I WILL NOT SPEAK IF I SPEAK, I AM IN TROUBLE

i will not speak. if i speak, i am in big trouble

MY TABLET ARRIVED!!!! it's sooooooooooooooo much bigger than my old one so it's really weird to draw on it so far, but i'm so excitedddd I did some simple studies for a start; can't wait til I'm used to it enough to start a proper artwork

watch me realizing that the way my current new outline is built, it makes one of my favorite scenes not fit in anymore😭

that being said, when i set it up i wanna start with some warm-up sketches to get used to it, so feel free to drop your blorbos below!!

my tablet will probably arrive tomorrow and i swear it's been YEARS since i've been THAT excited about a purchase i made!!

💫RAFFLE💫 it's almost the end of the year, & so let's give it one last yee-haw with a raffle<3 RULES * Follow * Repost * optional: Post OC reference below Winner gets 1 OC artwork of choice (style options below)! Ends: December 14th #raffle #artraffle #givaway #art #artsky #ocsky #smallartist

i'm stuck in 'i wanna draw but i get my new tablet soon and drawing will feel entirely different with this so might as well wait' limbo

HOW DID THIS GET SO MUCH WORSE HOW DID THIS GET SO MUCH WOOOOORSE #mosaicsea

hasted álvaro be like #mosaicsea

i love how fully and entirely álvaro trusts matthew like on his own, he was so torn rn what to do. so scared of srota still but the moment matthew decided we will fight now, álvaro was in on it, no doubt at all. ah. #mosaicsea

this will soooo require me to rework the first 20 chapters again to some degree, which i hate but i think then i REALLY tackled the issue of the pacing feeling weird in the middle section so i guess i will do it

💫RAFFLE💫 it's almost the end of the year, & so let's give it one last yee-haw with a raffle<3 RULES * Follow * Repost * optional: Post OC reference below Winner gets 1 OC artwork of choice (style options below)! Ends: December 14th #raffle #artraffle #givaway #art #artsky #ocsky #smallartist

the delivery tracker for my tablet: *needs about 5-10 days to be delivered* me, standing at the window with one hand to it: tablet where?

fuck it, i bought it

my insurance doesn't cover the cost for a surgery that's (according to my doctor) not only medically necessary but also needs to be done before i can look into getting treatment for my lipedema (which is my single biggest source of dysphoria and potentially also a source of a lot of pain i have)💀

do I buy the pro lvl graphic tablet that I've been eyeing for A While now that's 130€ cheaper than per usual rn and that I could afford paying for with my day-job?

do i keep editing from where i am or do i go back now and fix all the things that bother me now that i reached the breaking point;;;;;

the constant issue with my book is that i feel like some of the subplots/side characters are underdeveloped, and i'm constantly questioning if I should add scenes to fix that, or if it'll throw the pacing off and I should /remove/ plot

I should

it's been ages since i last draw lineless portraits of my #Revelation characters maybe i should draw lineless portraits of my Revelation characters again

it's #novelmber!! this year, I will use it to further revise my novel #Revelation <3 what are we starting with? i'm 37089 words into my manuscript and still have a lot of editing, but also some rewriting to do. I estimate the entirety to end up at about 120k words, so let's see how far i get

dan and i are going to play some backrooms: escape together now - what could go wrong? twitch.tv/thenothaniel

new model!!! with animations!!! #vtube #vtuber #pngtube #twitch #smallstreamer #vgen #onvgen #commsopen

playing some repo with @princelingdante.bsky.social 👀 AND I HAVE A NEW MODEL twitch.tv/thenothaniel

working on some new comms sheets bcs i already miss doing commmmmmssss---

i think my score is lower than I'd like it to atm

y'all need to commission me more so i have a justification for buying a new, better graphic tablet

limited comm slots open <3 I got some capacities left to do some headshots - both human and furries are possible; 15€ each - sketch, line and color-revisions included. 3 slots! DM (paypal) or use VGen to commission <3 vgen.co/theno #furry #furryart #vgen #comms #commsopen #commission #art

a few snapshots of last weekend ~ (pics by the amazing @aurorawrxd.bsky.social)

i will not speak. if i speak, i might be in trouble. #mosaicsea

ngl that was the best weekend i had in a WHILE. tysm for everyone who was there, I love you all so freakin much

it's jobcenter but yes. this is my life now. I'm quitting my job.

I love my friends

am I cunty enough for my birthday party?

the question of all questions: neon green or orange ghost roots? (the rest is black)

every time i prepate the to all the boys i've blocked before presentation for another run, i expect myself to make it more funny than it was last time the question is when will i peak?

i have an offering for you you give me: 10€ and a reference of your pookie you receive: surprise art of said pookie (at least flat colors) + my eternal love bonus, if you tell me about your pookie, i might get attached and go all out

so...just fyi-... con just sent me his address in case anyone needs it for birthday gifts---- just saying----------

her>>>>

for the relationship prompt on the OCtober, do i do Kyle x Ethan, or Keira x Josh;;;;

Kyle's type are emotionally unavailable bad boys, and Ethan is so emotionally unavailable, they don't even get that someone could be into them

nothing gives me more euphoria than the fact that i haven't gotten misgendered in valo voice chat in months now

day 2 - old one of my oldest OCs i could think of! the girls who get it, get it--- #bweirdoctober #OCtober #ocsky #artsky

my #bweirdOCtober thread <3 #bweirdOCtober2025 #OCtober #OC-tober #OCsky

help me out guys, is there like a prompt list for OCtober or is it just 'post drawings of your OCs every day' basically?

so, @minascrane.bsky.social talked to me about his new emo boy character, and by law, I'm obliged to draw any emo boy character that's presented to me. #art #artsky #ocsky #oc #dnd #dndsky

so, @minascrane.bsky.social talked to me about his new emo boy character, and by law, I'm obliged to draw any emo boy character that's presented to me. #art #artsky #ocsky #oc #dnd #dndsky

comms are temporarily closed; wanna update my portfolio a bit and ponder how many slots i actually wanna leave open as I'll take over some more social work cases soon <3

Here's your friendly reminder that you can get one headshot like this per month if you support me with a membership on kofi <3 #kofi #kofimembership #sub #subscription #art #artsky #ocsky