I dont even know why I bother. Two steps forward, three in reverse it feels like. The choice between not taking this leave of absence and watching my mental health continue dropping, or take the leave, get myself back in a mostly stable frame of mind, and still end up losing.

Your floor is covered in children's toys. My floor is covered in kitten toys. We are the same because "WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST STEP ON AND WHY IS IT WET AND SQUISHY!?!"

*wants to repaint the bedroom nifty colours since my Wife walked out 2 months ago* *Can't afford to do it because her leaving fucked my Finances* *Gets depressed that she cant even afford 200$ in paint and supplies for long term mental health* *Cries herself to sleep*

Yall, my best friend died last week. 2 weeks after my wife left me. I know i dont deserve anything from any of you... But any little bit to help me get to and from the Funeral/Memorial service, as well as covering missed work would greatly appreciated. Im so sick and tired of burying friends.

Yall, my best friend died last week. 2 weeks after my wife left me. I know i dont deserve anything from any of you... But any little bit to help me get to and from the Funeral/Memorial service, as well as covering missed work would greatly appreciated. Im so sick and tired of burying friends.

who even was he...

Im not just white, im *THE BEACONS OF GONDOR ARE LIT* white

Happy Saturday Morning! #TransNSFW

The tail stays in for date night.

It is downright homophobic I have to be at work today instead of sitting topless on the couch enjoying the rain playing video games.

Happy Birthday to me!

Its my birthday on Saturday... *wink wink* 41st Birthday - Amazon Gift List - www.amazon.com/registries/g...

Halfway through practice, our Trumpet/singer Trombone/singer and Sax player all got the same text, as part of a massive musician group text, asking if anyone's band could gig at 9. The text came in at 8.

Im looking damn good for 40+1 Solar Revolutions. 41st Birthday - Amazon Gift List - www.amazon.com/registries/g...

Lori Beth Denberg reprised her All That librarian character to do a pro-library, anti-book banning reel and I love it so much??? www.instagram.com/reel/DIK0_bD...

Its my 41st birthday next week!!! 41st Birthday - Amazon Gift List - www.amazon.com/registries/g...

Holy fuck....im turning 41 41st Birthday - Amazon Gift List - www.amazon.com/registries/g...

Recording an album is a WHOLE lot of hurry up and wait.

14 to 40. Its been a Helluva ride.

Spent my afternoon sunday helping a friend set up her new lights in her photo studio. Modeling and such Might they be NSFW? Some. Might they feature one of my Basses? Also some. And her Cat? Yes.... and a plague Doctor Mask? Also yes. Here's a preview...

Trump is Putins Bitch

A few shots from my bands show this past Monday. Our name is Color Chord out of the Twin Cities Minnesota

Tomorrow night!! We play at 10!

Jimmy Eat World's trans anthem "The Middle" plays in my head.

It's been, one week since they did a coup

Fit check before my bands next gig (Color Chord. Tuesday, 9pm, doors at 8) at the White Squirrel in St. Paul MN

"Ive gotta game i wanna show you...if i tell you my name youll have to play....too"

In the words of the ever so wise Nifty The Housekeeper: "Stab! Stab! Stab!"

The joy of ones wife ordering her a new Bass is tempered by having to wait for them to build and ship it. But HOPEFULLY ill have my Fired Red Yamaha BB735 on the day of the Lunar Eclipse (March 14th)

Pin this, save it, we’ll need it. “When a prison camp opens in your town…when a DREAMer is disappeared from your classroom…when the President destroys what’s left of the Constitution…They will all say they didn’t know this was coming. And I want the American people to know that they did.” AOC 🔥🎯

Night one of Color Chord tracking our album