I'm having a good day, I hope upi are tpp

Could use some help paying my phone bill. It's 85 left on the bill. ko-fi.com/8bitpixelheart

oops forgot a psych appt

I could take a nap. That would be lovely

Sorry about yesterday's crash out. It will happen again.

I work 88 hours a week and I feel pathetic for not keeping that up.

I suppose, in the end, there's nothing to be done about it. No one would ever change on my account, and I can't change anything but myself. So I might as well push myself until I break. I don't see another choice.

I. I just want to be a priority. Just once.

Considering crashing out for a treat

Yeah sure running 22 games a week is going to kill me but at least like 3 people appreciate them.

The games I run for my friends keep me humble. Every time my paid games start hyping me up too much my friend games pop in like "Hey maybe you could try a little harder don't you think?"

God. I just. I want someone to treat me kindly.

Woo. I get to run the 6 biweekly games weekly now. woo. I'm going to die.

*googles* How to be less pathetic

Buying glittery makeup will fix me.

BPD is fun because it's always 'I'm the problem and I suck' and never 'I think people are not treating me right.' cause if you think the second thing the BPD gods show up and kick your shins.

I know I need to adjust my meds but it would sure be nice if people were gentler with me.

My family has a special power to figure out when I'm sad and vulnerable and then blame me for things I didn't do

My brain is rude.

God I suck.

No one hates me more than I hate me, and that's the Pixelheart Promise.

*lies down* It seems I am a failure.

Spent all day feeling nauseated and off but hey, at least I got my Products tmtmtmtmtmtm

Please help I'm bleeding everywhere

I just had my first terrible bagel.

Phone service is trying to charge me an extra 800 so that. that's fun.

Making people laugh is my primary goal in life. I love people laughing

Excited to announce my new career as a slug in your garden. What uh. Whatcha doin' with that salt.

My aberrant transformation for #dnd homebrewery.naturalcrit.com/share/e2w3T4...

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We're pack posting tonight squad

Please buy me snacks

My heart wants me to be quiet. My brain wants me to be quiet. But my mouth. My mouth open wide.

I don't waaaaannnnaaa eat normally

I listen to music approximately 10 years after it was cool

*holding gun* Give me candy and I'll stop my Lana Del Rey posting before it happens. *shakes, crying* Please

*opens mouth* The Crowd: boooo *closes mouth* The Crowd: wooooooooo!

You also have a little Lana Del Rey who lives in your head and begs you to go cry at the feet of a sugar daddy, right?

I don't know the lyrics to songs cause my ears don't work right

You can bribe me with sweets. I don't know why you would. But you can

I got therapy in the morning

I wish I was a spinosaurus

My body is going to implode