I mean I thought about another save file in stardew valley but the chances I see it through to reach perfection are zero tbh.

Trying to play something other than heartopia this weekend but nothing is clicking atm.

I miss my baby boy so much. Im so sorry pumpkin.

Tried to take a nap with my weighted stuffed panda because I physically can’t keep thinking about my dog…I slept on and off for about an hour and now I’m wide awake. 😡

Anyway I opened ten packs tonight and I got some goodies

The way I process grief is to get obnoxiously high and order a twelve pack of Cinnabon delights from Taco Bell

Sorry for the unrealistic expectations but my bf should really take tomorrow off work to be there for me while I grieve.

Had a horrible mental health day yesterday and the universe really hit me with a “it’s ok. Tomorrow will be much worse”

my old boss even reached out to send her condolences like…? When it comes to animals people really are so sweet.

I’ll love this little guy always ❤️❤️❤️

TW: animal death Our family dog is being put to sleep this afternoon. He gave me an incredible 13 years. We haven’t had to do this in a long time. Despite seeing it coming for some time, My heart is shattered.

I love my little kidcore home 🏠

I’ve been looking through indeed every day trying to find a job listing for a position working with animals in some way but there’s NOTHING. I ised to be a dog bather at my local petco but I quit because my anxiety got the better of me. Now I regret quitting everyday.

Such a bad mental health day.

My best friend had to delete her egge account because her bf found out and he’s not exactly very nice to her to say the least. She sent me a voice message about it and then deleted it once I listened to it. im sobbing I hope she’s safe.

This perfume literally makes me feel like a fairy princess, especially after a shower. 🧚 🌟 They don’t make this scent anymore so I’m hanging onto it for dear life.

Thinking back on my teenage years and truly cannot believe I used to think dating someone who would tell me “it’s ok I like fat girls” was ever okay.

Heartopia and my Miley Cyrus playlist 😌💕

I have so many games that I never gave a proper chance to; and backlogged them way too soon. Some I want to revisit are Binding of Isaac, Dave the diver, vampire survivors and Dinkum. (Emphasis on binding of issac- I have afterbirth+ and would like to look into repentance if I got into it)

My hands are numb after brushing all the snow off my car 🥶

The gummy finally kicked in after I ate some food. Gonna forget today even happened and go to sleep.

Not even 🍃 is helping me today. I should’ve never gotten out of bed.

My upstairs neighbor is finally moved in after almost 10 months of noisy renovations and she’s STILL going to be my thirteenth reason bc she stomps SO loudly and constantly drops shit on the floor. Truly I think I was just born to suffer.

It’s 18 and snowing right now. Back to -4 tomorrow. I wanna move.

I’m showing my bf potential purses I wanna buy (Care Bears, Pokemon themed ones, etc) and he’s just grinning and shaking his head. Like why do you have to destroy what’s left of my whimsy lmao.

Our shower drain froze :)

Went outside just to run my car for a few in the cold and HOLY SHIT. it’s not even as bad as it was this morning but I’m dying. It’s -2 right now.

I think I’m going to play cult of the lamb tonight 😈

Low of -9 tomorrow, and -8 Saturday. Joy.

I am very aware that heartopia uses ai and I respect those who choose not to play it for that reason. I would just like the same respect for choosing to continue playing. Idk. I feel like it’s not that hard.

How did Emily Osment go from playing an iconic role in Hannah Montana, to playing a character in a Young Sheldon spinoff? What a downgrade lmao.

Hope everyone is having a good Thursday, enjoy another finished mystery color by number!

Literally feel like I’m on my deathbed today. But bfs getting off work early and bringing home Taco Bell. So that’s nice at least.

I love my best friend so much

I cleaned the entire bathtub/shower! It needed it so bad and I was holding it off forever. But it’s nice showering in a clean space now 🌟

Animals love me 🌟🥹

I keep getting emails from indeed saying “(old job) is hiring!” “Apply now for (old job position)” Bro, I beg you to reconsider sending me these triggering emails.

I didn’t know there was a mastery system for most collectibles in this game?! Apparently I’m a blueberry jam apprentice since I’ve cooked it 160 times 🤣

I’m choosing Heartopia over taking a nap…who even am I?

Deadpool & Wolverine has the best opening credits out of any movie I’ve ever seen. Bye Bye Bye is an absolute banger.

It’s supposed to be -9 degrees on Saturday. That’s gone up since yesterday when it said -16. I hate Chicago.

I got to sleep on clean sheets last night so that was really nice.

I have nothing positive to say so I’m just getting off here for the night. Maybe all day tomorrow too.

Not me naming all my pets in Heartopia after different gems. So far I have Onyx and Geode 💎💕

I’m also really jumpy apparently bc my bf just coughed and I almost jumped out of my seat.

In such a sour mood rn :(

My favorite thing by far in Heartopia is when you’re at your house doing whatever, and a stranger stops by and starts being super friendly for no reason. I’ve had randoms come by my house and water my crops, emote a bunch, give me food, or just say hi and add me. Like wow this is such a cute game!!!

I love my kitchen! You could say I like cooking in this game 👀

Head pats and forehead kisses soothe the soul 🌟

Heartopia is out on steam! God i hope it works on my steam deck; I am sick of draining my phone battery on this game, as much as I love it.