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"no thank you I have plenty of sex toys already 🙂" me to subs who request sex stuff

NEW REVIEW of the We-Vibe Wand 2: carasutra.com/review/we-vi... What a fucking relief. What a fucking toy. What an addictive stream of body-shuddering, bone-deep orgasms I've enjoyed over the last four weeks. #SexToys #Vibrators #Masturbation #Orgasms #spon #aff

Wrapping my gloved fist around its neck, I slam its head back against the brick wall with brutal force. Blood seeps from a cut lip, its face bruised, its body covered with lacerations and welts from previous beatings.

Woke up, rolled over and whispered "I love you" to the air con

It's so good to be distracted through the days again, with aching areas and filthy memories from last night

Current mood 🥵😭

Fondly remembering the days when we used to joke that British summers were typically grey, cold, even rainy. #nostalgia #heatwave

“my genitals were skilfully slid down one of her thigh boots… The garment itself then instigated the humping motion, holding my cock firmly against the leather.” NEW: Part 4 of slave penny’s fantasy #FemDom diary: Loaned to a Cruel High-Ranking Slave. carasutra.com/2026/07/loan... #BDSM

All this World Cup chat reminds me of an erotic photo I took for a blog hop thing years ago ⚽ #WorldCup #erotic #photography #ImpliedNude #blackandwhite #football #soccer #toes #underboob

I say I'm risk averse but then I also send nudes to my husband whilst he's out with friends, so... 🤷‍♀️

I like that there are now Reactions on Gmail cos it means I can simply LOL-react to people offering me £20 to publish their soulless sponsored post

Lounge is finished, will update in Friday's newsletter with photos. carasutra.com/newsletter/ Kitchen is being finished this week too. Very exciting. #decorating #fuckoffmagnolia

When people say about things to do "don't worry, it'll still be there tomorrow!" and I'm like YES THAT IS THE PROBLEM

July is proving far too busy, esp with the challenge of pacing with M.E. A lot of it just leads to racing thoughts but physical inertia as I don't know where to begin. Also it's too fucking hot. All exciting/good stuff but wow, so sleepy 😴 I don't want to break myself.

Today: PEM crash from yesterday plus everything else lately, kitchen being painted, cleaner was also here today, it's still too fucking hot and someone attempted fraud via my bank account this afternoon. Which wasn't very nice. Not doing too well. Hope I feel better tomorrow.

Today I've been to a funeral. My nana-in-law. Never nice. Moving service and a lovely wake afterwards where we caught up with extended family.

"His cock was intimidatingly swollen. "Insert it," She commanded, and unceremoniously his dick slid into and filled my mouth, and pressed against my gagging throat." NEW: The third week of slave penny's #FemDom fantasy diary entries: A Brutal New Normality. carasutra.com/2026/06/brut... #BDSM

Please take a moment to unclench your jaw drop those shoulders do a big yawn then a big stretch remember to stop and just breathe don't forget to drink water 🤗 I'm proud of you and me and us 💕

Therapy was especially good today. My more positive and peaceful frame of mind recently helped me share things with my therapist that I hadn't, yet, even after going for a year. It's all progress. She said I look happier. I said after this week, yes. I am. 🤭😏😄 #therapy #libido #midlife #therapist

My newsletter is being sent out now, a little later than usual due to *gestures at everything* heatwave 🫠 ME assessment 😴 much, MUCH fuckery 💦

Had my therapy assessment appointment with the ME/CFS service. Long chat with a friendly lady over video call. Exhausted but validated; she's going to write to my GP that I meet all criteria for M.E. therefore I should soon have an official diagnosis. #spoonie #MECFS #chronicillness #disability

NEW personal post. TW: trauma, toxic parenting, various forms of abuse. it has taken me a long time to be able to get these messy thoughts together and write them out on the page. It was painful, and I cried a lot, but it's worth it. carasutra.com/2026/06/pare... #LifeUnscripted #parenting

This week has been a fucking ride

Felt like the right week to start watching Mating Season on Netflix. Same people who made Big Mouth, which we loved. Funny so far.

Holy fuck-me-now-Batman, she’s back. My libido is back. All the ins and outs 👉 carasutra.com/2026/06/retu...

Holy fuck-me-now-Batman, she’s back. My libido is back. All the ins and outs 👉 carasutra.com/2026/06/retu...

It's libido, not libidon't

A side effect of perimeno/HRT that they don't tell you about (not that they tell you much 🙄) is getting ENORMOUS tits. Plus, touching them is excruciatingly painful OR will take you instantly to the edge of orgasm. Never know what sort of day it is until I try. Didn't consent to the body modding 🥲😭

After the last couple of weeks, and with the long (and hard, and messy) events of last night seriously distracting me today, I think I'm going to have to write an update to my low libido post 😏 #smug #notsohumblebrag #aching #ShesBack

And now for a bit of Woody and Buzz. #cinema #ToyStory5

Feeling very lucky to have wonderful friends who do things like buy me flowers just because. 😊💐 #spoilt #wholesome

If you've always wanted to ride a sex machine but didn't know which one to choose, or were put off by high price tags (or suspiciously cheap ones!), I've got good news for you. 👉 carasutra.com/2026/06/thum... #Thumpr #SexMachines #FuckingMachine #sponsored

If you've always wanted to ride a sex machine but didn't know which one to choose, or were put off by high price tags (or suspiciously cheap ones!), I've got good news for you. 👉 carasutra.com/2026/06/thum... #Thumpr #SexMachines #FuckingMachine #sponsored

Silly me, did far too much when reorganising my office yesterday, and paying for it today. It will be a difficult day. Trying to rest but it's so difficult with so much to be done. #decorating #DIY #spoonie #Myalgicencephalomyelitis #ChronicIllness

So much of the historically acceptable ways of erotic pleasure is about specifically a man's pleasure. What he finds attractive, what he doesn't. What turns him on. #Sexuality #pleasure #Domme #Mistress #BDSM

The hotness of hearing My slave beg for a little pocket money to go out to the shops, and buy a dog bowl to eat all his meals out of from now on. Obviously that means on his hands and knees on the floor, like the filthy creature he is. #hot #PupPlay #Domme #Mistress #FemDom #BDSM

he already only drinks tepid water, he doesn't deserve better. I've decided that drinking from a glass is too much of a luxury for a filthy creature like him. he is to lap at it from a bowl instead, sending a video of his compliance for My amusement and arousal. #Mistress #Domme #FemDom #BDSM

Enjoying Zero Stars on YouTube. So funny. Been watching the final season of Stranger Things so it's a bit of light relief!

seductively singing 🎶 let's get it on 🎶 at my husband but I'm talking about the air con #perimeno #midlife #hotness

Finally starting the final series of Stranger Things. Glad we got through series 4, that was *grim*. Good in hindsight but there were so many gory parts 😩

"Sorry, can't. Busy." 😏

A brief update (well, it was *supposed* to be brief 🙈) will be going out to my newsletter subscribers in about half an hour. ...turns out I'm not very good at 'brief' 😄

In a brand new area of my blog, my long-term FemDom slave penny confesses his darkest submissive fantasies as if they were his everyday reality. I introduce his fantasy diary (with crucial disclaimers and warnings) here: carasutra.com/2026/06/extr... #FemDom #BDSM #Kink #Fetish

Trying to embrace all my phases as a natural part of life, just like the seasons of the year. Feeling quieter right now, and that's ok.

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