I guess if anyone can help me out so I can get to and from work the next few days til I get paid that’d help a lot. I’d really appreciate any help.

I can’t do this shit anymore man. I’m just trying to get to work and I get declined cause my card is maxed out. I haven’t even bought anything, dude. Since I’m struggling I just have been getting rides, but it’s not enough. I’m tired of working so hard for literally nothing.

No streams today and tomorrow. I’m closing both days at work so instead of having fun playing games with my friends and talking to the lovelies who pop in, I’ll be suffering dealing with customers 😂 see y’all Sunday.

Work has been just the worst. Like emotionally braking, the worst. Yesterday I got home from work and just cried. I’m so tired of being mistreated and taken advantage of. I think tonight we’ll do a little comfort game stream. Not sure what yet, but something chill.

I must have bruised the hell out of my ribs in that crash cause holy crap am I in so much pain today. And god help me if I cough during this slingshotting weather setting off my allergies. I am a ball of pain right now 💀💀

Guess who got in another accident in their scooter! My dumbass swerved to keep from hitting something and slammed into a sign at 20 mph. The handle bar slammed into my stomach and when I got launched off, learning from my last accident, I balled up mid air and only hurt my elbow. 💀

Man, I just really wanna feel better. I’m exhausted and am still sick from yesterday. And I still have to close at work today 💀 send all the positive vibes

No stream 😔 got out of work waaaaay later than I wanted to. So it’s a have gummies and watch horror movies night 👏🏼

I’m missing Final Fantasy 14 Online more recently. I miss adventuring with my tiny husband, and just adventuring in general. Always sad I didn’t really have anyone to play with once Marq stopped playing. It’s fun but I love adventuring with others.

I’m closing at work tonight so there won’t be a regular stream. Though if today’s shift doesn’t suck the soul out of me, I think I’ll be doing a late night live stream. I’m kinda torn between two games, I’ll either be doing more outlast for a late night spooky stream or FragPunk. We’ll see

Today was such a rough day. I think I’m gonna try and make up for it with a real face stream later. I’m thinking we try out the new mode in The Outlast Trials. I’ll throw my makeup on and we’ll get in there and start running the trials 🔥🔥

This job has me just so frustrated. I give my all and it’s never enough. I’m trying my best and it just feels useless. I’m exhausted, I’m working extra weird hours to help and it’s like they immediately take advantage. I hate this shit so much.

No stream tonight. My work schedule this week is fairly wonky, but I’m gonna cut some time out this week, and do some longer streams over the weekend.

I somehow ended up on horror booktok recently and it’s making me want to pick up some horror books. They explain them so well I’m like “dude… I’d like to read that.” I wish I still had my old kindle. Grabbing a couple of horror ebooks would be fun!

Ugh I’m SO exhausted today! I need a nap real bad 😴

I’m so pumped to stream some Overwatch later. The persona collab is dropping, and I can’t wait to see all the things!

Ooooh I’m absolutely exhausted 😂 it’s only Tuesday and I want the weekend here already

No stream today. It was the work day from hell. Gonna take the night to relax. Will definitely do a longer stream tomorrow though 🖤

"You're killin' it sweetie!" While team 2 is having their own more calm adventures, I'm fighting for my life! #twitch #twitchaffiliate #helldivers2 #xbox

My shoulder has been killing me the last few days. It feels like something’s stabbing under my shoulder blade and it burns. I’m trying to rest it the best I can but holy crap does this hurt 😔

Just saw a beautiful edit of Frieren and just started sobbing in my office. The show is just such a tragic, beautiful, magical story and I love it so much. It quickly became one of my favorites and I can’t wait for more, cause it’s just such a special thing that touches my heart.

I may miss a lot of shots but I’ll hit the ones that count. All that dancing around and for what? 😂 #twitch #twitchaffiliate #Fortnite #BadAtGames

Started working out again. Tried taking spicy photos and instantly hated them. Really need to stick to it this time. I miss making spicy content and really want to make some again. Maybe make a spicy alt on here cause I’m not doing it on Twitter again lol we’ll see how things go

Finally got around to watching Kpop demon hunters. While some of the weird “we really want 2D funnies to work in 3D” still give me the visual ick, good movie. Great music, fun characters, I cried. Had fun 👍🏼

How do dudes expect to match people on bumble? 😂 I was swiping and this dude’s bio said “hopefully you can keep my attention unlike 99% of people on here” and then followed it up with “not afraid to tell you to shut up!” Oh yeah dude you sound like a REAL catch. 🤮

I had the absolute worst migraine yesterday. I didn’t end up streaming cause the pain was so bad I laid in bed and passed the fuck out for 5 hours. I woke up and the light hurt so bad it made me throw up. Today my brain feels bruised 😭 hoping I feel better later today.

