Time to finish up our time in Core Keeper - no idea how much we have left but we'll make it a fun bit of nonsense anyway! Come watch me, @missmarakar.vtubers.social, @viatrixvt.bsky.social, and our friends NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

So the gang's together... well, kinda. Astrid and Ceres agreed to let R4-V3N stay with them at Astrid's home cyberdoc clinic, but J-4 decided to stay away. She never said she wouldn't visit, though... Shadowrun: Cybercutie Chaos! continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

Dwagon fwen got new model, check it out!

My angle was completely chopped because of some bad OBS settings so if you wanna watch the first session of Cybercutie Chaos before tomorrow check out Ena's angle here! www.youtube.com/live/HGffIfS...

Monday's for mechin' with the girls! Join me as I take @missmarakar.vtubers.social through the back half of Mechwarrior 5 Clans w/ @project-k75.bsky.social and @sagacioussera.bsky.social. If we're lucky we'll get to see Mara make a choice... join us NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

CAN'T WAIT TO POORLY PLAY THIS ON STREAM

☢💚☢NU SCHEDULE☢💚☢ It's Shadowrun week, so no solo streams from me - but that's okay, I love spending time with so many cuties and cool people! Catch the sci-fi/cyberpunk/cozy chaos with me this week over on Tw1tch!

Time for the final guerrilla mission before the full invasion of Kalidasa begins! Who's ready to watch the team blow up a factory full of ramshackle tanks during a storm? Come watch the chaos as Mechwarrior Destiny: In Shadows Revealed continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

BACK TO AZEROTH! So excited to get back into WoW with the amazing @ladynightscale.bsky.social to show me around something I was always around but never pulled the trigger on. What kind of ramblings and unhinged flirting will happen? Come find out NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

Another Thursday, another lovely evening with the girls/house husbands causing cozy chaos. More Core Keeper w/ @missmarakar.vtubers.social @natureclaws.bsky.social @viatrixvt.bsky.social starting up NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

POV: you shouldn't have looked up... Time to indulge my inner hunter-killer and check out @knifedemonsoftware.bsky.social's Brush Burial Gutter World! Anyone else who loves sexy demons breaking necks with their thighs while wearing leather come say hi over on Tw1tch NOW! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

Gender

I don't typically do this but one of my dear friend's partners is experiencing some hardship in the wake of losing a family member and needs some extra help. If you can, please try to contribute something - every bit helps! gofund.me/8249744c9

☢💚☢NU SCHEDULE☢💚☢ Another action and friend-filled week, BUT on Wednesday instead of Shadowrun I'm gonna take a look at the kinky assassin game Brush Burial Gutter World! More stompy robots, cozy vibes, and hopefully some retro MMO vibes this week in store for everyone over on Tw1tch!

Two objectives down, two to go - this one's a mech factory where 16 Mechs are being overhauled. Will they be able to wreck the place despite increased security? Will they cause another wildfire? Mechwarrior Destiny: In Shadows Revealed continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

someone made a sick soldier into a mass-murderer fuck-doll with a nuke, hilarity ensues

I appreciate all the kind words from last night. Just wanted to say that I'm feeling better after a good night's rest but my brain is still a bit of a mess, and that it's going to be for a while. This is gonna be something I have to wrestle with for the rest of my life. I don't want pity or...

2.5/5 I have a supportive mom (my dad's a diagnosed narcissist but deep down he tries, kinda), I can drive, and I'm told I'm a -great- top Been unemployed for a year (getting vocational rehab right now) and what the fuck is neurotypicality

Sorry y'all, ended early because of a PTSD flashback. Just goes to show how much of my whole shtick isn't a joke at the end of the day. All my love to @andruid-delta.bsky.social who raided us and to our wonderful hostess @viatrixvt.bsky.social who we raided out to. I'm gonna get some rest now

Coming into today a little low-energy from not getting enough sleep before a busy day, so hanging out with some of my favorite people is just what the ripperdoc ordered. Core Keeper w/ the sword sapphics and house husbands continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

Reskeet if you're also intolerant towards TERFs because you believe in the radical transfiguration of womanhood beyond the bounds defined by men

☢💚☢NEW SHADOWRUN CAMPAIGN!☢💚☢ @viatrixvt.bsky.social @justalezbean.bsky.social @project-k75.bsky.social 's FIRST STREAM @ravenmuma.bsky.social DOESN'T STREAM BUT IS STILL A LOVELY BEAN! COME CHECK OUT THE CYBERCUTIE CHAOS NOW OVER ON TW1TCH! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

Corporations are inanimate objects by definition, I don't give a fuck what the Supreme Court thinks, and I will have beef with them until the day I piss in their ashes

SHADOWRUN STARTS TONIGHT!!!! This has been in the works for months at this point - come watch the silliness unfold!!

