the hits keep coming because nothing is going right. Which means things get worse and nothing gets fixed. Because I'm the punching bag. I guess love isn't as unconditional to some people as I thought...

Still offering these.

You know, I never asked for anything. I take abuse and people being annoyed at me with a smile. I take being called irresponsible with a straight face, I keep my words to myself. I stop myself from comparing my treatment to how my sister gets treated. I let myself be walked over, and over again...

Sometimes I just wanna tell everyone to leave me the fuck alone and let me find some peace. But I cant' dothat .

Sorry guys I might be going on an indefinite streaming hiatus My mental health has taken a big nosedive Everything feels bad Good things don't outweigh the bad right now. If friends stream Ill be there (since I'm a mod for a few after all, plus..distractions).

friendly reminder these be open~

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... I'm starting a wee bit early cause I can!!! We gonna do honse first!!

hihi lovlies! Don't forget that tonight at 8pm I'mma go live with a BIRTHDAY STREAM!!! idk what we doing yet.

Heyo dears!! I decided I am gonna stream on Sunday! It'll be at 8pm EST to give me time to have some dinner and relax.~

I caught these while trying to do paradox sims.... (you can tell I'm having problems lmao). This is post ep. 15 btw. No context :D

Might do a B-Day stream on Sunday, dependent on when I get back from seeing gramma.

Playing Limbus company and I'm in Canto 2...and- Heathcliff's reactions are gold.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

THE FUCK YOU MEAN HARU URARA DIED SHE WAS FINE YESTERDAY WHY TAKE THE GOOD ONES TAKE THE MEAN ONES INSTEAD

friendly reminder these be open~

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... Working on a comm today!! #twitch #art

I never realized I didn't put this here. But hi! I still do commissions :D. ko-fi.com/invincibleko... #art | #commissions

I'm really disappointed in Infold about how they handled the housing. They hyped it up so much and you can only get 100 housing exp per day and the exp requirement for leveling the housing jobs goes up by A LOT. This is not how you keep a game alive stop limiting everything.

every once in a while I remember that tupac existed in arknights and the elder god Emperor was a fan

nevermind bad idea I keep blanking out lmao

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... I don't wanna got o bed yet so lets just play Potionmonics

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... I know I complained a lot about Nikki, but I really wanna check out the new stuff they have for Music Season!!!

....If you HC your doktah as a girl.... Does that make her and Priestess toxic yuri??? I just thought of this and now i Need to know #arknights

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... Gonna do Arknights stuff

life is so fucking exhausting...

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... Starting a bit early with #dune I still have 0 idea wtf I'm doing. #twitch #thesandwormfoundmysoulrancid

I feel like babysitting ya'll tonight, so how about we watch me flop around in Dune at like...730???

it's a shame going Postal is illegal

Ah yes...the torture that is "I did not level the unti to make this work out"

I'm gonna start calling my period 'The Monthly Blood Debt' cause it sounds more metal that way

Okay so Mafia just didn't like OBS lmao.

Mafia failed. We trying Dune now

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... Going live a wee bit early!! Time to become a made (wo)man #twitch

Mafia is downloaded! But I'm gonna push stream back to about 2pm, because mom wants to get lunch so I'mma have to go around and pick that up.

Tomorrow I'm gonna doa stream of the new Mafia game. Probably around 130 est. Depending on when the game unlocks

I think Danqing Season is probably the best storytelling Infinity Nikki has done since the Spooky Season.

Honestly. I like both DH and March's designs. I get you mad but stop ruining peoples fun. Gawd.

I'm more stressed than I thought, experiencing some burnout and feeling like I'm walking on eggshells because of my sister. It feels like it did when she was living here and I'm honestly a little scared. Tuesday isnt coming fast enough

Sorry bout the short stream earlier. I got so fucking tired. But I'm defo gonna do a stream for the new Mafia game next week. Maybe. Idk Also people forgetting that farming games are suppose to be comfy cozy and not stressful...like...ugh

www.twitch.tv/invincibleko... Time for comfy hobbit farming game!

Nonna went in for surgery at like 1pm. So I don't think we'll hear anything for another hour or so... ugh

Me and Nonna were talking earlier and she was worried about my hours staying as they are...and thinks I should go look for a second job... With what skills?? With my shit ass mental health? With my shit ass PHYSICAL health??? I'm more useless than a slab of meat.

I shoulda said soemthing before: Gramma got Stage 2 bladder cancer, and soon she goes in to have her whole bladder removed. Not gonna lie, I'm terrified. I'm not gonna be okay until she's back home.

I gave up drawing tonight because my hands and everything are so shaky for no reason. Maybe it's cause Gramma goes into the hospital soon and its starting to get realer....

I'm normal.

not me realizing the reason Avens so short is cause he was malnourished when he was a slave.... LET ME HUG YOU YOU GAMBLER ;-; #hsr #aventurine #wowIhatemybrainsometimes

We really need a LADS pc version.... These men set my phone on fire.

God this news conference is just a jack off party. Like "Wooo yay lookit us we did something we screwed families over and I get to keep all my fancy benefits woooo"

Yay Strike is over but that's a lot of fucking trash.