I pull daily cards on Kaostic Tarot's Instagram, and yesterday's threw me for a loop. The Hanged Man — the one card I've spent years hating the name of — turned out to be a self-portrait. So, little essay time... kaostictarot.substack.com/p/suspend-me

Issue 20 of Kaostic Tarot is out. I featured the one deck I recommend above all others and randomly selected a subscriber to win it. Next week I'll do it again. Have you subscribed? kaostictarot.substack.com/p/kaostic-tarot-020

OMG. I can’t believe we’re jumping in but Kaostic Tarot will be vending at the 2026 Northwest Tarot Symposium — July 31 through August 2. The market is free to attend, so add it to your calendar. If you go, find us and say hello! Handle with chaos. 🖤 Cami

I'm going to start flopping in the middle of startup meetings

The last Friday of Pride called for the Queer Tarot. New Kaostic Tarot features the amazing deck by Ashley Molesso and Chess Needham. Happy Friday. kaostictarot.substack.com/p/kaostic-ta...

Another loss has me completely wrecked. I was so inspired by Om’s work. RIP om.co/2026/06/24/1...

Around here, actually following through on your RSVP seems to be a regular challenge for folks. But in the rare case that you do, Wyrl is there to help you meet the folks who also followed through on their RSVPs. siliconflorist.com/2026/06/25/l...

ask not what your cami can do for you, but what you can do for your cami… free things edition. camikaos.com/2026/06/25/a...

Creeepy

OH during the World Cup: Germany, I am embarrassed to have learned this sport in your country right now.

curious is just one of those words that looks more wrong the more times you spell it. curiouser and curiouser....

Tarot time! Tena texted to confirm that it IS the most mystical fucking flamingo. So I told her a secret I was hoping to keep until next Friday: each featured deck in July goes to a subscriber, one per Friday. Subscribe if you like to win I guess. kaostictarot.substack.com/p/kaostic-ta...

If you ever find yourself saying, "I wish my chair could be more creaky" just loan it to me. I have an innate ability to make any chair into a creaky chair.

wrote about how I'm not the entrepreneurial sort. with merriam-webster, a fairy shrub in fresno, three possible job titles. camikaos.com/2026/06/18/i...

Y'all. I only get new subs when I ask.So I'm asking. Free weekly newsletter about tarot. Cami babble, a featured deck, a spread, whatever's on my mind. Started as a lark, became something I love. Help a Cami out? Subscribe here: kaostictarot.substack.com Love love love...

wrote a love letter to consistency today. mostly because I'm autistic and ADHD and the world has to hold still long enough for me to get my mask on. there's also a gluten free breakfast sandwich in it. And three kittens. And some tarot cards. kaostictarot.substack.com/p/78-tarot-c...

I'm full of rumination this week. Also feelings. And cards. Here's a newsletter about tarot stuff. kaostictarot.substack.com/p/kaostic-ta...

the insomnia muse said tape every discarded tarot box together. so i did. at least a lot of them. five cardboard structures later I still don't know what they are. that's the best part. camikaos.com/2026/06/03/o...

We could all use a little more cowbell

new newsletter. a spread for the bracing-for-impact mood. a deck about being in two states at once. the first public mention of a project i've been running out of my studio for three months. I named it... except I didn't. But you learn the placeholder kaostictarot.substack.com/p/kaostic-ta...

Heading to Bend at the end of the month. While @turoczy.bsky.social is giving a talk and doing his thing i intend to soak in the hot tub and shop for used poetry books, tarot cards, and witchy shit. Hot tub is handled but looking for recs on where to shop. <3

it's funny how, once porch season begins it continues to be porch season, despite the weather being decidedly inhospitable to porch sitting...

My nervous system would like to inform you that the proper register for medication withdrawal is Victorian sanatorium letters. I have complied. Featuring Ms. K—, two herbs of disreputable origin, and the steadfast Mr. T—. camikaos.com/2026/05/12/l...

