Man, it's so sad that I can't just draw anymore.

Of course Hades II comes out while I can't play it . Looks like I'm watching friends play it this time round

My Sleep Token concert outfit made it in the mail today and y'all ain't ready 👀👀👀

Me, @bobertotter.bsky.social and his partner did a thing. Look at my precious tripod.

Trying to figure out how to set up a joycon for my pc because the doctor told me I have to rest the muscles in my forearm. So I can't press buttons. I really do gotta be out here living like I only have one arm. What is my life???

Throw back from a while back when my beautiful talented friend drew these for me. I love them so much 😭

Welp, I got medicine for nerve pain, a brace and a referral for occupational therapy. I go back in 3 months to touch base and maybe talk about surgery if nothing else works. This doc seems to think my last surgery wasn't done properly. Not surprising with my luck XD

Oh boy, I have a hand surgeon consult bright and early tomorrow. Here's hoping they have a solution.

Oh jeez I can't wait to see the surgeon this week cause I am dying right now. I felt so close to normal for barely 2 hours after my deep tissue massage but afterwards it has been so bad. This is 1,000% The worst it has ever been and I need to be put out to pasture. Jesus H Christ

I'm only just now realizing that may have been a bad idea to get a flu shot, a deep tissue massage, acupuncture and cupping all done in barely 2 days Listen, a specialist told me that there was nothing he could do to help me. I threw a pity party then got back to trying to get better.

I did acupuncture and cupping today to add to the laundry list of things to combat my severe chronic pain. The cupping looks like I got into a fight with an octopus and lost. XD I also got a deep tissue massage. Here's hoping in a few days I'll be feeling better, cause right now I'm sore as fuck.

HAHAHA Literally, 5 years to the heckin day. I had release surgery for my wrist. Just went back to an orthopedic specialist because the pain is relentless, and now I'm set up to see another surgeon for another release surgery. What fucking luck.

My arm has been max hurty for almost 2 weeks straight. I'm laying on a bunch of futons in my living room cause sitting up straight hurts. Someone feed me junk food and tell me I'm pretty

Me listening to Ethel Cain's New album. I've only made it to Dust Bowl. Those wind chimes started playing and it felt like home and now I'm fucking DEAD.

Got hit on today in the middle of the produce section of a grocery store. And I made the realization that with like 2 exceptions, every encounter I have had where a man asks me out is the exact same with the exact same kinda guy. And it's been like this since I was a teen. What on earth???

I haven't done a twitch stream in so long. But I kinda wanna make another vtuber model for fun. It's so difficult, but also lots of fun. And I feel like there's even more complex things you can do with models in just the 6 months it's been since I made my last one.

When I moved outta Texas, I was gifted an heirloom from my grandmother. An axis buck that my uncle had taxidermied for my grandpa after a hunting trip together. It was a gift from his son, who was kind enough to let me have it.

I got a cute marker board for our place to hang on our fridge. @bobertotter.bsky.social drew this on our grocery list. He is a tummy ache survivor.

I just wanna be Bea Arthur from the golden girls when I grow up , but @bobertotter.bsky.social keeps saying I'm not mean enough, and that I can't lie.

I was at the Trader Joe's today with my family. When I walked in, I Could feel and see a woman staring very intently at me. Soon after she asked if she could take a selfie with me and if she could post it on Instagram.

Brought to you by my hiragana practice notebook, may I present, Why??? Been using my left hand for practicing writing in general, but I'm also gearing up for learning Japanese. The doodle was done with my non-dominant hand, and honestly?? Not bad.

I swear, I've been looking high and low for the perfect dress for a concert I'm going to next month. At this point,I wish I knew how to sew, cause it is so hard finding a dress that can cover all of my tiddy and has the proper vibe I'm looking for.

I can't believe that K Pop Demon Hunters hit me straight in the family and mommy issues. The audacity. I'm not gonna quote it, but damn it had a solid 3 lines specifically that I was like " FUCK ".

One of my good friends sent me a funny picture. And when I responded with "Me" she turned around and drew Koigle. She's so dang talented.

Me, laying with my partner. Me: Oh my goodness, a tall glass of water just for me? I could drink you right up.~ Him: I'm full of piss.

I have been manic all day. I tried to lay down to sleep it off, and my arm, all the way from my fingers to down the back of my shoulder is absolutely wrecking me. It's 4 in the morning.It is so important for my mental health that I sleep properly.But it is just not feasible when I hurt so heckin bad

Did you know that @bobertotter.bsky.social 's bones are purple??? He ate so many sea urchins that his bones are heckin PURPLE. Wild.

Sad girl dinner

Not now Kitten, Nettles by Ethel Cain just dropped and I am WRECKED.

I'm seranading @caffiendmonster.bsky.social with Ethel Cain and he doesn't like my singing.

Another throw back from 2020 I am super proud of.

About a year ago, I was considering redrawing Self Rising Pinkie for fun. I wrote out a new script and go as far as designing these 3 of the mane 6. I had a lot of fun with it!

Combing through all of my art over the years and found this. I did this , trying to do something more painterly during the pandemic. I remember getting really frustrated and quitting. But looking at it now. 5 years later. It's not so bad!

Sadly 6 months after I got a steriod shot in my wrist, the pain has come back full force in my entire arm. So now I have to start this song an dance again. I am right back where I started last year. And I have been dealing with it in total for almost 6 years now.

Some sketches I did with Koigle and @bobertotter.bsky.social 's Ciro. I really love these. I like to think that Koigle is super jealous of big fluffy tails. XD

It's easier to screencap this instead of posting it in a million smaller posts. Thank you all so much for the support over the years. I will stripping my page here of any previous hyper and muscle work I've done, and no longer draw that material moving forward. My FA and X however will remain up!

Sleep Token dropped tickets last week so I'm seeing them in LA October. Then Ethel Cain dropped her tour dates today and I'm hoping to go see her in Texas with my sister. If brakence comes out with any news then I'll just fucking perish

Managed to swipe some Sleep Token tickets for me , my partner and his partner. Took an hour and I am high key STRESSED. So many things went wrong, but I'm just glad I got em.

Started packing up an entire house to move to LA and it hit me just how much work it is. But it'll be over in a month!

Just a heads up, I'm prepping for a cross country move that's happening in March or April. I'm gonna be out for the next week and a half looking for a new place, so no posts from me until then! <3

These next few years are looking to be quite adventurous for me. Never thought I'd be where I am and where I'm heading. But I'm excited and ready to go. <3

Hello and welcome back to Koigle listens to WAY too much Ethel Cain

She seems like she'd dye her wing tips for funzies.

Sitting pretty and lookin' cute doin' it! <3

On that note, look how beautiful my Durge is 😭

Forever doomed to never finish Baldur's Gate 3.