tried to put my thoughts about everything with regards to Amane Kanata's graduation. It's a mess I can't truly put into words, but I tried my best.

ive tried putting into words my feelings with kanata's announcement but its just impossible right now... maybe after a few days of processing it can be possible...

is vegemite australian ごはんですよ?

so ive mentioned before on stream that the one holoen concert id love to see happen & be able to go to would be a kiara concert bc i think it'd go hard, & it manifests AND we get ina! AND i'll be able to be there to see it live, thanks to "Other Best Friend" im actually in tears

hi so update on lack of my semi-regular mid day streams and why they havent been happening after QFM. I'm kinda stuck in a rut. (this is might turn into a long chain lol) when i originally started, i wanted to be a bit more than just streaming games, and wanted to do more creative stuff...

POV: youre about to be tossed into the river after getting some brand new shoes made of cement

ive consumed all the hawaiian rolls :(

i cant stop eating them

i now know why so many people just have people dedicated to model making/rigging do their outfits and what not. i just spent 2 days doing an outfit swap and cool i learned how to do it. i just have no brain left aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hi yes the perfect way to convince people that you are [Human] is to constantly tell people you are human, i would know this because i am very much human.

also today i found my missing thinkpad t440 that holds a lot of sentimental value to me. i got it during a time when i was pretty broke when i was getting by barely by doing PC repairs, and managed to scoop this up in pretty good condition for $50 (it was from an office liquidating old laptops)...

my mom knows ive been feeling down, and even though she can't understand what im going through, she really does try to do what she can to make me feel better and got me these really pretty mums (ive been eyeing some mums for awhile)

i failed no nut november everyone.... im sorry. i just had to eat a peanut butter sandwich with jelly

i went "trick or treat" ing with other fellow human beings, but i only got things that would harm me :(

yay! my nimi merch came in!!! i love the little bonuses too! they're so cute #nimagery

me going to the bathroom and seeing a loathesome earwig, capturing it with a bottlecap and trying to use chopsticks to grab it for 5 minutes, finally getting it and feeding it to my friend. friend happy now

give your brain some oxygen in the fireblu dimension

あああああああああ 14分未満！！！！ #PSO2NGS

an english speaker is helping a japanese person with their PC. the japanese person says "can you tell me what type of port this is" and points to it. the english speaker says "oh, that's USB-C" the japanese person says "but which type?"

I do not "get" app. Why must i order my Food with an App. Can I not just hand you my $5 bill to get my food?

うわああああああああああ かわいいかわいいかわいいかわいいかわいいかわいいかわいいかわいい

now that my body is letting me get a smooth 8 hours of sleep a night without help, it is also telling me "hey you should take a nap" every hour like its trying to make up for a week+ of insomnia

no stream today, my insomnia finally getting to my body and i can barely even sit up

quake from memory is done and so is whatever left of my sanity

15 hours of sleep this week body cramps in full force heart issues popping back up stomach blowing up on me 2 job apps rejected wish i had the energy to stream augh

ソロヴァエル記念写真ｗ #PSO2NGS__SS #メンテの日なのでssを貼る

地獄に落ちろヴァエル

ああああああああああ

ソロヴァエル試み でも、俺のギアはソロない ワイヤEX-Cスタイル面白いｗ でもパルチEXーＣちょっと悪いｗ 多分スキルリングクリア？（でも今はソロが下手ですｗｗｗ

you got aof3?

heyo so streams will be delayed a bit until weather is a bit more friendly to me. its sitting at the edge of cool and hot because of the humidity and if i push my pc too hard it'll feel like a butterfly exhibit and my poor genuine human body will melt. i want to return to robocop + QFM soon :(

how do you use a lemon squisher? do you have the flesh face the nipple of the squisher, or have the skin face the nipple? please let me know

doing a short surprise stream of "quake from memory" www.twitch.tv/satomizuki

yay! thanks to everyone who donated during my stream week of punishm---fun! was able to pick this up, and already without much messing with settings it sounds so much better! with a mic arm and some settings maybe i can finally talk without having to "talk loud" (my voice is so quiet)

danielson going home after that ppv with the shakes and itches

the DOOK QUEUE returns ~10mins and PLEASE PLEASE NO MORE BATTLELORDS www.twitch.tv/satomizuki

the DOOK QUEUE will be starting at 5pm pst today! www.twitch.tv/satomizuki

a gift from my dad! local pc shop got a shipment in and he knows how much ive been wanting to mess around with one

www.twitch.tv/satomizuki The General.

www.twitch.tv/satomizuki DAY 3 OF FUNDS RAISING STREAM - Journey to The General. Face off with The General tomorrow.

in 30 minutes, the return of DOOM Corruption Cards + Viewer Hostility makes its triumphant return for Day 2 of Funds Raising week! www.twitch.tv/satomizuki

well, it was fun being able to work out pretty hard while my body let me. these periods are getting so infrequent these days its really saddening. i could only do 2 miles last night with 0 resistance on the bike and my body was like nah youre back to being shit

sadly there wont be a stream today, wanted to do one every day but my hands are completely blown. forgot how strict st execution was, but stream week will continue wed with doom corruption cards!

sadly, couldnt get the ST secret ending.... and also FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

day1 of funds raising stream is starting soon! (should be live around 3pm pst) www.twitch.tv/satomizuki

うあああ　レイティーロッドGET!（でもレイティービジュアルは。。。ひどいよｗ ピュラスとスティル悪い思い出ｗ）#pso2

gherkin