Ivy
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18 y/o transfem | railfan, weather, and art she/they/it
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My best video of 4014, going around 40-50mph
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over 1 year ago
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3 months ago
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oops
3 months ago
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small update: im going insane
3 months ago
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post something random or no obligation to post anything November will be ok regardless
add a skeleton here at some point
4 months ago
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is this acct dead?
4 months ago
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scratch that, they were being stalked and had to go offline
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4 months ago
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officially been ghosted, so far 0/2 for dating
4 months ago
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I've never cried like this
4 months ago
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i've been panicking non-stop for 5 days now, my partner has been just gone, not online, or responding to texts, just nothing
4 months ago
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im worried, its been a few days of nothing from someone, i'm hoping theyre okay
4 months ago
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holy hell i found smth cool the St. Louis and Hannibal had a custom mack model AD railbus streamlined and numbered 55. The railroad went bankrupt in 1945, and i discorvered its fate!
4 months ago
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older now almost 20 lol
4 months ago
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4 months ago
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i need to cry but i cant and it hurts
5 months ago
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My dream AFT 250 excursion, wont happen but i can dream Starts in the Northeast, Boston area. Pulled by two AFT 250 livery engines to NYC. ACS-64 in AFT wrap takes over to Washington DC. Reading 2100 and 2102 doublehead to Roanoke until the 611 takes over between Roanoke to Savannha VIA Norfolk.
5 months ago
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I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN YAY
5 months ago
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pronoun update i use she/her, they/them, and it/its now, all 3 sets feel right
5 months ago
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forgot how fun railroader can be when not forcing myself with a challenge
5 months ago
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well im excited ill be getting an HO scale AC-11 on my b-day as a nice gift from family
5 months ago
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ngl seeing how ive changed in the past 5 years is wild I went from a homophobic and transphobic straight guy who hated furries and anything not in the bible to a transfem puppygirl whos existance is not in the bible at all
5 months ago
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5 months ago
BLUESKY GIVEAWAY: - 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e:
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Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry). As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible. RULES: - must be following me on Bluesky - must RT this post you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!
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i just wanna NOT live though historical events almost daily, i feel like shit rn from stress/panicking
5 months ago
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i just realized ive seen all the 2-8-8-2s left in the world, all two of them
5 months ago
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haven't even worked a day at my job and i might quit, its been constant panic attacks
5 months ago
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h e l p
5 months ago
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so fucking tired
5 months ago
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over 24 hours of panic attacks, lonliness, suicidal ideation, and overstimulation its been hell
5 months ago
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i am so overstimulated i just want affirmations i just want to be accepted i just wanna feel loved maybe held too
5 months ago
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itll just pass itll just pass ItlL Just PSAs ITlL JuST PASS ITLL JUST PASS PLEASE FUCK WHY
5 months ago
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why's it feel like ending it's the only option sometimes
5 months ago
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is it bad i cant look in a mirror or i can do almost nothing for the rest of the day?
6 months ago
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back home after the vacation, feels nice
6 months ago
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Video is a little bad but the audio is an eargasm Reading 2102, White Haven, PA August 23rd, 2025
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6 months ago
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Same job as yesterday
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6 months ago
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Hotels pretty cool
6 months ago
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Gotta say, the EBT is one of my favorite railroads now, even more than ever
6 months ago
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Well I own a part of a steam loco now Turn out the EBT sells old/useless parts, so i now have a part of 16s old pilot
6 months ago
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Loud ass train
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6 months ago
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While waiting for the 2102, the OCS gave us a visit
6 months ago
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Big fucker
6 months ago
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5 hours of driving, one train A NS AC44C6M serving a general mills factory
6 months ago
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Today's the day
6 months ago
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well, i miss love
6 months ago
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The puppybrain thoughts are only stronger now Its so much more than little thoughts now I just wanna be pampered and pet and smothered with attention
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6 months ago
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Feelin puppy brained at 4am So fuckin eepy but do much energy and so attention hungry
6 months ago
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thinkin abt gettin the BLI 2-8-8-0 once i start gettin paid
6 months ago
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12 days
6 months ago
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wplace is real neat ngl
6 months ago
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2 weeks
6 months ago
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15 days...
6 months ago
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