back to work today :p

minimum two years active in trans spaces before discoursing

just because you’re mentally ill doesn’t mean someone can’t call you out for your behavior

365 lover girl

“we should go to the movie rental store sometime” is maybe the most romantic thing anyone could ever say to me

why did i ever think she didn’t like me? tf???

two of my exes work at the same weed shop now and neither of them know i transitioned so i’m thinking i need to make myself look as hot as possible and head over there

i will not romanticize my depression

i love the way you got me to tear down my carefully crafted walls almost instantly but yeah there’s some stuff back there i need to deal with obviously

i had a dream you actually told me how you felt about me instead of making me guess

feeling hideous and unlovable

anyway i’m going to therapy about it

i just can’t help but feel like im completely missing out on so many of life’s wonders just to placate one person’s feelings

girl who has totally not been crying off and on for hours it’s just allergies

as soon as my car is ready i can go home and do my shot and have a chance at not feeling unlovable

i’m not going to embarrass myself by asking for reassurance are you insane

i should’ve done my shot before i left the house ugh now im stuck in the old apartment with my car in the shop and so many memories and anxieties and bad feelings

it’s shot day no wonder i wanted to cry earlier

depression era back on the menu

you know, if YOU told me hey i’m gonna go out and hang out with someone i would say okay yay have fun right? you know that’s what my reaction would be right? ok just checking

guys let’s all make the exact same posts over and over all day long and every single day

new house new mirror new selfie

i’ve said it before but i can’t stand doomerism like if you wanna wallow and commiserate about how “everything is fucked” please do it away from me or better yet just end yourself and spare the rest of us from ur shitty energy. love your friends, help others, shut up and do something productive

anyway i’m going on a second date with my work crush next week and she’s trading me homemade tortillas for a homemade sourdough loaf

problematic self-confidence gap relationship

and actually if me feeling hot and showing off a little bit makes you feel bad about yourself i don’t think that’s my fucking problem

yes i do think you should be a little bit obsessed with me from time to time or at least act like it actually

stop handing it to popehat im so serious

take good care of your friends and love them and help them with their problems so that they have more time and energy to help you with yours

okay,

physically ill when nobody is actively talking to me

i chose a song you liked in case you saw it

depression era cancelled

manic era over sorry

guys let’s freak out let’s throw our phones away and spiral

fuckfuckfuckufkcufjcukfuckcufjjfuckcjfn

turns out hanging out with someone you can’t stop thinking about doesn’t change anything about the fact that you can’t stop thinking about them

i know you quote posted to your 50k followers with some much worse joke than mine just bc you want a piece of my pie but i’ll let it slide

anyway nothing makes me feel better than watching someone’s post take off after i repost it.. fly my angel

it sure would be cool if i could live my life and do things that make me happy and excited without it making someone upset that it isn’t all about them when really i’ve been all about them and not enough about myself for YEARS

thank god HR can’t see this

i do wish canadians would shut up about american politics stuff especially state level stuff i get that the world has to put up with our shit but like you don’t need to weigh in on why gram crackner is fine actually

guys let’s stop being cringe

it happened again

girl who immediately watched phantom thread again after finishing it the first time

in my bones i can feel it in my bones

that’s it i’m cooked

the way some of you use this website really irks me