it's so hard to keep doing my music hobby when barely anybody shows any interest in it at this point been doing it for pretty much a decade, and I'm honestly just slowly losing the drive can't avoid the thought of maybe I wasted 10 years down the wrong path

I need a good back massage who's got gentle hands 👉👈

got sick back is now very sore

Hey uh,,, 👉👈 Um,,, Uh,,,, 😳 Who wants to be my Valentine?

I craaaave Intimacy

Suddenly needing to kiss someone's balls Fuck

Regularly scheduled monster yearning for someone

Damn Valentine's is in a few days Heck

mmm belly,,,,🥰🥰🥰

Need a dad to cuddle in bed while I struggle to wake up

man ADHD and boredom should never be mixed together fuck it feels agonizing

Today is so dead Bored out of my mind

mmgh,,,, @~@

A couple days ago, @patientz3r0.bsky.social mentioned being in Rubber drone mood, I pulled some strings and turned them into one!~

Psst I'm live again

one of my favorite highlights from my stream today

Streamed a lot longer than I was expecting Had fun tho

monster lad is streaming againnnn come watch me act like a buffoon www.twitch.tv/roskiveair

I had a himbo moment I ordered two crispy chicken burgers for dinner Only to have a person arrive to help me with dinner after I had finished eating I forgot they were coming 😅

"rrrhh, sorry bud, your face would look better right under me, now just relax~" Fuck I couldn't resist getting a slot from @danyredlion.bsky.social they did such a good job huff 💦

I uh,,, I tripped I swear >/////>

Gift art I did for @patientz3r0.bsky.social last year!

Rubber drone mood this morning Ughh thinking is overrated

had a decent session during stream, only had the energy for about an hour and a half, but at least my audio is good

Sup nerds I'm streaming after a long 3 year hiatus Let's gooooo www.twitch.tv/roskiveair

Love a 3 am anxiety/panic attack

Man I forgot how comfortable sleeping in just my underwear felt like

why must my brain need constant stimulation especially when friends are busy/asleep

I forgot how big my legs are Been walking around in just my briefs and damn My thighs are h u g e

heatwaaaaave sweaty monster hours

I crave physical intimacy

man felt my heart flutter for the first time in a while the good kind

Just woke up Groggy as fuck Man I wish I could get a smooch

have some monster gut to bless your timeline 😘

10 pm sitting on my ass What to do 🤔

oooof got reminded how hot small top big sub stuff is fuckkk

meds taken monster is ready for some roughin'

I got a haircut finally I look so good now

uh oh my VR headset cable is holding on for dear life

Who am I cuddling this morning I'm feeling lovey 🥰

need for people to hang out with on VRC in the mornings it's dead around this time

Older men really get my heart flutterin' 😳

Thinking about Dads 🥴

Today's been exhausting And it reminded me of my longing to find a partner (in any sense really)

rubberrrrrrrr goooooo need this rn

man lonely feelings coming back

Why must it be fire season 😔

That spot between the cock and balls? My safe place 🥴

hey~ 😘

look at this smug mug