My favorite characters in Zatch Bell as a kid were lowkey giving mayhem

My breakfast obsession as of late has been one pot noodle soups with anything left in the fridge

Staring at my watchlisted eBay offers

Setting up a plex media server is a gamechanger

Rewatched AHS hotel last night and mother was stiff as hell. She’s improved so much though

Staying sane by making myself a syllabus

Save yourself the headache by not installing windows 11 (August update) if you have multiple ssds 🙃

Audible is narrowing their premium library with these credit options and it’s making me want to jump off a cliff

I'm at a point where the only video essays I'll watch are from before 2023 because I can't stand how so many of them have ai images/voiceovers now

Might have pulled an all nighter beating Hades 2…

A new 2 hour Madonna interview I’m gonna eatttt

After a weekend of cleaning a hoarder house I don’t want to see any clutter in my space ever again

Some jackass walked past me while I was at the craft store and played the stereotypical Chinese sound. Love living in Oklahoma

What an exhausting 2 weeks jfc

New (old) camera from 2012 has a better zoom than my iphone 14 pro omfg

Watching a snow white doc and I love these little guys

Had a dream I was dating a girl and I broke up with her by singing vanish into you ??¿¿

Practicing Joni on guitar is so annoying because she keeps changing the tuning for every song

Fragrantica being infested with alt right pipeliners is so funny bc I shouldn’t at all be surprised 😭

My guitar finds me

Dhl just hit me with the trump tariffs

Looking for a digicam for the gaga concert to buy around Christmas and I might as well buy another ticket

Getting into the habit of doing pushups throughout the day again so I don’t become perceptually noodle armed and flat chested

Can’t believe I’m being nostalgic for 2021-23

Morning readings on Lacanian psychoanalysis on desire that really got me: “Desire is an endless pursuit deriving from a feeling of lack”. And loving this human symptom* within yourself is what will ultimately set you free when you’re able to guide it through a healthy process

A beautiful day AND I got Gaga tickets 🙂‍↕️

It’s a beautiful day today ☀️

I’m gonna make a delicious enchilada tonight

September is such a wild month

Not to get emotional on a Tuesday morning but I was feeling down again so I decided to go through all my old playlists and dedicate September to listening to all my favorite songs again. Sometimes you have to remind yourself of the things that moved you to pull you out from being too deep in thought

Remembered I could just write research papers for fun

MAYHEM’S TOYBOX Digitally sculpted and rendered by me

It’s a full moon tonight 🌕

It’s also made me return to my Taoist/Buddhist upbringing by interrogating those concepts and applying them with Jungian psychology, Hermetic Qabalah, and Tantra to find commonalities in their own frameworks. Information aside, I feel like the imagery alone has been something deeply inspiring

What I’ve learned while studying psychology in correlation with theurgy is that early frameworks of intellectualization eventually developed into belief through doctrine as a way of creating divine structure. Everyone’s basically trying to say the same thing. Perhaps I’m turning into a perennialist?

Jail to whoever said the dead dance was on par with AbracaSMASHbra

Paid off 2 of my loans pls clap

Been so underwater lately that I haven’t been able to wrap up this project that I want finished by tomorrow for ****. It’s either by then or Halloween

Ultra lean muscular men scare me

This is the culprit

I have a hummingbird feeder outside my window and one of the birds have become so territorial that it started to bully the others when they try to drink. I'm gonna name him Hungry Humphry

ily wiki commons

Listening to live to tell outside while it’s thundering and lightening

My OneNote online app synced with my (offline) pc app and wiped everything 😀

The new Roblox gaga collab is making me think of when IMVU and WeeWorld were popular and it’s making me so nostalgic 😭

The kids can bring back skinny jeans if they want but leave the V necks BEHIND

Unfortunately this is me

Made two large loan payments this month. Someone put me out of my misery