Had a conversation with my therapist today about the lifelong suppression of the little girl who used to leave fairy notes… she votes we bring her back.

Do you ever get a text with a video and can't tell if it's the most targeted ad ever, or your partner sharing his work bc the product's on your secret family Christmas list, or bc the founder's vibe is just right? Or? Just me? youtu.be/UfdhrLhx-Lw @turoczy.bsky.social @siliconflorist.com

I keep trying to update my LinkedIn profile, this time I wrote about every door I peeked through and decided against... camikaos.com/2026/04/25/a...

New post. The Clash, imposter syndrome, and my autistic brain walk into a bar… camikaos.com/2026/04/21/h...

What's that…? The amount of venture capital invested in Portland hit a ten year low…? youtu.be/2_v8YGs4YMI

I have given up on the stuff I was supposed to do and I am doing the thing I want to do instead. It is strange — good strange — to feel this comfortable in my own skin. Trading technology for tarot cards I have loved my whole life. Come hang out. See what happens. open.substack.com/pub/tarotsta...

when my partner posts about braaaaaaaaiiiiinnnnns..... 🧟‍♀️ siliconflorist.com/2026/04/09/i...

My ADHD meds are making my chronic illness symptoms worse so I have to stop taking them. Naturally I wrote a blog post about it. All aboard the Med Change cruise — the itinerary includes brain zaps, the crying pool, and a special guest appearance from Dissociation. camikaos.com/2026/04/06/w...

Tree pollen is my nemesis. Which is really weird because I love trees sooo much.

Fun fact: "high" pollen starts at 50 grains per cubic meter. It │ stays "high" through 499. That's a 10x range all called the same thing. We're in the two thousands... The trees are fucking. camikaos.com/2026/04/05/t...

The most sure fire way to get me to start talking is for my partner to tell me he's putting on headphones and won't be able to hear me. Sigh. My ADHD is so rude sometimes.

Rick just asked how many tarot decks we have in the house right now and I hadn't even thought about them all added up to a big number but I think there are about 200 decks here right now. This project is getting very very exciting.

"Iranian strikes have rendered two Amazon Web Services availability zones 'hard down' in Dubai and Bahrain and the company expects them to be 'unavailable for an extended period'…” www.bigtechnology.com/p/iran-strik...

I've been writing a tarot newsletter, but It's not what you think. Okay no it probably is what you think but I'm telling you about it anyway. This week's issue is one question: what have you been avoiding looking at directly? No mystical framework required. tarotstacks.substack.com/p/tarot-stac...

What if all of the local college students gathered to hack a bunch of awesome solutions together…? Well, that's happening. So get ready. siliconflorist.com/2026/04/02/l...

I always think I know how time works, but yet again I am surprised by Thursday…

Always happy to encourage folks to participate in the Open Source community regardless of their area of expertise. There's plenty of opportunity to engage — even if you're not able to be an active contributor www.youtube.com/watch?v=2h9y...

March, which for those who don’t realize, is women’s history month, is also the month my mother, myself, and my daughter were all born. We celebrated my mother’s birthday yesterday so March feels super done to me. These next three days will be a trip.

tomorrow the first batch ships. secondhand tarot cards, each one with a past, each one chosen with intention. paid subscribers get one in the mail. free subscribers get a weekly spread. tarotstacks.substack.com/subscribe

woke up with an inflamed justice nerve. did not ice it. blog post up. camikaos.com/2026/03/26/o...

I’m running a rescue operation for neglected tarot decks. Also maybe building something new out of all of it. camikaos.com/2026/03/20/susan-works-smart/

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Anytime I’m listening to Shake it Off by Taylor Swift I am totally hearing her voice. But all I see is The Rock.

Nothing like my mind refusing sleep because it’s interested in stuff. We have all day tomorrow. No one is rushing us. Sleeeeeep.

What is Sunday morning for if not 4am insomnia writing. New post on the blog... camikaos.com/2026/03/15/4...

5am on a Sunday feels like the stupidest time for me to be awake.

Cami's Tarot Stack I'm working on the 4th week RIGHT NOW.

I had NO IDEA this was happening until Rick showed me the article. I'm fuming. siliconflorist.com/2026/03/06/w...

I don't like to be touched. Unless I do. New post. It's about hugging, bodily autonomy, the feral generation, and turning 49. camikaos.com/2026/03/06/u...

Current status: trying to convince my brain that I wrote down all of the piece of writing we’re going to get out of me for the night and there is no need to edit and post. As you might have surmised it’s not convinced.

One of my friends has a new hyper-fixation, but he's gone out of town, so I am going to have to wait at least a week to hear about it. What if he's no longer hyper-fixated when he gets back?!

If we’re all becoming home chefs with AI, ChatGPT is the Easy Bake Oven

It’s not that I had too many tarot decks. It’s just that I wasn’t shuffling them. saving things... camikaos.com/2026/02/27/s...

When I get a notice from a clothing line I like that a new color has been released and I go excitedly look at it... what am I hoping that they've made another color of black? Sigh. Spring colors are still black in my house.

Apparently sometimes almost counts. camikaos.com/2026/02/18/c...

Something for everyone. I mean, so long as you're interested in startups or whatever. youtu.be/JmiPY1NCgEU

Sometimes you’re writing about a shower stool. Not the plot twist I expected. But we accommodate. camikaos.com/2026/02/13/o...

Ah, I too like numbers and all the meaning we can squeeze outta ‘em - and tho I love math, I am not a big fan of arithmetic. A lovely lil’ passage to go along w/your morning beverage.

New writing: friday the thirteenths. About dates, patterns, and claiming a small stretch of time on purpose. Also grateful for friends like @katelovesmath.bsky.social who make numbers feel a little less hostile. camikaos.com/2026/02/10/f...

Couldn’t sleep. Wrote a nocturne. camikaos.com/2026/02/09/n... Lightly edited. Heavy on vigilance.

You guys, I found a bunch of my poetry from the 90s and I have actually had enough therapy that I love myself so hard for crying out with soooo much effort and so many references to blood and darkness. Oh spooky little Cami. It gets better.

The LezWatch.TV character of the day is Keeley Jones from - #LWTVcotD - https://lezwatchtv.com/character/keeley-jones/

The LezWatch.TV character of the day is Keeley Jones from - #LWTVcotD - https://lezwatchtv.com/character/keeley-jones/

turns out when the government is sanctioning murder and calling it order, the nervous system doesn’t power down. insomnia is what my body does when the world is on fire and calling it normal. So I wrote… about insomnia and a childhood nickname I hated. camikaos.com/2026/01/23/c...

Don't call it a comeback… Or do. I mean, you're an adult. Call it whatever you want. youtu.be/-oueDhxiEd0

wrote a very short nocturne about wanting to eat the world. it’s called nightmouth read it here (yes it’s short, yes i’m still making you click) camikaos.com/2026/01/23/n...

I'm never more offended by adds in my inbox than when I'm at inbox 0

pizza, praise, and the part where my nervous system thought we were about to fight. progress and apologies… camikaos.com/2026/01/13/p...

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