I've had bottom surgery so now my transition to theyfab is complete

why does getting a vagina instantly change the way your entire body smells? like yeah E makes you smell a little more like a cis woman but bottom surgery seems to make you fully smell like a cis woman. and it's not fish or a rotten smell like misogynists would think

woah

no more penits

my pussy twitching

had a threesome a few years ago with a tboy and his theymab partner in which the theymab was really gross with me and now today I'm seeing tboys post warnings about how this person is a dangerous tboy chaser who lures them in by offering photoshoots

as soon as I stop cleaning the apartment because I get bottom surgery the apartment goes up in flames because my gf and I (who share a room) arethe only ones who properly clean. especially anything food related

can someone hold me like this please

I couldn't imagine going through exhausting and excruciating bottom surgery and after all that you still say "nope I'm still not a real woman". this shit is so tough it's the least I'm gonna fucking do

it really sucks recovering from bottom surgery as a butch because I hate having to rely on others to do things for me

so far having a vagina is just excruciating excruciating pain

as I've talked about the pain and stuff I go through with each surgery I've found that the trans girls who want these surgeries take it as you attacking these surgeries or the other person who wants said surgery

if anyone had told me how painful bottom surgery would be it may have scared me away from it. but here I am after surgery and the only way over is through

this past few days have been the toughest I have ever faced

why do opiates make me so emotional

it seems today that all you see is lesbians in movies and yuri on tv

killing myself

I have decided that twin peaks is a deeply reactionary show

wish I could've done the hair but

I'm doing no nut November but only because I'm getting bottom surgery in 5 days so my crotch will be a bloody mess moreso than actual genitals

goddamn Leland SUCKS at hiding bodies

I realized why the key copy machines at home Depot and Lowe's are always broken or empty. someone comes in and makes like 30 keys

I hate having pimples on my ass so much why is my skin so sensitive

wonder how much of the wealth in the US and west was just amassed by selling off the physical assets from industrialization. imagine all the capital that could be made by selling everything related to the highways

I got all of these surgeries just for attention

7 days until bottom surgery!

I've started grabbing them and shaking them with my hand since I realized their size and weight

it's only a week away

I sorta miss skiing

new format for on cinema at the cinema let's go

remember when you could have skins for steam :(

just a week away!

I look like every other white blonde trans woman

need to say "aw fish!" more than "aw fuck" just for vibes

how that vial of k is looking at me after I was a piece of shit all day

I love dislocating my knee it's my favorite

I am tired and sad

what do I do if my surgeon submitted the prior authorization 13 days before the surgery but my insurance states it may take up to 15 days to approve them and they usually take all 15 days. my surgeon also lied and said the prior auth was submitted 5 days before it was actually submitted

14 days!

on cinema in front of a live studio audience is gonna be so goddamn good

my fear that I will show up to the hospital and they'll say they can't do the surgery because I still havent done enough hair removal is driving me fucking insane

I love my on cinema at the cinema mug!

how are my tits looking

the science behind adderall + pregabalin as a combination is literally soo interesting because it basically causes the crimson red duckling in your body to confront the serpent in the bronze vessel of your heart basically you feel good because the duckling is able to eat seeds

maybe I've become chopped

3 weeks till bottom surgery

it's always so tempting to use this image in response to shit but I don't because I'm a coward

it feels as though in order to be friends with a trans woman u have to have zero expectations for that friend. if u have any expectations they will not meet them. it sucks

my surgeon for bottom surgery is a really autistic woman and I love her

27 days until bottom surgery