Life is so complex now that i kinda want to draw comics bout it, I wish to share my experiences, good and bad let's see if i actually do it

I thought i would get used to failing in life, still hurts the same, but i'll keep failing till I make it!

I've been reading a slice of life manga about NEET siblings The best manga to read when I'm down, it's funny af #pixelart #digitalart #art #fanart #NEET #HatarakanaiFutari #TheJoblessSiblings

Tbh getting some amount of likes made me want to follow trends and become more popular, but i dont really want to do that I like lots of niche stuff, and I'd be sad if I don't draw it just because there's no audience

I was listening to a Teto song, and she was wearing maid outfit, I have to draw it #art #pixelart #digitalart #kasaneteto #teto

I'm a group leader, so i thought that i need to show that im dependable and competent, but took me while to realize that i dont know shit and hold the assignment, i need to learn to rely on others and do what i can, and i dont think it's a wrong step

i had been repeatedly listening to weathergirl by FLAVOR FOLEY it was stuck in my head for a week, so i really had to express how much i love the song #flavorfoley #weathergirl #fanart #art #pixelart #digitalart

Despite being born during the time Internet starts to boom, I've grown a deep hatred towards it. As much beauty it has given me, it also has given me suffering and misery, yet i wouldn't want a world without it, it's too convenient

I'm mad at myself for not caring of memories in the past, because now I want to remember every moment, even the heavy ones. It builds to who I am now, and I'm blind to it. Now I had to retrace my steps. I wonder, if I am doing the right thing or just delusional.

Today I dedicated time for life planning and self reflection. Just pure pen and paper. No distraction, no music. It's the most stressful and regretful time i had for a while, reflecting to the past is a not an easy feat, yet i felt lighter now.

I'm proud of my makeshift keychain holder, it's insane you can make a lot of stuff with leftover cardboards

2022 Moments from Boarding School i didnt draw much back then

Failing college is the biggest thing ive done this year tbh, im kinda glad i did, since i was pretty dishonest, experiencing a major setback in my life gives me a moment to reflect on myself and actually improving I still had to go for college, but atleast it's what im interested in,with some debt

I'm back from the graves! I'm gonna start posting random shit some fun some weird just stupid

Sometimes i look back at my old messages and felt a bit embarrased, but it does help knowing that other people also has the same struggles

im forced to study my final exam, i dont want to care, but i had to so i could secure good job for the future, i dont even know what job, but it must pay good, so i could support myself without burdening my parents...

Don Quixote from Limbus Company -WE SHALL GALLOP ON TOGETHER #pixelart #limbuscompany

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR MYSELF! man im gettin older 💀

I've decided to start learning pixel art again, from the basic I want to understand pixel art from its roots, not just as a medium I think there's joy in starting over, even if at a loss

I guess that's why I'm still not giving up art, hoping it would fill my hollow life with something, a reason to strive for, perhaps a new dream

I dont know how much it had affected me that my childhood dream job was "working in a cubic office with a computer" My interest in art only came due to my friend influence, I envy ambitious people because I lack any reason to continue living, drowning myself in pleasures, and im getting sick of it.

Im not sure if it's healthy, everytime im faced with future adversity and im shit ass nervous, i always tell myself "i will get through this like ive always done, just... a week, it doesnt matter in my whole life"

" I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore " - Harry Du Bois

Today I was forced to be involved in volunteering work in an eco park. My team were tasked to rake and collect leaves on a huge field. I wasn't having the best experience. But after seeing a family setting up a picnic on the field, it gave me a soothing feeling I hadn't felt for a while.

coffee or tea? a debatable question, but I mostly prefer coffee, since it kinda helps me stay awake Im gonna try drawin now

Uaaaaaahhhh Final exam was hard I kept studying last minute again I need lots of rest

oh man, it kinda sucks that it turns out that I can't just draw straight from my imagination. 💀

Genuinely didnt remember why i decided to buy this plushie #Neuro-sama

I can't draw hands to save my life lol,

lets be unapologetically obsessed about our ocs on bluesky... together

I recently started playing OneShot and fell in love with the game! #OneShot

Im going to try posting art here now, I love the vibe bluesky has rn

Joining the butcher gang!