lets be honest i'm never going to relisten to all of S5, I never could get past getting to Basira again, I need. the transcripts.

I'm frankly a hair away from telling the company to fuck themselves and just not go to the US. Like. I can read a sign from destiny at this point.

what if i downloaded windows movie maker again

me: i'm sad youtube: have you heard of this one video, "Bad boy - A Jonelias AMV"

hormones :(

HD remaster

I was so productive yesterday and today i just dont wannaaaa. Except i do, you know? But i dont. But i do.

I have too many OCs, i want to go back trying to learn to draw coz i want those YA kids to be drawn as COOL and BADASS except my skills are so poor T_T.

Penelope, watching a Seagull steal someone's food: ...transcendent. Oh, to achieve that glorious viciouness--

what taste like dark chocolate and has the same nutritional value but isn't as expensive as dark chocolate plz

Thinking of the play (YES AGAIN, RQ I KNOW ITS NOT EVEN BE A MONTH BUT PLZ RELEASE IT) and like. Did they give me everything I wanted? Yes. But also, somehow, MORE? There are (dubcon) outfits. There's confirmation Jon's safe place is the Archives. There's jmart roleplay. And also jonelias is real,

SURELY someone out there will be rooting for Rudy to be happy. Surely. and Someone Else won't care for happiness they'll just want to explore sexily the messed up relationship between him and Aniyah,--

Does anyone actually browse people's ko-fi pages and read their posts? Does anyone with ko-fi pages actually /use/ the blog post option?

Should I watch Hazbin Hotel

Sometimes, very rarely, I get Such A Moment of Pure Unadultered Joy that I want to flap my hands around and wiggle everywhere and being reminded of what happened in the play i'm like. god yeah. god yes. that was exactly the feeling that night. I mean i held hands instead of jumping around but,

me, staring at the tower falling after I've purposefully kicked until it went down, then glancing down at my tarot deck with deep frustration: this is all your fault, Tarot

Gamer friends are so important, who else are you supposed to turn to when you have to change all your computers?

props to WSJ for once on a useful notion, ADMIN PARTY for everybody

This is how murderers are made

You just know im not someone who usually have trouble falling asleep because whenever it takes me more than 30 min to fall asleep i start to get sooo angsty and frustrated over it,, anyway im in hell rn brain refuses to shut up and its not even about sexy priests

This. Do you know how many ideas I have for comics, audio dramas, animations, comedy videos, short stories, etc that the world doesn't know about because I can't afford to make them happen? UBI would allow me to work MORE, not less. Because I love what I do. I don't love that I don't have the money.

i cant believe the priest isn't sexy

they need to release the play i want to talk about a funny moment plz; but waiting that i'm left to say that at the beginning alex and jonny said they were wildly miscast for their role but i actually think Alex truly nailed it.

I send my first job application 🙏

I like how i am already anxious going on a like 3 weeks trip to the US and the travel agency and the flights keep adding their flair to it by just shifting things every two seconds

I wanted to learn more about gargoyles after visiting Notre Dame, and so I got this book from the library and proceeded to get jump scared by the table of contents 😆

im watching themed parks ride again..........

I need that Lessons in Chemistry gal to come to my house and tell me exactly what i'm doing wrong with my cooking that it just doesn't taste that good no matter what

you know things are dire when i go back to my old crush's profile and go "what if i fell in love with her again" despite the fact we don't talk anymore except for like once a year when i have a professional question about publishing

i need,, pizza. its been so long since i've eaten a proper, made into a pizzeria, pizza....

Looking through job ads is realizing that all I need to succeed in life is 1. get rid of my overwhelming anxiety and 2. somehow finally manage to get a hint of confidence in myself

god looking for new jobs is so aggravating. "You're made for this job if you want to give the client a Full ExperienceTM" and it's selling a microwave to them. Just. Shut up. Plz. Nobody goes to a store looking for a Full ExperienceTM

I know everybody and their mothers are aware of this and wants this, but gosh Brennan is such a good DM and I would love to be a fraction of this good one day...

Agnes #art #tma

I'm super proud to collaborate with @rustyquill.com again! These Victorian inspired posters were created for MAGNUS LIVE: The Hilltop! I posted some process sketches in my socials~ Thank you so much for the Rusty Quill team that trusted me to illustrate these posters! #magnuslive

Once im wealthy im funding all scientifics efforts towards teleportation.

watching taylor swift's conspiracy theories are fascinating

I never finished Frankenstein, and I've not watched the new movie, my dash on tumblr is, however, full of people who either hate or love this new adaptation, and all I can think about is Jon revisiting Frankenstein in a New Enough Format that Its Not Annoying & Feeling Some Kind of Way about it.

having someone to kiss would not fix any of my life crisis and all the things i'm ignoring right now even though they're looming right above my shoulders at the corner of my eyes. but it would probably give me a really good distraction from all that, and you can never have enough of those

Abruptly hit with the vision of Basira "loves gossip" Hussein, mid s4, few drinks in, leaning towards Jon (also few drinks in), Daisy between them, going: "so i know you don't do the whole fucking thing, but did you actually have this whole affair with Elias or-" only for jon to choke on his drink;;

What if jonelias kissed and it was mid season 3

what if i ate at 5pm

What rusty quill gives Rusty quill takes back so easily... Truly a fascinating case of "writer vs reader" happening in my brain right now.

Sometimes you and your friends need to pass some little guys around the 2 star Michelin restaurant and surreptitiously take photos of them

joneliasmartin is elias going "my special little guy can have his special little guy. as a treat."

Jmart roleplay being back to "archivist/archive assistant" all the time the only difference to what truly happened in real life is that eventually it always ends with Martin being like "/Jon/" and Jon giving him whatever he wants (letting him lock the door and fucking him silly, probably)

Tonight is the final performance of #MagnusLive The Hilltop at The Clapham Grand. This is, to our knowledge, the first ever full, professional theatrical stage adaptation of a fiction podcast. (1/3)

never mind, this can't wait Monday, I read three chapters of a book and now I need Jon to stumble upon Jonah Magnus' letters before he starts working at the Institute and he gets obsessed with the man at the same time he maybe starts to have a sort of affair with the Head of the Magnus Institute

Okay, I'm just going to do social media detox for the rest of the week. I think it's best. Elodie out, going to touch grass and figure out what the fucking hell she's going to do now. No worries to be had, jonelias thoughts will certainly be bursting to come out on Monday. Bye.