I need a new word for overwhelmed because that's not cutting it anymore. My soul is exhausted, y'all. It's about to get even more complicated for my family and I just.. need something to go right. For the universe to be a little kinder to us because it's draining being kicked while we're down.

I’m so glad they’re all ok.. really hope she’s feeling up to doing a show, too bad it isn’t a day off so she can rest. *worry, cuz it’s my super power*

It’s Tori show day! (And storm day for me, yippee 😬) Copenhagen Wills & Wants Will: God, Addition of light divided Want: girl, bells for her Bonus: pandoras aquarium Bonus bonus: Father Lucifer 🙏

I am deeply amused by Tori playing Crazy, thus giving me a point, while I'm in therapy. 🤣

Going to miss some of the setlist live so I can go talk about my feelings with a paid professional. Seems appropriate. Tori show: Bremen Wills & Wants Will: God, Pandora's Aquarium Want: Honey, Black-dove Bonus: Crazy Bonus Bonus: Gasoline Girls

in other news, i have no other news. life here is incredibly hard and scary right now and i worry about complaining too much, which is why i'm only posting tori tour stuff. i'm so sorry to anyone following who isn't a tori fan. it's kind of my coping mechanism at the moment.

Tori show: Hamburg Wills & Wants.. let's see how this goes. am i even playing for points anymore?? My intuition strategy isn't working anymore..🤷 Will: Cornflake Girl, Stronger Together Want: Horses, Your Cloud Bonus: God Bonus Bonus: Spring Haze (another song i really need to hear.)

well, let's see how this goes. i really hope more songs come from IToD.. but my manifestation powers are crap, so i didn't pick any.. may 14 berlin wills & wants will: god, bells for her want: horses, baker baker bonus: girl

Will I ever get through Tori’s “23 peaks” without sobbing??

I said goodbye to my beloved acupuncturist/miracle worker/friend today, as she's retiring. We've worked together for 18 years. She's the only medical professional I've had complete trust in and we've been through so much together. I don't know what I'm going to do without her.

In a few minutes, I have to say goodbye to a dear friend and Tori is literally playing my song right now across the ocean and I am a mess. I need to get it together..

It’s been an exhausting day.. 🫠 But here are my Warsaw wills and wants! A game I’m currently sucking at! Will: Mary, Your Cloud Want: Bells for Her, Horses Bonus: iieee

Dear impending storms, please behave. I’m tired. 😴

Emergency vet visit for one of the pups. Her allergies are excruciating and she’s ripping her skin apart because of the itching. Allergy meds don’t work well enough to justify the outrageous cost. Anyone have experience with dog allergies?

thank goodness for the wills and wants reminders email, I almost forgot. Today has been....😬 I don't even know what songs I picked, I chose them so fast, while also trying to process the new rules... I'm anticipating a zero point night!

Whaat?? I can’t wait! The universe really is giving to us music fans this year. 😍 youtu.be/PKlh1DEbv9I?...

I am sad that my days of thinking that going on a cruise would be fun are over. Way way over. Seriously scary stuff happening. I'm trying not to worry too much about it becoming a more widespread thing in a country where public health care is dead because the human spirit can only handle so much. 😱

This is too true.

May 6 Tori show: Zurich Wills & Wants 🏰 Will: Stronger Together, Crazy Want: Father Lucifer (PLEEEEEASE TORI!! 🙏) Song of Sorrow Bonus: Black-dove (I will never give up on you, dearest song).

This arrangement is so beautifull.. 🥲 youtu.be/VWWVxLq7k0Y?...

Hoo hoo hoo oughta know!

May 5: Tori show Milan Wills & Wants 👠👗 Will: Gasoline Girls, Horses Want: Black-dove, Crazy Bonus: Mary

Got blocked by three people today. Dang. Was it something I said?

I have only managed to listen to IToD from start to finish once. It's phenomenal, but it's A LOT. It has unearthed a hell of a lot of emotions, memories and trauma/grief work that I have to be in a place to handle. So I've given myself permission to do a song at a time and work with what comes up.

