ok so I've been downloading wuwa's update since Maybe 5am after buying an external harddrive and deleting inventor and affinity off my computer to come back to the notification that my internet dropped out and the game stopped the download

my coofffeee

meow meow morning bitches

why do peple only want me when I'm not ewll. why don't you love me when I'm happy and safe

yeeeeeh I am not feeling goood

I periodically forget that I am extremely big on Tumblr then get anxious when I have over 500 notifications. #whydoyoulikemyposts???

this is why I don't leave the house

ya why did a certified child just call me a "stupid fucking bimbo bitch" child where are your parents 🫩

I wish bluesky had the option to tag stuff like Tumblr. I talk so much shit in my tags

I knew that the president yaoi was canon

I loooooove sourz sooooo much

time to pull out the bubblegum pop feel something playlist 😍

don't crash out it's okay breathe

how have I ended up working Christmas eve, boxing day and new year. good bye social life It was nice knowing you

I love a mini manic episode like yes girl you are the magical girl the prophecy foretold

I loooove dressing all cute to mask me losing my fucking mind at work

I'm sorry that I'm such a shit friend I love you so much but constantly get this unshakable feeling that everyone hates me and doesn't want to talk to me

let me return to nothing

just one good day is all I want

what if I get bangs

psycho bitch leave me alone

now I get to fight off an anxiety attack while I wait for my brother in the school playground

I don't want to do this anymore I'm so fucking tired

if I change it again will this finally be the end will I be allowed to live a quiet life

oh I changed my number that's ok you'll somehow get it again and get your friends to harass me

I loooove people that I blocked finding really cute ways to get to me

I did not mean to make this much

I'm fighting for my life trying to make coffee 😭

I'm really tired today

gaslight gatekeep girlboss oh wait no that's just how I got outta the ward

ha... will I even have a home to return to

I'm never going to leave am i

do you know how stupid it is to be in the psych ward and still be suicidal

"it might be distressing" uh yeah probably? I was there hand it over

I want to scream

am I mentally well? no but I am entitled to my own records

why can't my Dr just uh hand them over

my parents aren't around to vouch for me and I'd like the complete record of what the hell is wrong

why is it so hard to access my own medical records? like I've asked you in person what do you mean I need to give id and consent from a guardian. I'm an adult I am my guardian hand them over

now that I'm locked back up I have a lot of time to think about how every show that was being made before and after COVID there is always at least one episode referencing it

huh yeah I forgot how much I don't like this city the shit I'll do for my princess

um yeah I will have to return to London or Manchester or whatever tf I told you later tonight or the swat team will come fid me

low-key outta it the big stop juice is uh still wearing off so this will be interesting

not me using an emergency leave from the psych ward to bust my sister outta school

please tissue not nock out stab my nose is bleeding

I need you where are you

don't touch me don't touch me don't touch me

oh not good not good we ball tho

wait Brendan urie was raised Mormon????