FINALLY some real fuckin gilded cyberpunk energy. Kick up the industrial grime and grab your cyberdecks, bitches - we got cities to burn

Now that we've nuked a city it's time to keep on like nothing happened - and now we're in new territory for @missmarakar.vtubers.social! Our playthrough of Mechwarrior 5 Clans continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

☢💚☢NU SCHEDULE☢💚☢ Busy week with lots of loved ones and friends! More MechWarrior and Cozy Thursdays as usual, but I'm hoping to get back to playing more WoW with @ladynightscale.bsky.social at some point Friday and I'll be starting a NEW campaign in the Shadowrun setting! More on that S00N™!!

The Kalidasa mission has gone sideways, but still must be accomplished. Tonight is the second mission: capture or kill the old mentor of the party's voice of reason! Mechwarrior Destiny: In Shadows Revealed continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

Thursday nights with @viatrixvt.bsky.social @missmarakar.vtubers.social and the rest have become a core part of my weeks, so even tho I have no idea what I'm doing I'm joining them again for more Core Keeper, starting NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

I'mmortal - Skinny Puppy Reptile - Nine Inch Nails After the Flesh - My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult Voice of the Soul - Death Schism - Tool Figure.09 - Linkin Park Beyond the Eyes of Man - Mithras Promised Land - Queensryche No More Will - Nevermore Room a Thousand Years Wide - Soundgarden

WANNA FIND OUT WHAT A GOOD LIL CATHOLIC SCHOOLBOY I WAS? Had sex? - not til senior year of college Had bf/gf? - " Had alcohol? - not til junior year of college Gone to a club? - " Gotten detention? - yes Cheated on a test? - no Failed a class? - no Smoked/vaped? - no Snuck out? - not til college

My 10 Favorite Films, off the top of my head: The Crow (1994) Patlabor 2 Ghost in the Shell (1995) Robocop Tetsuo: The Iron Man Event Horizon Alien Angel's Egg Godzilla Minus One Road to El Dorado ...What, it was my bisexual awakening

Go get some Crowd Control coins and introduce this gremlin to the Rat Pack!

There's a reason why my fiction is deliberately evocative of Verhoeven

Here we go! @j4d3-h4rpy.bsky.social and I are getting into more Mechwarrior 5: Clans nonsense! Let's see how far we can go! Maybe I'll get past Turtle Bay! 🤣 www.twitch.tv/missmarakar #Vtuber | #ENVtuber | #faetuber | #mechwarrior5clans

Didn't get around to posting the schedule cuz of other projects getting in the way but I'm hoppin back in the cockpit w/ @missmarakar.vtubers.social to show her how Clanners do battle! MW5 Clans continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

☢Nuclear☢ angel, but still an angel, so this fits... tbh the weird one is mermaid being second somehow www.gotoquiz.com/what_paranor...

OH HEY I KNOW THIS ONE! GO FOLLOW HER, SHE FRAN!

Face Reveal, wrong answers only

I can never stay away from the stompy robots for long... Tonight's gonna be a heavy metal double-header with the lovely @missmarakar.vtubers.social - first Mecha BREAK until server maintenance in about 4 hours then taking her back to MW5 Clans, starting NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