If my vibes were made into an album, the cover would be this.

Oop almost forgot. New album day, medical appointments day, my head is just not here.. May 1 Frankfurt Will: Bells for Her, Bliss Want: Black-dove, Body and Soul Bonus: Bachelorette this rule, man..

There’s an “Embers edition” in the iTunes Store that has the instrumental versions! Holy crap, can we have these for every album?? Take my money, Tori..

Here I go, diving in to dragonland... see you on the other side! 😍 #toriamos

Just saw a group of about 5 kids, each one on either a bicycle, scooter or skateboard, riding down my street blasting the Stranger Things theme from a speaker. That just made my day!

My two biggest music/life queens putting out new music at the same time time - Tori and Madonna… it’s like the universe is trying to self correct.. 😍

I have resisted listening to any clips from Dragons. It's so hard!! This wait has been excruciating. I'm so ready for this album... 🐲

Almost missed the deadline to submit my wills and wants.. it's been chaos here. 😬 April 30 Dusseldorf Will: Stronger Together, Fire to Your Plain Want: God, Bells for Her Bonus: Mother Revolution

My dad had a dr appt today. It confirmed what we knew, that he is cognitively declining. I'm just going to be honest, this is fucking heartbreaking. I don't know how to do this. Any advice for those who have been through this before? I thought I was coping well enough, but I don't think I am.

So, tornado circulation and baseball sized hail hit right down the road from us. My brother’s house and business were damaged. Storm intensified as it went south and now there are tornadoes just south of us. But we are ok here.. god I hate this..

These storms are really going to take the same direct path to us again? Tornado warning now..

Heads up north Texans. They’ve upgraded our severity today, 5+” hail possible , tornadoes, 70+ winds.. My poor outdoor cats, I am worried sick. Think good thoughts for us?

Happy Tori tour day and severe storm day for us in Texas, yay and boo! Wills & Wants, April 28: Paris, France 🥐 Will: Josephine, Mary Want: iieee, black-dove (she could play these every show and i'd be happy) Bonus: Song of Sorrow (A debut in Paris sounds good.)

Why does this feel like the longest wait for a Tori album ever??

Go away, unexpected storms.

Yay Tori tour day! I desperately need the distraction. Wills & Wants April 27, Brussels, Belgium 🧇 Will: Bliss, Horses Want: Crazy, Josephine Bonus: Carbon* (keep your eyes on her, she's taking the podcast bonus point.)

That was stressful. No tornado for us, just high winds and small hail (so glad the size shrank from baseball sized!). Only got 2 indoor cats in carriers, 1 hid under bed.. need this to be easier in an emergency. I’ve seen 2 outdoor cats on camera, hope the other is ok. I really hate this.

Guys we have a tornado headed for us, please keep us in your thoughts

Why is the worst storm cell headed directly for us?? I hate this.

Watching severe storms headed our way and I’m a nervous wreck.. tornado, high winds and large hail. Wish I could scoop up the outdoor cats and keep them safe.. please send us storm-weakening thoughts! 🙏🏼

It feels like the devil’s asscrack outside. 🥵 My heat intolerance has gotten worse with menopause. I had to clean up dead bird parts that the cats left for me (thanks) and I feel horrible now. I’m laying down with fans and ice packs to get through and oh god, it isn’t even summer yet…🫠

I partly want to know how the Tori album listening parties go and also don’t because I don’t want to be spoiled by others’ opinions..

Real Life got real yesterday and I didn't get to post my wills & wants, but here they are for today's show. April 25: Amsterdam Round 2 ⛵ Will: God, Josephine Want: Honey, Mary Bonus: Body and Soulllllllll.. Here's to hoping I get points and no scary severe storms or more Real Life stuff today! 🤞

I'm pretty sure a few of you are up for celebrating this album's anniversary.. 😉

If you love a chart and Tori -- and I do - you're gonna love this.