I don’t want to be at work today. I’d rather be at home playing Grounded 2 😔

It’s national girlfriend day, and as y’all’s internet gremlin girlfriend I just want y’all to know that you’re all loved, appreciated, and if we’re friends or acquaintances on here, you mean the world to me and you can always reach out and I’ll be here.

Regional manager walked into my store and greeted me. He kept looking at me and went “I think we’ve met before. You look really familiar” I’ve never met this man before and I worry about where he’s seen me before. Specifically if he’s seen me with our without clothes 😂

Idk what it is about men when you tell them a hard no and they come back with “but I want it” like too bad? I match with people I think are cute and for some reason I’ll tell a dude “I’d prefer if you stopped focusing on my junk, in fact it’s off limits” to weed out chasers, and they throw tantrums!

Two days til Grounded 2. Im SO excited!! Im also pumped to finish Grounded tomorrow on stream. Get ourselves the end of the game before 2 releases and we can start a new journey!

I swear, what is it about old men with way too many city miles on them, that gives them the confidence to just look at me and go “not only do I have a chance, they’re gonna LOVE it if I flash them my dick and tell them they did this.” Like dude… no…

Facts

Man I gotta fix my sleep schedule. I keep burning myself out at work then going home and sleeping, then streaming if I don’t oversleep, then going to bed around 1-2am. Then back to work first thing in the morning to start it again. I’m now lightheaded at work trying to focus 😭

カツサンド😌

Apparently this current regeneration really likes bone-in wings. For so long I’ve been a boneless wing girly, but for whatever reason recently my body has gone “you want wings. So many wings. Hungry? Wings!” And I’m not bad about it. Just always surprised when my tastes change

If you come into my store with 15 Amazon returns of the most random shit imaginable, just know I’m judging you for your poor financial decisions. How ya gonna order a small house and get all of it wrong so it all has to go back. You don’t look it up before you buy it? 🙃

I hate working Saturdays. I end up being the only manager so I have to stand around being bored waiting for someone to need a manager. I think I’m gonna just sit in my office and play Umamusume til it’s time to leave.

Hit a real low last night. This morning I’m low energy, low motivation and I’ve cried multiple times in my office and don’t even know why. It’s gonna be a rough day. Hoping for the best for you lovelies out there. Have a good day for me 🖤

Good morning lovelies! I’m still so tired. Though I’m off work tomorrow so I’m pumped to get some much needed extra rest. Stay strong out there loves! You got this!

Spreading RatCity one game a time.

Say what you will about the game, but I’m having fun with P5X. I’m liking the new characters and I’m always a sucker for the P5 soundtrack.

Was talking to Brian about Parasite Eve today and I think that’s another classic that needs both a remake and a rerelease. Like put it on GOG like the original Resident Evil games so I can play it again. It’s so iconic, from the body horror to the soundtrack. I need it!

Well I know what I’m streaming this weekend

My lovelies! I hope you all are having a wonderful start to the week! Stay strong, power through! You are appreciated. You are loved. Let’s kick ass this week!

Been seeing stuff on tiktok and the more I see the more I think I should. I think I might have to pick up “Date Everything” and do a stream or two in it. I’ve only seen a couple scenes so I figure it’ll be really fun to see how it goes.

I heard some music here at work and one of the songs had a slow melody that reminded me of the Outbreak File 2 soundtrack and now it’s stuck in my head on repeat. I really hope capcom remakes the outbreak games 😭 it was so fun and ahead of its time. Give the people what they want!

every rat deserves a plamcake stack

I’m on some dating apps but don’t really use them anymore. I got a notification this morning that someone super liked me late last night. When I tell you the level of panic I felt when I opened it and the dude who super liked me was my uber driver 💀 it’s been a morning.