i need to treat myself like a friend more often.

when i’m worried about doing something that could be cringe, i try to imagine how i’d react if a friend did the same thing and i often find the answer is i wouldn’t mind and am able to do more things!

Ok im done fr

please may my period just come and go already, i am done being sad

fiction addiction

since i cut my dad out of my life, sometimes i think about the good times and am tempted to reach back out. but then i remember all the fucking horrible times and i don’t ❤️

im not a real k/emono friends fan but black dragon can fucking get it, she’s so hot

sometimes it feels like im speaking an archaic form of english that nobody but me understands

TODAY IS THE ONLY DAY YOU CAN REPOST THIS!!!

i watched Ford v Ferrari and loved it

when you say the wrong thing in a conversation and can feel the sims -- symbol appear 🤢

I found more joy in life this way.

mercury brainrot…………………… release me……………………………………

love to see posts about how it’s okay to be cringe bc the fear of being cringe really holds me back from doing a lot of things i enjoy (rp, art, etc.)

Reminder that whether you draw fast or slow, polished or sketchy, get lots of likes or none, that is your art. It's not slop, it's not worth less than others, it's beautiful and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

im trying really hard to break my habit of shitting on myself

often the answer for me really is to go fucking eat something

*oink*

im so cringe but we live on ig

i should really draw things for my main but im still in horny hell and wanna make more nsfw hehe

fuck i missed simp sunday

shitting in the morning is your body exorcising any demons that plagued you the night before

go to bed at 1 wake up at 4. who wanted sleep?

All the time.

part of me is glad the med increase is helping w the hypo/ma/nia but another part is like, disappointed, bc now im gonna go back to getting zero art done probably

that space between the boobs and neck… im allergic to drawing it

[sigh] robots ❤️

went to bed at midnight woke up at 4am. love it

hunter said if me, tippi, and mable were in re/po that we’d be the robe, a gnome, and the animal

my brutally honest bff called casey a self insert and i was so mad bc there is definitely some overlap LOL fuck i didn’t try to make a self insert i swear

to this day ive made the only cul and rion duet and i expect to be the only person that will make more youtu.be/bbdOotB-kVA?...

might be that season where i get back into voc/aloid

saw psych today. increasing dose on my mood stabilizer. glad

anyway time to take advantage of this and get as much art done as possible

i know the hypomania returneth when i wake up bright eyed and bushy tailed after four hours of sleep instead of my usual 10-12

i think the hypomania’s back

hell yeah just make it exist. thats been a big motivator for me lately

saw a post i liked on tumblr today.....didnt see that they'd posted it on their account here but i wish they would its a sentiment that resonated w me more than making "good" art it's just important to make art....thanks man

i love [character i can’t talk about]!!! they’re so cute!!!!! i want to pinch their cheeks!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna kiss them!!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH

making hot ocs like youtu.be/q2RQyrp6j_A?...

how to get closer to someone without having to initiate conversation……….. it’s a “can’t” i fear

ok im less proud of the dr/awing now that im seeing it with a clearer head LOL but regardless im proud of the effort that i put in

current nsfw dr/awing is a big challenge for me bc i usually draw nsfw of va/gina havers. i only have ever drawn disembodied dicks, never the full package lol

ngl i usually rush nsfw drawings but i am very lovingly taking my time with this one… hehehe >////<

im gonna say this really loud this morning i really need everyone who thinks theyre being annoying about the things they love to do it more. do it louder. your happiness is so special and wonderful to witness and i hope you learn to love the space you take up in this world like we all love it

oooough hurt/comfort story where mercury brings me a hot compress and anti-diarrhea pills on my period

it’s simp sunday! Kaim from Nightmare Harem. He comes across as a cold and stern butler but you find out he’s actually playful and teasing, and always was. He’s the type that says something that seems like criticism with a straight face but it’s really a playful poke.

dude this sucks i wanna go back to drawing porn

i now have three different kinds of eye drops on my nightstand looool