Avi wip 💙🧡 (Nude warning)

Mayo wip c:

It's fucking insane how acid reflux can apparently mimic both the feeling of my lung collapsing and a heart attack, which I've unfortunately become very familiar with. Wanted to take some pics/vids tonight for socials, but gonna have to hold off a little bit longer...

I've been pretty inactive but I promise it's for good reasons c:

I guess it's good that I found out now before I got too attached. Still sucks tho. Maybe someday I'll find someone who isn't built on lies.

spending most of my nights watching Star Wars alone lately It's peaceful, just a bit lonely. Hard to find anyone these days

todays a very :c kind of day

I really hope my body doesn't give out on me before I can get help. I can feel it getting worse, like almost any day now I'll collapse and not get up again.

I'm tired

the goober

How photos usually go for me 💙 (30 mins wasted, 0 pictures taken) Maybe I'll just start recording instead

c:

they're not on here but these are my most favorite goobs in the world besties going on 6+ yrs strong c:

Birthday girl 🎂

I WAS GIFTED THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER RACCOON GIRL SOON C: C: C: C: C: C: C: C: C: C: C: @peeshibean.bsky.social is cute btw

Went through and deleted a bunch of certain posts of mine. Unfollow if you want, no feelings hurt. Nude/NSFW posting from me shall be extremely rare if not entirely non-existent from now... Maybe I'll make an alt? I dunno. Probably not. Just changing my direction a bit more seriously.

Being desperate for attention and friends but trying my hardest not to be an annoying nuisance

the heck how did it know

meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow

Absolutely FLABBERGASTED

Normally I don't delete posts but my last one was blowing up in a bad way and I was getting a lot of spam. TY tho so much for all the love from everyone else. I feel so fucking good right now 💙💙💙💙

I've been slacking on pics again heck

I'm going to stop keeping fake friends. If we don't talk often, that's fine. No bad vibes. If you're difficult to talk to, that's not fine.

added support for Uruki :3 bnuuyrabbit.booth.pm/items/8102711 #vrc #bnuuyrabbit

Been a little quiet, stuck in my own head and thoughts. Will be back to posting eventually. Sorry to unanswered dms and stuff too 💙

I still think about you. I remember your voice. I miss your laugh. I still think of the days when I felt whole and complete. We all loved you. I loved you the most. I hope you've found happiness. Rest peacefully, forever and ever. 💙

MANUKEERRRR

manukeerrr

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Weird announcement but I'm probably gonna do a full clean of my account and delete any nsfw stuff on it. No actual reason, and I'm not being pressured by anyone. I just wanna tone things down a bit and separate it. I'll probably make a second account just for that tbh.

Rare manuka post c:

Be careful what you say. You don't know what kind of monsters are hiding in somebody's closet. The wrong words can let loose the gates of hell on them all over again.

Hoping to one day find someone who actually appreciates my time. Invites me to things. Wants me around. An actual real friend who includes me without a thought. Not even a lover. Instead of just being a background memory and filler for the void left by others.

cloudfare getting ddos have an elf

There's so many people I want to message and try to be friends with but I'm worried they'll get annoyed or think I have bad intentions > < PLEEAAAASSSEEE LET ME BE FRIENDS WITH YOOUUUU