lmao at these notifs ill have you know im listening to shinee last christmas right now

mark lee and taemin are the two Jesus Warriors of kpop but they could not be more different in the way they express it

MARK LEE VOICE LIFE IS A BASTARD!!!!!!

*heaves a huge begrudging sigh* spaghetti is a great song. and the version with jhope is better

listen can we talk about how shinee are the ONLY ppl who covered last christmas without making it less campy but still made it more artistic AND more gay

soothed is the wrong word more like locked the fuck in and on alert for fuckboy behavior

baekhyun is undeniable tbh. listening to bambi album while doing some website work and it is keeping me soothed like a housecat watching bird tv

RATTLING THE BARS!!! TAEMINNIE!!!!!!!

taemin makes me feel the way I feel looking at fluffy little baby animals. but also like theres a huge fucking tiger in the room

ive gotta steal his blond on bottom black on top hair for kaz… and the blond with black tips which is SO indulgent only an idol can maintain that hair

taemin becomes such a little baby the second hes around someone older wah

lay not lau sorry for the disrespect lay hang in there

CRYING at exo end of year performance like thanks to kyungsoo kai chanyeol and suho they can just about hold on to the exo sound and vibe BUT SEHUN IS SO USELESS LOL

I love firing off inscrutable sentences that maybe four ppl understand lol

onew lightstick very cute and the having it be contained in a shinee diamond is v sweet. also its continually funny to me that onew is leaning into his “im just a cutie wittle baby bunny :3” thing when his appeal is that hes a grizzled depressed industry vet (imo)

a devoutly buddhist idol is so funny to me. a holiday album full of sutras

every day I forget what I put in my worship ideas doc and every day it makes me laugh

I wouldnt say observing my idols death anniversary is something I look forward to but I like spending the day thinking of jonghyun, loving him, missing him as intensely and luxuriously as I want. I love you forever mister

eight years is a long time… I feel things that were once so important slipping away slowly but the core feelings dont change. its crazier that its been ten years since base, view, mttm etc… that era of him and group is crystal clear in my mind even now

had a good cry so tonight I will crack open some wine and watch videos and light a candle and laugh and swoon and cry some more probably. my golden boy

peony posted such a beautiful picture I havent seen before

*holding and speaking to my photocard* Soon. You Will Realize

and like, its just such a sweet sentimental thing to do in general. kib is very good about that… im glad I went to his show. nice to see him confident and happy. its good to see all of them as the best version of themselves it just wrecks me that jh wont get that chance too

one thing about kib concert: he played runaway as the pre-show hype song just like shinee always does for swc and it almost made me burst into tears. I thought Id never hear jonghyuns voice soaring thru a concert hall ever again

made myself sad at this concert lol. I mean it was a really good show but it really made me miss my poor sweet guy. nothing to do but make art about it

EXID UP AND DOWN! THE ACTUAL GREATEST POP SONG EVER MADE

I like when a place is so overstimulating it forces me to relax in response <—- mentally ill person

alone at a pocha and the greatest song in the world has come on (bouncy k hot chili pepper) while bae bae plays on the tv

me and a couple of my best friends spent like… 1+ hours analyzing the catholicism of the veil mv and then I went to a bk halloween party dresed as a kpop music video reject and now im quite drunk lol

tho baekhyun would annoy the shit out of me irl kyungsoo is more my type 😔 extremely so actually 😔😔😔

exo brain firing on all cylinders rn lay is back/cbx lawsuit on fire/watched twenty seconds of sehun and kai sniffing a babys head/admitting to myself I think baekhyun is criminally hot lol

unrelated this pic of taemin is making me crazy. fuckboy outfit putting on lip tint like a 12 year old girl looking tiny as hell

its time to become the freak of all time bc if no one got me I know fellow freaks got me

MARK LEE VOICE: LIFE IS A BASTARD

very lucky to be surrounded by love, warmth, patience and kindness and grateful to finally be able to recognize it all…

the ryoko kui exhibit really got my gears turning… she is a genius draftsperson but she also has a great design team, assistants, and a really good editor. she started indie/webcomics and made her way into publishing…. we could all do so much more with the kind of support she had

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS LASAGNA HEAD

also a variant that is sexier tbh

*dark souls voice* urge processed

shinee making lucifer at the collective age of 19 is so funny

wip

top five idol group stings lets go

*mark lee voice* life is a bastard

who is EVER gonna do it like red velvet again man. rv are the last inheritors of a legacy that is crumbling at this very moment

recently feeling a real distaste for digital drawing and pull towards paper instead… which I will honor but one is much more convenient for work and its not paper lol

I wanna watch super m stuff sometimes bc individually I think theyre funny but together they are so toxically bro-y lmao

saw txt tonight and got taco bell after which member of txt do you think loves taco bell

kaz’s eyelashes should be so lush and heavy that they make his eyes droop thus giving him perma bedroom gaze this is KEY to his appeal

slowly becoming reobsessed with my own character. All according to plan

resigning myself to my wrapped this year being entirely ateez