today, it's officially been one year since toby came to live with us! it's been a bumpy road, especially at the start... but one ultimately worth traveling. i love you so much, buddy 🥹🖤🤍

my girly she looks so good trapped behind a liquid crystal display 🥰🩷🩷🩷

my desperation for easy GCN animal crossing access is increasing so rapidly like it's not funny. i think about it every day and each thought is accompanied by a longing ache in my chest. put that thing on switch 2 and i'll buy one instantly PLEEEAAASEEEEEE 💔💔💔💔💔

oh wow... thought to look at these next to each other and the glow-up is kind of crazy. i didn't think there'd be too much of a difference but... jeez... less than a year apart, too, only 8 months... i'm a little emotional lol 😭 i've improved so much...!?

finally drew something i can use as a banner 😭 it doesn't match my icon but whatever hahaha. get rotatedddddddddd 🔄

went on autopilot this morning and accidentally concocted potion of surplus agony and ingested it for breakfast but we persevere. i WILL finish my vday drawing... i WILL 💪💪💪

oh yeah baby. they call her rae "not terrible at hands" on account of how she's not terrible at hands. not the greatest but not terrible 👍 i managed to make a good bit of progress on this today... if i can do that again tomorrow, i might be able to finish on time...!!

btw do you guys wanna see how much i got done yesterday. i was working on this for hours. when i say i'm a slow artist this is what i mean. yeah my style is pretty "simple," but i can and will redraw the same line 500 times 🥹

thought it sounded fun to fill this out again, it's been a really long time... (i do lament that i couldn't get more than one zelda game on there, though 😢) anyway. the Visual Novel/Adventure/Pokemon/JRPG/Farm Sim/Horror/Etc. Enjoyer Has Logged On

i'm going to leave some discord servers that i'm not active in. sorry! no hard feelings 🙇‍♀️ (yes i have a discord. i don't really like to use it for 1-on-1 chats though. sorry. again. OTL)

ahhhh i love floriography, i really want to incorporate it into my drawings more... it'd have the added bonus of getting better at drawing flowers, which i'd also love. it was so fun creating the world's most ominous bouquet for my vday morty last year LOL

LRP n... new hairstyles... please sir marvelous, a cute bob or lob with a fringe...??? 🥺

just in time for sakura season!🌸 with new deluxe bingo cards, two new cherry blossom themed gliders, 10 new hairstyles/eye colours to choose from, and QoL updates! read the patch notes: store.steampowered.com/news/app/250... happy gliding and thank you for your support! 🐮🫶

my outfit was sooooooooooo cute today but i still don't have access to a full-length mirror so i can't take a proper photo... i'm taking poison damage argh argh ough argh ough ough argh argh argh

you know i think watching a good anime helped a bit with my motivation to work on original stuff... i actually have ideas flowing into my head that i like? i suppose it makes sense, especially for satsuki's story, since it takes massive inspiration from the anime i grew up on...

we're trying anyway!!!!! who else is gonna draw satsuki being depressed on valentine's day but me!!!!!! 😤🩷

i've been meaning to update this recipe since i make it a little differently nowadays compared to what i have written in my recipe book... might as well share the revision! 🙂‍↕️ (second image is to allow for more alt-text again... lol 💦)

bananab read... 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

new paranormasight... new paranormasight... oooohhhhh i'm so exciteddddddd 🥹 i hope it's really scary hehe. the prologue of the first game was soooo tense and adventure-game like and i LOVED it, but it set kind of a false expectation for the rest of the game, which was much calmer and VN-like...

why did somebody save this... 🫠 saves don't usually make me nervous but on something like this, it makes me worry someone is collecting receipts on me being unreliable or something... 💦

gosh freeing myself of those revenges is such a weight off my shoulders 😭 i feel bad about going back on a promise, of course... but given it was my first AF, i understand i got overexcited, so i'll try to not be too hard on myself... i'll just have to do what i can to make up for it this year! 💪

NEW PARANORMASIGHT WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK!!!!!! i jumped when i saw the storyteller omg 😭 so excited!!! i love the first game so much and the premise of this new one sounds so cool!!!! the underwater segments sound terrifying but i'm so down LOLLLL

oh yeah, direct tomorrow 🤔 hmm... i don't think i have any specific hopes, other than just generally wanting to feel better about potentially getting a switch 2 in a few months. i still feel like i don't really NEED one... not sure if a partner showcase is gonna change that... we'll see...

