everyone hates me i just don’t have proof

144 mb of storage ^~^

i don’t want to cook i don’t want to clean or cry i just want to lay here and fucking rot it never stops the world never stops its its too much

update it exploded and now i feel bad and lonely and i hate myself even more

hurts everyone around them and always gets ignored by the rest award

gonna kmsone of these days ngl

no one gaf about me ✌️

yeah im not cleaning my room im rlly clingy for her but cant text rn and i just am gonna bed rot and hold my pillow thinking about her again for the 3rd day in a row..

“i should clean my room today” the humble distraction:

every day is harder then the last

cinnamon chocolate coffee cake i burnt a little

genuinely 4k movies look worse i don’t wanna see every detail im not supposed to be able too i only need the focus of the shot stop it

its not that i hate straight ppl i just dont like when they make it their whole personality yk?

hi stewie from the family guy

how am i supposed to be single i can’t lick my own pits clean and how am I supposed to wash my back?

genuinely my family makes me wanna scream i have to constantly get after my siblings to actually clean up and wash themselves and the things they own especially my littlest brother he doesn’t socialize ever and so he acts like a chud

shock and awe the company that tired to charge my parents a shit ton extra for insurance also runs ai slop ads

being without them feels like torture

im justbaby the whole world is too much constantly so much it hurts my head i just want mama to hold me all day ugh #ageregression #ageplay

i want my wife to bruise me it makes me excited and feel loved by her.

yk what fine ill be weird on bluesky

i fucking hate chewy cookies this shit feels like im eating it uncooked cookies totally absolute texture failure

okay im fine now

genuinely tho why do ppl just hate me

i guess i should probably talk here and socialize and grow this acc cuz there is less slop and the algorithm kinda works on this website but like idk its not problematic enough here im weird like rlly weird and this place is kinda too chill for the stuff i post

it just kinda feels like alot of interactions online r fake and i don’t like that i don’t want popular posts i just wanna socialize with ppl i like and its hard to do that here if websites keep shadow banning me especially twitter

crazy how social media is kinda just useless if ur a small account that posts anything other than interaction bait

she makes my stomach ache but i think if my stomach ever stopped aching for her id cry i like the ache the butterflies what is love without pain the pain of constant longing at every moment apart without that ache that misery of separation the time together wouldn’t feel quite so beautiful

im so normal i have done nothing all week but lay in bed thinking about her i guess its better then laying in bed depressed tho

fell asleep thinking about her and then woke up thinking about her

i don’t rlly think i could ever date multiple people i don’t really want too i don’t need it i don’t crave it or even rlly think about it i just want my gf and her only thats enough for me her love alone is more then enough to make me happy for life

sitting withwife while she plays games life is good..

i probably shouldn’t have gotten into another relationship knowing my mental state especially long distance but i have never been known for making good decisions and besides i love her and thats all that rlly matters

im so clingy and weird i need to always be next to my wife wahhhhhhhhh

twitter shadow banned me for saying i wannakms yeah bro that will make me less suicidal taking away my twitter friends

stress makes me genuinely want to scream and tearmy body apart

wife who always hugs me and kisses me and wahhh why can’t i live with wife

wahhhhhhhhh imbaby..

talking to my wife on my compuytor 💻

teleporting my wife to my location like in the hit 2009 game minecraft

i feel like lois griffin when i post

blehhhh

wife is awesome and cool and pretty

maybe i should just get it over with but i dont know yk its like this is miserable but its all i know

rushed again award

whats the point

did i ever post this this is the prototype for azona

tummy always hurts award