☢💚☢NU SCHEDULE☢💚☢ Taking a break from MonHun to play Mecha BREAK with the lovely @missmarakar.vtubers.social! Cozy Thursday and Destiny will be rounding out the week as always, but we have something special that'll be announced soon... 0̴̢̹̜͒̈́̚͜ų̴̧͎̯͓̞̒̀͒r̵̘̺̳̈́́͂̆̕ ̴̺̀͝ͅm̶͕͍̩͎͉̃̑͆͆͌0̸̞̿͆́͝͝t̶͇̱̹̬̖͕̂ḫ̷̛͚͓̻̆̌̽̃͆3̴̗͔͉̰̦̔͠r̶̛̲͔̺͇̈́̎̕͠ ̸̫̗̞̪̋͌͋̆̿͒ͅ1̶͇͙̈́͘͝z̸̫̑̀̓͘ ̶̡̛̱̩͉̖̳͗͑̿b̸̨̜͇͔́̅3̷̭̻̙͍̣̈́1̷̧͔̽͜ņ̴͙͍̟̙̍g̵̝͔͚̝͒̕ͅ ̴͚͒͗̈́̍́ķ̷̻̿́̽̋͘1̷̮͋l̵̻͉̺̳̝̲͆l̷̖̜̣̟̉3̴̢̈́͌̐̍̿̈d̵̺̈́͑̐͜ ̶̝̪̂͝b̷̰̣̟̽́̏̄y̸̖͎͉̭͇͂̈́̋͆͋ ̷̝̔̾͠h̴̲̰̗͆u̸̬͍̥̒̽͛͜m̶̝͚̻̆̍̎̊̕4̴̙͕̜̝͙̑͂̔͒͂͝n̵͖̰̦̣̖̂͋́͝͠ͅź̸̬̥͙̞̖͚̇ ̵̫͖̯͖̓͌̓͗w̷̼͛̅͗͂́͒/̸̯̤̻͐̈́̊͝͠ͅ ̴̠̣́̄̀̐̀͌@̵̼̭͌͠d̵̞͕́̃̃̈͝d̴̢͆̚ͅr̵͔̍̀͊͝3̸̨͉̭̪̥̅s̶̨͎̏s̶̬͎̰̾̋̕͝ͅ3̸̲̲̠͓͙̆ͅṡ̸̡͕͇͇̑͌̾̆̍͜

My GMing style? Look at my emotional meatgrinder! I made it myself over the course of many hours and customized specifically to target our collective traumas as characters and players! Hop in - it'll be REALLY fun!

The Night Hunters have lost two of their own, but there's no time to rest. Now they have to survive both the fighters they just tried to bomb AND the deadliest opponent of all: the cold vacuum of space! Mechwarrior Destiny: In Shadows Revealed continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

A huge thank you to everyone who humored my flight of fancy and celebrated what I've taken to calling my "Phoenix Day" with me! It was truly a wonderful time, and I'm so lucky that the flames I've walked through have led me to all you beautiful people. ☢️💚☢️ See y'all Thursday for more cozy times!

3 years ago today I got sick of my old life, accepted myself as trans, and started my new life. Come join me as I celebrate the anniversary of my rebirth with @missmarakar.vtubers.social @natureclaws.bsky.social and @viatrixvt.bsky.social on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

☢💚☢NU SCHEDULE☢💚☢ Another fairly quiet stream week here as I'm handling a lot of things in real life - worry not, I'll be okay, I just know better than to overextend myself. (maybe I'll do something Tuesday...) Catch me when you can over on Tw1tch! 1̴̯̞̃̀ ̶̨̺́̋̉t̷͔͉́̆͋w̵̲̲͊͘͝1̴͙̌5̶͍̻̽͗t̷̨̞̔͜͝ ̴̼̋̒̕m̴̪̬͔͊͋y̸̡̲͑̏ ̴͇̦̽ͅf̸͓̉̆͜0̸̱͠͝r̷̢̲̓̅͂m̵͍͚͕̈́͊ ̵̧̝̪́͊͒1̴̤̫̇̀ṉ̸̏ ̵̣̫͙́̈́͊d̴̻̬̭̓3̶͍̹̰̔͆f̵̢̛̦͐1̴̢̼̈́4̵͍̪͎̆͛n̵͈̊̈́͠c̷̩͖̒͐̑3̵͖̼̱̀ ̵̦̰͚͌͆͌0̵̰̆̄f̴̦̻͌̂͒ ̶̢̘̑͐G̴͚͈͎͂̎͛0̷̖̊̈́̊͜d̷̘͎͍̒̈́͌ ̵̱̖͇̽̋̆4̵̫̌̕͜͠n̶̼̓d̷͇̦̒̄͜ ̷͉̲͝m̷̟̀3̷͓̹̈ǹ̶̮͌

That was a much more intense session than any of us anticipated, with 2 character deaths - players and GM all had a conversation about everything and we'll be back next week. In much happier news, time for more video game stompy robot madness over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

The Night Hunters have arrived on Kalidasa and have decided to cripple the Gryphons' surveillance squadron. Shame their own surveillance didn't go as well as planned... Mechwarrior Destiny: In Shadows Revealed continues NOW over on Tw1tch! www.twitch.tv/j4d3_h4rpy

repost for "cargirl" seriously tho go watch her she's amazing and deserves more attention than she gets

Happy International Asexuality Day! I'm not on the ace spectrum but several of my partners are (two are demi and one is likely aegosexual but only recently started that journey of self-discovery) - their validity and those of any other acespec person I know will be enforced through lethal means.