I am alive and BACC Anyone wanna hear me tf OUT on the Doctor Herman Carter from the hitgame "Bug by daylight"? Hes been having my heart since the 30th of December <3 And also made me sick a day after anbwwjwbwhw

There's something comical to getting a new hear me out that is absolutely diabolical, on the side of "Quinn wtf," and then getting sick just a few days later. Like, my body straight up went "NO! We are NOT doing this no more!" Straight up evicted all evil before new year as well :/

Sometimes when my faith in humanity is low. I remember the fun things :)

So apparently DBD sniped Pyramid Heads fat ass before his chapter got released- WHY DO COPERATIONS DO THIS?? give the mens some CAKE! I remember hearing the same with the @TSV M1guel model, that his ass had to be made smaller We are losing precious men cake everyone 😔😔

I figured out how to mod games! So I modded Silent Hill... I took Pyramid Heads right to clothing. They are mine now. Also all Mannequins have been supplied with J0rdens!

Crawling back outta the trenches that I've been in for a week. Only that the trenches are Silent Hill, and the moment I reach freedome I get pulled back in like a sack of potatoes.

Here it is,, my... fucked up ranking akwbajbsjs I know some of those technically aren't a "Hear me out" but I really wanted to rank my taste in men, so I've included everyone I could think of :) #hearmetfout

Caine? Why did you jumble up my name again?

I kinda wanna do a Thiermaster list of my hear me outs But I have NO clue what to put as the categories 😩😩 I feel like smt like... "tops" "bottoms" is too basic for this 😔😔 Anyone got any ideas?

*giggling at how stupid he looks* #genitalcircus

On another note,, I now have Caines severed dick. I shall draw him with this tentacle cock eventually ahvwqjvqgqgw

Why tf are sex stores always near bigger streets or occupied places? WHAT IS THIS I HATE IT

Do you guys ever get this overwhelming feeling of there being smt fundamentally wrong with you? Or a sudden wave of sadness towards the evening that leaves you drained? Wtf is that-

I am finally updating to a proper PC Looking at nsfw at gonna go crazy on this! I mean- Doing totally normal stuff, mhm

#YoinkPage 46. Sadly, In your time of need, I come to you mostly empty handed, anon. I CAN share this scuffed Caine sketch I did in October. The vision is here, but I want to work up to this with a short sequence or comic, instead of a single pinup. Hopefully before next EP releases.

I will never get tired of people being suprised / shocked about what is on my "hear me out cake" hevwhwhg3hw I need to update it actually, more things joined... Plus,, I wanna do other things too, what else could I do with my likes? 🤔🤔

I sometimes feel like i degraded with my art skills But then I also feel like i got better- its such a weird thing- Caine! #genitalcircus

This gotta be one of the funniest things I've been hit with as of late ajqbajahs

Yk im starting to see peoples attraction to Pyramid Head... <- has only watched the 2006 movie and is currently playing SH f But he do be pretty hot

Man what's up with the YEARNING as of late? Im not used to so much 😔

Gang,, theres like,, this very cute Caine stuffing fic out there that got me all giddy and mushy Soooooooo I doodled smt for it! Will defo turn this into a proper digital drawing later- But ugh- one of my fav pairing 🥺 I love making doodles lmao #genitalcircus technically

Whats with this trend of making a 13+ Discord server and then adding a nsfw channel 😭 Just make an adult only discord at this point. Theres no way you can and will verify the ages of those who want the channel roll :/

It has been approved by two friends! Which means ya all get to see my horrible attempts at taking pictures lmao (Im not good at this..) Caine cosplay! But make it vaguely femboy (I am spoiling them JUST in case lmao)

This has already been mentioned to a friend before- But as someone who really wants to cosplay Caine at a con eventually, and really likes Maide Caine- I feel its a must to get the maid outfit and cosplay Maid caine... Especially with me having it done to our beloved Ringmaster before

If my pics go thru their second review there's a high possibility of me posting these to here 👍 Then the three people who will see this get the whole outfit this is based on lmao #genitalcircus C@ine can get it tbh

Im gonna have a BLAST drawing him as one after ive taken these cosplay pictures Because I can <- is gonna be incredible embarrassed later

Has anyone ever thought about turning Caine into a femboy? No? Well imma do that

He's touching the fuck outta his pussy I like the idea of him having both genitals, double the amount of fun! #genitalcircus

I sometimes wonder if theres any fat fetish people in my small hometown in Germany If so, WHERE ARE THEY????

I still need to redraw this with Hyan.. But happy fat boy Friday! *sobs in not having one*

Why are there people who still read and even give kudos to the bs that I posted on AO3 akbqbwwjw Its such bad smut WHY DO U GIVE ME KUDOOOOSSSSS Its not even well written 😔😔

If theres one thing I love doing, then its doodling my persona having some sort of flustered crashout I can use ajbwjwbwjw

I find it incredibly funny how the first art account i remotely tie my face to, is this one, my nsfw one ajwnqjwwjw Like "Ah yes, the people gotta know that this 👈 fucker likes the fat and these fictional characters"

I greatly dislike certain "norms" that get pushed onto me, SIMPLY because of my assigned gender and even age. I've never liked it, never fitted, and will continue to never fit, its smt I've come *mostly* to terms with. And the fact that I havent even figured myself mostly out doesnt help, annoying

I feel like I do need to start taking some alright cosplay pics, because my bestie and I have made a shared cosplay/edit account on tiktok thats still untouched xD But im also horrible at taking pictures, since ive always hates doing selfies n shit How do you do this-

Damn tf is going on in the hospital this week People keep needing CPR and fucking dying- Did I miss some sort of simulator update?

Someone save me from myself

Theres smt bitterly funny about, when I returned to work on Wednesday, after the horrible shift beforehand and actually BREAKING DOWN because of everything, two of my coworkers told me straight up they expected me to NOT come in. Like to actually call sick due how wrecked I was

I sometimes forget you can make vent pieces snwabwjw Life's been HARD as of late, so its the more important to hang on and treasure the small things <3 (I specifically say to myself)

I think im starting to reach a point where im putting too much cunt into the way I draw my persona. I do not have this irl why do I put so much into them

I had to finally make a reaction pic to when I get either inCREADIBLY flustered, or SEE something that makes me tweak out

I have some very beautiful cat paw socks and gloves id LOVE to do more with em but idk what POSES Mainly in Caine cosplay.. but WHAT poses 😭

I am going to post exactly ONE picture of myself on this whole forsaken Internet And its in half Caine get up with the ears that i choose for the idea Felt handsome Might delete later :3

Its like 11:44pm and im getting into Caine cosplay because i got an incredibly stupid idea

Being bitten by extremly sharp teeth would heal me actually

I was gen thinking sbout drawing Caine all sexy in a "sexy nurse" outfit, only to the doodle and throw him into the horrors that is ER nursing And depending how my OWN DAY GOES Ill either be nice to him or mean

Bestie hitting me with a "Water found in the ocean" statement As if this wasn't smt I whined in our dms about, like an animal in heat, 4 days ago xD

I sometimes feel very betrayed by my body, confused too- Because why do some weeks hit so DESPERTLY and got me aching for smt I could never actually deal with irl It just wants me to suffer 😔 (Also yes im coming alive only to die for the next few months again sksksk)

He had to update again

At this point im just gonna go with the flow ajqbqjwbwjw This head of teeth makes me feel so many things And even yearn for irl stuff like huh, HUH????