I have a tarot newsletter. Yes. Weekly. Free. Paid subscribers also get a real card in real mail every month, which I take very seriously in a letters-to-fairies way. kaostictarot.substack.com

Had a conversation with my therapist today about the lifelong suppression of the little girl who used to leave fairy notes… she votes we bring her back.

Do you ever get a text with a video and can't tell if it's the most targeted ad ever, or your partner sharing his work bc the product's on your secret family Christmas list, or bc the founder's vibe is just right? Or? Just me? youtu.be/UfdhrLhx-Lw @turoczy.bsky.social @siliconflorist.com

I keep trying to update my LinkedIn profile, this time I wrote about every door I peeked through and decided against... camikaos.com/2026/04/25/a...

New post. The Clash, imposter syndrome, and my autistic brain walk into a bar… camikaos.com/2026/04/21/h...

What's that…? The amount of venture capital invested in Portland hit a ten year low…? youtu.be/2_v8YGs4YMI

I have given up on the stuff I was supposed to do and I am doing the thing I want to do instead. It is strange — good strange — to feel this comfortable in my own skin. Trading technology for tarot cards I have loved my whole life. Come hang out. See what happens. open.substack.com/pub/tarotsta...

when my partner posts about braaaaaaaaiiiiinnnnns..... 🧟‍♀️ siliconflorist.com/2026/04/09/i...

My ADHD meds are making my chronic illness symptoms worse so I have to stop taking them. Naturally I wrote a blog post about it. All aboard the Med Change cruise — the itinerary includes brain zaps, the crying pool, and a special guest appearance from Dissociation. camikaos.com/2026/04/06/w...

Tree pollen is my nemesis. Which is really weird because I love trees sooo much.

Fun fact: "high" pollen starts at 50 grains per cubic meter. It │ stays "high" through 499. That's a 10x range all called the same thing. We're in the two thousands... The trees are fucking. camikaos.com/2026/04/05/t...

The most sure fire way to get me to start talking is for my partner to tell me he's putting on headphones and won't be able to hear me. Sigh. My ADHD is so rude sometimes.

Rick just asked how many tarot decks we have in the house right now and I hadn't even thought about them all added up to a big number but I think there are about 200 decks here right now. This project is getting very very exciting.

"Iranian strikes have rendered two Amazon Web Services availability zones 'hard down' in Dubai and Bahrain and the company expects them to be 'unavailable for an extended period'…” www.bigtechnology.com/p/iran-strik...

I've been writing a tarot newsletter, but It's not what you think. Okay no it probably is what you think but I'm telling you about it anyway. This week's issue is one question: what have you been avoiding looking at directly? No mystical framework required. tarotstacks.substack.com/p/tarot-stac...

What if all of the local college students gathered to hack a bunch of awesome solutions together…? Well, that's happening. So get ready. siliconflorist.com/2026/04/02/l...

I always think I know how time works, but yet again I am surprised by Thursday…

Always happy to encourage folks to participate in the Open Source community regardless of their area of expertise. There's plenty of opportunity to engage — even if you're not able to be an active contributor www.youtube.com/watch?v=2h9y...

March, which for those who don’t realize, is women’s history month, is also the month my mother, myself, and my daughter were all born. We celebrated my mother’s birthday yesterday so March feels super done to me. These next three days will be a trip.

tomorrow the first batch ships. secondhand tarot cards, each one with a past, each one chosen with intention. paid subscribers get one in the mail. free subscribers get a weekly spread. tarotstacks.substack.com/subscribe

woke up with an inflamed justice nerve. did not ice it. blog post up. camikaos.com/2026/03/26/o...

I’m running a rescue operation for neglected tarot decks. Also maybe building something new out of all of it. camikaos.com/2026/03/20/susan-works-smart/

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Anytime I’m listening to Shake it Off by Taylor Swift I am totally hearing her voice. But all I see is The Rock.