the sun still rises still trying life on for sizes it's not science how i feel curled soft safe oh such hidden grace or curled in to hide from fear praying with might for ends to near #vss365 #science #number

hard measures softened by staccato heart beats spaces of time, in a larger piece, melody unbroken over pauses whole rests this crescendo but a steady lead to the finale coda #vss365 #measure

i lay restlessly beside life oh to sway in the breeze free to be heart full of joy yet hurts overflows i don't even know how to be me, or who i am nonperson living for others built in long term guilt shame from before i even was grown i disappeared a vanishing from the start

morning rituals feline reverberations tuning in the day #haiku

i stumble through this life i've lost my light &perhaps the fight life becomes darker hills not worth climbing in this dingy realm of disappointment where this reign of hate & lies prevail my heart fails #vss365 #realm

my susurrus soft, tender reassuring across your ear a gentle breeze soothing your fears but who soothes the wind that always bends caressing others yet always seems left loose ended #vss365 #susurrus

even as i close eyes, heart so heavy a wish of goodbye of letting go of melting into snow not this continuous icing crusted into peaks crushing me, endangering my tiny spark of life i feel the burn primordial drive to survive #vss365 #primordial

still searching for life's sparkle #7syllablesentence

shedding sorrows tears fall warm as summer rain wash me clean empty my cup fill me back up #vss365 #shed

my decomposing cosmos shedding digressions leaving a mess closing mindless shutters locking ludicrous doors base my landing on true success cause spells cast at midnight never last #vss365 #shed #23july2024

and there you are true colors always flare scraping my soul with every word my lesson of inadequacy not yet complete a continuous shaping of me #vss365 #scrape #shape

nature, the brocade of life #7syllablesentence

ur words sutures to my gaping wounds loving applied w/o exception or expectations i still bleed but ur administrations kept me alive as i bled out myself new growth begins under soft #skin new ways to live to love to give i still keep u within my ribs now a part of this caged heart #vss365

it started slowly small divisions creating crevices becoming caverns now I look across the abyss & wonder how we arrived here a precipice the brink of destruction #vss365 #small #mvjan2023