it's still cold but it's sunny and when i went out yesterday it just felt a bit like the seasons were beginning to change yknow, even though it's still early in the year... my mood is already starting to improve a bit hehe... so excited for springggggg 🥹🌸💛

oooohhh yes i'll take that easy autistic validation. thank you 🫴 (some of these i feel are overly specific in their wording... like, yeah, i'm queer, but i'm quite aware of social norms and don't exactly delight in going against them 😩)

yeah that made me cry like 4 or 5 times LOL, i lost count. excellent, beautiful show, absolutely no notes. really glad i finally got myself to sit down and watch it 🥹

whenever i'm feeling kind of... lost, or disconnected, i find myself wanting to watch some anime, haha. it tends to help ground me, and reset my brain a little... anyway, after having it recommended to me a very long time ago, i've started "your lie in april". quite liking it so far! 💛

maybe under my skin, i'm pretty

little corkboard update... it's filled out quite nicely 🙂‍↕️ i actually have another steven charm to put up, but i have to do some rearranging first, and i haven't gotten around to itttt 💦

i finally gathered enough courage to look at my clearsky (well. the starter packs section. everything else i still think might cause me too much psychic damage 💔) and i see a few sweet mutuals have put me in OC artist starter packs... i don't think i really belong in there but it's appreciated 😆

feels like i'm being watched... no, it's just my imagination...

trying something new with my hair again today... i want to see if i can encourage its natural waviness without heat. avoiding heat damage would be great since i already damage it with colour lol. i got a mousse yesterday that supposedly works well for wavy hair, so... fingers crossed 😩🤞

i'm gonna go pass out i think.

everybody was too nice to me about my most recent corpseflowershipping scribble so now i'm already ideating another one😔 be careful what you wish for............ (thank you guys again for being so nice and so caring. it means so much 😭💛)

hers now 🙂‍↕️🩵💛 #corpseflowershipping

phantoms song that isn't echoes of you or the killing kind stuck in my head today haha. learning to appreciate that drop in the death of me's chorus... 👌 www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyAn...

man overnight oats kinda go hard. if you don't have much energy or time you can just grab em out of the fridge for a quick, healthy breakfast, or if you're feeling saucy you can throw everything but the kitchen sink in there. is it possible... could i be a meal prep girlie...?

not to get sappy on main--wait this isn't main. not to get sappy on side but the more i think about it, i think selfshipping, for me, has always been like... definitely for fun & escapism lol, but also... kind of a form of self love. it's sort of a conduit through which i can indirectly say to--

everybody be nice to my cringefail matcha loaf. the matcha i got FALSELY ADVERTISED ON THE PACKAGING that it was a powder when it was really leaves that i had to grind myself. and her glaze is gloopy. but she tastes good okay 💔

it's hard to remember & accept sometimes that you can't control all the variables in an interaction. all you can do is be decent, and if the other person doesn't respond in kind, well... that's too bad, but it's not your responsibility...

wtf are these. how do i get them out of my house

feel like i'm talking to a wall and only paid attention to when it's most convenient and the only reason i stick around is cause i occasionally get scraps of affection. you thought this was about a shitty relationship but it's actually just my experience on tumblr. LMAO

pal in the collab server mentioned doing this so... hehe. no i do not know this boy. yes he is my phone wallpaper 👍 (that + plus the theme has really got me in the mood for spring... please come soon, spring... 🥹)

less than a month until valentine's day ahhhh 😭 i'm not sure at this point if i'm going to have enough time to do that OC piece i wanted to, i still have other things i need to get to first. well, it doesn't strictly have to be a vday drawing i suppose... won't stress about it 🙂‍↕️

forgot to update again 😎💯 oh well, i'll just do it when i remember haha. anyway. another one that sticks out like a sore thumb LOLL but i'm so happy with how rod turned out. 😭🫶 starting to wonder if i should make a second row with this compilation image, though...

0 days since rae got too focused and forgot to put anything on in the background and just drew in complete dead silence for hours 😔 (putting some animal crossing tunes on now lol)

okkkk i'll do the picrew that's been going around, too. it's been a long time since i made one last... but this one's cute 🙂‍↕️ picrew.me/en/image_mak...

can't stop thinking about how depression supposedly shrinks your brain over time. if that's the case, it's no wonder i struggle so much to do anything original after nearly a decade of being too depressed to function. my brain might *literally* be smaller...

(wheezing, sobbing, covered in blood, on death's door) it's good that i'm getting more practice drawing spiky hair.